Ambition And Magic

Chapter 83 Momah apologizes

The atmosphere at the table in the corner of the restaurant next to UP is very moving, even some other visitors seem to notice them from where they sit. Renita cannot control her tears. Noncy and Kiki were moved to see the reaction shown by their best friend. This time Renita not only wept touched, but wept as if aware and seen all his sins, until excited.

"Try nyah. apologize to Andri. I'm sure it's your way to heal and also your way to heaven." Kiki continued to persuade.

"Your husband and Andri are worthy and worthy of your apology. So if you apologize for any rukiyah, it's because of the demands by ustandz who guides. But this time, it is expected that it is a sincere apology from the bottom of your heart. Do nyah.., it's hard, I understand how you are, the level of your prestige towards Andri mas. I used to be the one who often angry with you if you make a mistake in Andri mas, and you never want to apologize." continued Noncy.

"But my husband always forgives me mom, ma'am. I heard it myself, while talking to Mr. Ustadz. I am willing to do anything, and I also want to apologize to God as I have done so often. But if you apologize directly to Andri.." Renita still looks heavy, the weight is not because she does not want to apologize. That's because the words won't come out of his lips.

Kiki continues to tell stories, exemplifying herself when she unknowingly hurts her mother, and how she should apologize. Noncy was only watching the two of them.

"Even I cannot imagine if in time, it turns out that God wills another. In a sense, God loves my husband, and it turns out that it was the youth that God took first, I felt I would lose my light, my wand. I always hope and pray that I will be the one God takes first." Renita was still crying.

"Yes nyah.all I've seen. Because of the small business in my household, there are all epran your husband mas Andri. Until the contents of BBM only, have you ever. Easy and small things like that alone should be the business of Andri mas, sweeping and others." said Noncy.

Noncy's words made Renita more sobbing, imagine again how her husband will not hesitate to help her, wash dishes, sweep, mopping, and there are still many jobs that should be done by a woman. However, Andri patiently did it all, without any complaints. It seems that Andri really loves and takes care of his family.

"There are many ways to make an apology. If indeed you can not convey through words directly, you can use your mobile phone to apologize. But I think do it as soon as possible, don't put it off again." Kiki added.

"Yes mom.. God willing I will try. Pray that I will be given the strength yes, to fetch my paradise, and also be the way to my recovery. " Renita asks for support.

"Of course nyah.. Inshaa Allah.." Kiki and Noncy almost simultaneously respond to Renita,

Some time. the three women were like awakening, because it turned out that the time for Ashar prayer had passed, and they had not been working on it. But because they saw the clockwork, they were still able to get to their respective homes, finally they decided to do prayer at home.

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On the way back home, while driving Renita remembered what she had done in the restaurant. With her hands on the steering wheel, Renita again cried roaring, recalling the small mistakes and big mistakes she often made to her husband. Although sometimes her husband also can not resist, but her husband often hold back and avoid Renita for a while.

"I have to do it, I can't get too cocky with my own family." Renita finally determined.

Renita's thoughts along the way to the house really can not focus. Fortunately this time, the road he passed was not so crowded, and also happened to not rain, so even though driving a car while daydreaming, Renita could travel to home. As usual, Renita's house looks lonely and deserted, because her husband Andri has a job today, while Vian is still in college, so Zidan is still undergoing school internship in Kalasan.

After parking the car in the carport, Renita slowly opened the front door, then pushed it slowly. Not knowing why, Renita had just entered the house, the woman's chest suddenly felt tight, and even the woman could not bear the pain. Slowly after removing the shoes and storing them on the shoe rack, Renita then washed her hands and feet.

"I'll take a shower, then continue to pray Ashar. Especially now that it will be almost four in the afternoon." muttered Renita herself as her eyes looked towards the clock on the wall.

Renita then went up to the second floor stairs, to store the briefcase and laptop that she had been carrying since morning. Not long after, Renita had gone back downstairs and went straight into the bathroom to clean herself up. Tears flowed again along with the water that flushed the body and soaked his face.

"Renita. You must be strong Renita. Get rid of your pride, your pride, remember in the eyes of God, you are only invisible dust grains. There will be nothing you can be proud of.." to strengthen her heart, Renita did an affirmation to herself.

Not long after Renita had finished her bathing ritual, then out the carport to take the water. The journey from the carport to the second floor, like a long journey for Renita, because the woman had resolved to apologize to her husband.

In prayer, Renita fell on the prayer mat, completely permeating every prayer she prayed to Allah, and hoping that Allah with his hands would help her. Renita cried again and could not control her crying..

"O Allah, give the servant the strength of O Allah, to confess all my sins before the husband of the servant of Allah, Give the tongue of the servant, just to apologize to the Lord.." after the completion of the prayer, the prayer strands were chanted Renita while tears still continued to flow.

Finally still wearing a mukena, Renita took a cell phone and would write an apology to her husband.

"Assalamu alaikum, Yah. mamah do not know why the afternoon dzikir suddenly remembered, what is wrong in mamah ya. Inshaa Allah guides in the Qur'an, to eliminate the effects of magic has been mamah done. But kok mamah is still like this, yes, dissertation also does not want to go.🥹🥹

Mamah introspect, it turns out that many things mamah do wrong, and hurt the father as children. Maybe it becomes an inhibitor of sin mamah not penetrated into the sky.

Mamah apologise yes well, forgive, please explain all the mistakes mamah so far yes yah.😔😔😔😭😭" using three times delivery, Renita finally managed to also send a message to Andri, and, while continuing to cry.

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