Ambition And Magic
Chapter 82 Apologize
Renita smiles at Kiki, and Noncy sees her friend's reaction. Because some time ago, when Kiki told her not to rely on rukiyah, and said if asking rukiyah would not get intercession, Renita was angry. But Kiki's talk, it makes sense, and it looks like this time Renita can compensate.
"I'm also sometimes confused ma'am.., not confused why they keep sending me? Because I won't find the answer. Merely, I was astonished at myself, why it seemed that my prayers could not penetrate to the sky completely. Although I am also very grateful, with my situation like this, I am still always given health, still able to move and so on" Renita said softly while smiling wryly.
"That's how mom.." asked Kiki enthusiastically.
"I'm not silent Kiki, Noncy's mother who knows and understands how my efforts. Actually Aki should not remember the goodness of what I have done anyway. But sometimes question marks appear in my heart mom. Bathing in one third of the night, continued tahajud, witir I have done. Dawn prayers, continued the morning prayer prayer continued dzikir almost an hour already I did." Renita explains.
Kiki and Noncy looked towards Renita, who looked claustrophobic. The eyes of the woman had started to tear, Renita was indeed easily touched.
"Reading Al baqarah along with its meaning, continued eating Ajwa Aliyah seven dates, where the pain and difficulty to eat it still I do. Afternoon dzikir afternoon, following studies, independent rukiyah, and offline and online rukiyah with ustadz syari'i. But why does the genie in my body not want to come out, is there something wrong..?" continued Renita.
"Don't despair nyah.., remember the words Kumala said to you. You are still tested with this problem, but one day you will be able to recover 100%. It's just that you haven't found the right person, who can show your healing, or shut down your inner aura. The important thing is you have to be sure.." Noncy commented.
"Inshaa Allah, I am sure, that I am only trying to examine the truth of what hinders my prayers. For now, I am only positive thinking, maybe my sin is too much, so God still wants to cleanse and purify me. But one question that I myself confused mak, why when I lost memory because under the influence of reaction, want diobatin anyone I did not realize. But as soon as I heard Andri's voice, I immediately realized." said Renita finally.
:"If I thought it was Nyah.., you actually got the clue. I am sure, God made Andri mas as your soul mate, so that only Andri mas can make you aware. I remember when you were unconscious at the college mosque, how Andri tried to make you aware, hugging you sincerely, as good as facing your condition." Kiki commented.
"True what bu Kiki nyah said.., you have to obey a lot of mas Andri. And I'm sorry, too, 'cause your husband used to send wa to me. But I said, surely Mr. Andri needs a interlocutor who can understand his wife, so often without your knowledge Mr. Andri often tells about your illness, I talk, I talk, so that there will be no misunderstanding in the future, than you hear from others." Noncy made a confession.
"Ga pa pa mak. although Andri ga story, I know if my husband often send the same message loe and mas Cahyo. Especially if I have a bad reaction.. " Renita responded.
"It's impossible to miss Noncy, cook your best friend angry just because of it." Ms. Kiki also responded.
"It's not like that ma'am, because my status is different ma'am. I'm a widow, so be careful, and so I tell you from now on." Noncy explained,
The three women were silent, and it looked as if Kiki was thinking of something. Suddenly the woman looked at Renita as if someone was going to say. Fortunately Renita immediately responded..
"What's Miss Kiki..?" ask Renita quickly.
"I think the hell ma'am, actually Renita's mom has got a clue for her recovery, which is from Andri mas. The proof is. If Ms. Renita was in reaction, only Andri mas can resuscitate. Actually, that's the clue" Kiki said.
"Keep up. What am I doing?" asked Renita enthusiastically, The woman then tried to remember events after events, when she had a reaction. Wherever, Andri patiently tried to help him to stay conscious. Even when the man was out of town, and patiently praying through a cell phone line, he finally regained consciousness.
"The closest people today to Ms. Renita are Andri and the children. Try to apologize and forgive Andri, Inshaa Allah nyah, that is your promise. Even then I did to my mother, because I still have my mother, the place is my paradise other than my husband." suddenly Kiki reminded Renita.
"Truely what Miss Kiki was talking about, I know exactly how you are about your husband.apologize to him." Noncy shared the input, too,
"Actually if I rukiyah, already apologized to Andri mas, also to the children." Renita tried to avoid.
"That's different, it's heavy. I would feel hard to do that, too, but really. As I did to my mother nyah, but it turns out with my attitude really want to try to make my mother happy, very good fortune nyah. All my business is made easy by God." Kiki continued to tell her life experiences.
How Kiki attempts to deal with all her mother's requests, which sometimes makes no sense. But even though his heart was irritated, he still did. Renita's tears suddenly could not be dammed anymore, even Renita herself to the point of being shocked by the sobs she did. Uncontrollable, sobs Renita until it sounds loud, and the woman can not know it is a pure cry from her heart or from the jinn that is in her. treatment, rejection, rebuttal, and, the dispute with her husband Andri was clearly reflected in front of Renita, and how her husband always responded patiently.
"Do nyah.who knows this will be your helper and healer. Moreover, the paradise of a wife is at the feet of the husband, there is in the ridho given by our husband. Do nyah. mas Andri is a good person, very sincere in love and treat you.." Noncy spoke as well.
But Renita's cry grew louder, unable to listen to what Kiki said. Noncy and Kiki are shocked by the reaction shown by their best friend.
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