Am I Deserving?

Karan: "Is that not useful to me?".

"Alright, Shenna. I'll take care of it, what's your senior's name?".

"Sir Dion, sir. Emm, but I beg you not to do anything outrageous to her, like fire her".

"Why?. Hino furrowed his brows.

"Kasian, sir".

"Hahaha you're such a good girl, Shenna. I'm not going to fire him, I'm just going to make him a warning letter, you take it easy, after this I'll take care of it".

Shenna gave a smile on her lips, she was grateful that this matter would be over soon.

"Thank you very much sir, thank you, I'm very happy". Shenna laughed happily.

Seeing that, Hino's gaze locked onto Shenna.

"This girl is so sweet".

"Ah, forget the fool. You're just trying to help her, not to admire this girl".

Hino.

"Alright, Shenna. Go back to work". Hino stood up and his chair.

"Good, sir. I'll pay for lunch first". Shenna was about to move on to pay for her food.

"Hey, let me pay for it". Hino took out his wallet from his pocket.

Shenna was surprised by that.

"But I made you eat here sir". Shenna felt even more uneasy about this superior.

"Hahaha, I ate here because I was hungry from earlier, Shenna. Never mind, do not hesitate like that, and why did you even call father?, was not that time I told you to call brother only?, I was not that old".

"Good I forgot, sir. Uh, Brother". Shenna smiled and scratched her non-itchy head.

"And I didn't know you were hungry. I should have seen my dad eat so well". Shenna's grin, she realized that her superior was eating voraciously earlier, she did not realize it because she was too focused on telling her about the case.

"Gosh, you're so adorable, I'm reminded of my dead sister". Murmured Hino who had seen Shenna's face let out all her expressions, hino was speechless considering that.

Hino has a younger sister who is almost like Shenna, she is beautiful and adorable. But unfortunately, the only sister he cared about went to face God because of brain cancer.

"Sister be your kangen, deck". Hino recalled his last time with his sister two years ago.

"Emm, brother? Brother Hino?". Shenna resuscitated Hino who was immersed in her daydream.

"Yes?!, ah, my God sorry Shenna". Hino smiled and scratched his non-itchy head.

"What do you think, brother?".

"Hahaha, there's no. I only remember my sister. Emm. He looks just like you".

"Oh yeah?, she must be very pretty".

"Yes, she's adorable too. But he's gone". Hinos.

Shenna's face changed, she felt guilty.

"Hahaha, it's Shenna you don't show such a face, there's no need to apologize, it's not your fault, right?".

Hino felt anxious to see Shenna who was always apologizing which she thought was excessive.

Shenna scratched her non-itchy nape.

"Alright, wait here I'll pay for the food".

"Good, brother. Thank you for paying for my lunch". Shenna said with a smile.

Hino nodded and went to pay for all their food, after which they went back to the store and resumed work.

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*In store.

Shenna went back to work, she wanted to mop the floor that looked dirty.

"Geez why is it so dirty? did the visitor step on cow dung?". Annoyed Shenna who saw the traces of shoes that must have been very dirty and looked a little wet.

Shenna took the mop and water along with other fragrances to clean it. It does not take 15 minutes finally the floor is clean and fragrant.

"Huft, done. If this becomes fragrant and comfortable, hihi". Shenna muttered satisfiedly looking at the floor she had cleaned.

Before lifting the bucket of water and carrying the mop equipment, Shenna was surprised to face her senior who a few days ago had been caught by Karan because he liked to rule Shenna as if changing his duties in the store, Shenna was silent to see it.

The senior named Dion knew that the floor he was about to walk through had just been cleared by Shenna, he went and looked for another way without caring about Shenna.

"Who? tumben ain't rumbling". Said Shenna in her heart, she was astonished by that Senior.

"Did he get a warning, huh?"

"But if you have time for brother Hino can be as fast as that, give me a warning letter?, Ah, that's it, the important thing is that this floor is clean".

Shenna did not want to take a headache and continued her other work.

*In Karan's workspace.

He had just finished lunch, Karan had brought his supplies from home. Seeing Shenna and Hino eating with him, he also went hungry and ate the provisions prepared by the servants in his house.

"Ah, dammit. I don't even know how to make a warning letter like what". Annoyed Karan rubbed his face rough.

Actually Karan was the first to warn the male employee named Dion, only Shenna was not sure that Karan would not do it considering Karan's cold and relaxed gaze, that was why Shenna reported it directly to Hino, her only superior whom she trusted.

Karan leaned back in his chair, recalling the incident when Shenna and Hino had lunch together.

"That guy's name is Hino?. The man I saw on my first day at work, I just saw the Merchandiser employees can be familiar with the financial manager". Karan pulled the corner of his lips.

Karan thought again.

"Are they related?, hmm I don't think so".

"Ah, it's none of your business, Karan". Karan spreads himself with his mind

*Tok to Tok...

There was a knock on the door on the sidelines of Karan who was daydreaming.

"Huft, who is this".Karan's complaint went to walk to the door and opened it.

*Door opens.

"Shenna's".

"I thought he was joking when he said that".

Karan doesn't care what Shenna says at the cafeteria, but Karan thinks it's Shenna's doing just to ease the fight between him and the accountant guy Hino.

"Oh, yes. Login".

Seeing the indifference of his superior this one makes Shenna lazy to discuss the problem, but Shenna must still appreciate it, regardless of the position of Karan higher than him.

They are sitting in their respective positions.

"Emm, sir. Before that, I apologized for what happened in the cafeteria". Shenna opened her voice.

Karan was silent for a moment while fiddling with the laptop in front of him, he looked towards Shenna at a glance.

"No problem". Karan replied briefly, he did not look towards Shenna as he answered her.

"Is that arrogant guy your lover?".

To Shenna's surprise at hearing the question, Shenna furrowed her brows yet still put on this polite posture of her superior.

"What?, no sir. Kak Hino is the financial manager at this store, he just helped me out".

"How arrogant man?, it is you who is arrogant Mr. Karan. Brother Hino who likes to laugh is better to look at despite the fact that you are more handsome".

"This girl calls him brother?".

"What is she your mother for?". Ask Karan again.

Shenna was shocked.

"Huh? Jeez, if I tell you if Mr Karan is angry?, is he the one who is more entitled to my problems than Kak Hino who is more focused on managing finances. Well how the hell is this ". Shenna's worried.

"Did you hear me, Shenna?. Why are you keeping quiet?". Karan Resolute.

"Emm, Brother Hino helped me to solve my problem with my senior co-worker a few days ago".

Karan looked at Shenna, he ignored her laptop screen.

"you mean? Your problem with your co-worker guy named Dion? what made you that babu?". Karan furrowed his brows ascertaining Shenna's intent.

"Yes, Sir". Shenna replied steadily, whereas in her heart she was actually very afraid of the person before her.

Karan put away the laptop in front of him and looked at the girl in front of him.

"Have you forgotten that I told you back then that I was going to take care of it?, didn't I first see what happened when it was slammed by your brother?". Karan asked to remain on a cold note, but this was what Shenna feared most.

Shenna did not know what to answer, she knew that her boss was very disappointed.

"Emm, sir.."

"I realized that it was useless in terms of work". Karan pulled the corner of his lips.

"Sir, please listen to the explanation. Brother Hino said that he has helped many employees in various problems, even though he is not a manager, but this store knows him very well, including me". Shenna said at length.

"Alright, you can get out of the room". Karan's gaze was erratic, he felt useless now. He has struggled to adapt in the world of work but he has been disappointed.

Shenna was silent for a moment, she did not know whether to go out or stay put. He is very scared at the moment.

"What are you waiting for?, isn't that helping you already there?, it means that I don't need to help to solve your problems anymore". Karans.

Shenna understood that her boss was in disappointment. Shenna moved cautiously, for whatever sake she was so scared at the moment.

"b-good sir. I'm clearance to exit, excuse me". Shenna came out feeling scared.

"Gosh, how is this. What if I get fired by Mr Karan?, is this a new problem again?, Oh God help me". Shenna wanted to cry. He went downstairs feeling sad and scared.

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*In Karan's room.

Karan packed his things, he wanted to go home now, his job was not there at the moment.

"There's no point in me working".

Karan grabbed his phone and headed for the door to exit his room, he headed downstairs. His gaze was only focused forward, he did not turn his head in various directions. Elsewhere Shenna sees her boss going to the car park, Karan walks with wide strides but still looks relaxed when viewed from the perspective of others. Shenna knew from Karan's flat face.

"Jeez, Mr. Karan is very disappointed". Shenna sees Karan's car coming out of the shop's parking lot, Shenna feels guilty and scared.

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*On Karan's journey home.

Karan focused on driving but his heart was very disappointed, he felt useless. Shenna destroyed her intention of wanting to work diligently.

"Is that not useful to me?". Karan's breath is hunting.

"Gram!!".

Karan hits the steering wheel, now his anger is mounting.

"What are all the views people have of me like Shenna?"

Karan remains focused on driving even though his heart is very sick.

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20 Minutes later he arrived in front of the house. Karan parked his car carelessly. He entered the house with wide steps and his flat face. It was the servant who greeted him with a smile, but Karan did not turn his face away.

"Kara? already home?".

Papa Lukman who was sitting on the couch reading the newspaper greeted his son, Papa Lukman happened to come home first from the hospital because not many patients were treated.

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Karan ignored his papa, he did not look at it one bit.

"Kara? Is papa a subtle creature here?". Papa Lukman was a little upset at being ignored.

"I'm tired, I don't want to fight right now". Karan had already reached the top floor and entered his room.

"Who wants to fight?"

"Huft, this kid ". Mumbled Papa Lukman, he sighed at the attitude of his son.

Papa Lukman sat back down and continued reading the newspaper in his hand.