Am I Deserving?

The problem today

Shenna had already finished cleaning her body. His body and mind were normal even though he was still traumatized.

"At least my mind has calmed down a little". Shenna calmed herself down.

"Sister Hino". Suddenly Shenna was thought of by her superior. Shenna intended to tell Hino about how she worked during this time, she was made a babu by her senior co-workers. Actually Shenna could not stand it, but she knew finding a job was not an easy thing, if she resigned then she had to step up again looking for work in this vast capital.

"But I can't keep quiet, I have to complain about this to Brother Hino". Said Shenna with confidence.

Shenna knew that she was a weak woman, her body small, living alone in the capital. But that doesn't mean he's afraid to hide the wrong thing, even more so he's the victim.

"Yes, I only believe in Brother Hino to overcome this". Shenna said sure.

Shenna glanced at her picture with her father on her bedroom table. He fell silent and took the photo, his tears dripping. Shenna sobbed while hugging the photo.

"Hiks.., Dad". Shenna's cry broke out in her rented room.

"Shenna misses dad, Shenna wants to go home. It feels like Shenna wants to give up, yeah. Hix.. ". Shenna kept sobbing. He broke his body without taking the photo off. Shenna fell asleep with tears streaming down her cheeks.

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On the other hand in the residence of Papa Lukman.

The sound of a car entering the yard, right. It was Daniel who drove Karan home.

Papa Lukman went straight to the main door. It appears that Daniel has Karan half-conscious into the house. Papa Lukman looked at his son with mounting fury, the wife looking at her husband's face that seemed to be holding back emotions. Arriving in the living room,

"Basic son of a bitch!". Papa Lukman landed a punch in Karan's stomach and pulled the collar of his son's cameja, which made the karan fall from Daniel's hand.

Mama Norah who saw that was shocked and tried to control her husband.

"Bah, papah is aware of the reward. Don't be like this". Panicked Mama Norah tries to control her emotionally overwhelmed husband.

"Om calm Let Karan realize first, he is unconscious". Daniel tried to calm Papa Lukman down as well and returned to work and sat him on the sofa.

"Papa no longer knows how this child will be, mah. I feel like I failed at being a father". Papa Lukman said to sobs. He was very fond of his son, for two years his son was accustomed to his bad habits, he as a Doctor had clearly known how the danger of alcohol if consumed continuously. Papa Lukman is frustrated by this.

While Karan who was half-conscious from that moment just moved his body without opening his eyes, he did not feel the punch given by his father earlier.

"Daniel, please take Karan to his room. The room's upstairs at the third door". Mama Norah's.

"Good, aunt.". Daniel.

Daniel took karan to his room and laid him on the bed with his white cameja. Daniel opens Karan's shoes so he's a little comfortable.

"Huft, this son of a bitch. Just bother. Tomorrow morning you'll be taught another lesson". Said Daniel who was staring at Karan who was fast asleep, he was also tired of taking care of Karan. Daniel left Karan's room and went down to Karan's parents. He saw Papa Lukman sitting on the sofa leaning against his body, his gaze blank. Beside her was the wife who was calming her while stroking her husband's arm.

"Om, auntie". Daniel.

"Have, Daniel?. Thanks for bringing Karan home, he's been troubling you". Mama Norah's.

"No problem, aunt. Karan and I have been friends for a long time". Said Daniel.

"Om already, aunt. Excuse me first".

"Yes, be careful on the road, son." Mama Norah's.

Daniel is gone.

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Papa Lukman who had been sitting on the living room sofa was still daydreaming. Mama Norah who saw that just breathed.

"Yes, a little more Papa's going to the room". Papa Lukman is still on the couch.

"Well then, mama sleeps first. Mama has a meeting with a client tomorrow". Mama Norah's.

"Yes". Papa Lukman's.

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*To the day.

At 07:30Karan woke up, he felt his stomach sound because no food had entered from the night. Karan sat on the edge of his bed and held his stomach. But he remembered one thing, that last night he did not go straight home but stopped by the bar.

"Aren't I at the bar last night?". Karan wondered to himself. While looking at the room he occupied. Right, this is his room.

"But why am I at home?". Karan remembers the incident last night, the last thing he remembered was only when he sipped a beer with a lot of servings, after which he had not remembered anything.

Karan's mind drifted to his already rumbling stomach.

"A hungry man". Karan walked out of the room and was about to head towards the dining room.

Before entering the dining room, he saw Papa and his mother who were having breakfast together. A sense of small-heartedness karan appeared, he was not awakened to breakfast together, but he also did not care in fact.

Karan arrived at the dining table and pulled up a chair, he sat down and took a large portion of fried rice. Seeing that, papa and his mother looked at each other and continued their breakfast. The sight of Papa Lukman who was silent without looking at him made Karan astonished.

"Are you hungry, Karan?". Mama Norah broke the silence.

"Yes, mah". Karan replied while putting the fried rice in his mouth.

"Eat a lot". Mama Norah's.

Papa Lukman had finished his breakfast and immediately said goodbye to his wife.

"Papa go first, mah". Papa Lukman's.

"Yes, pah. Be careful on the road. Mama has provided provisions in the car, do not forget to eat". Mama Norah's.

Papa Lukman immediately left without glancing at Karan. Papa Lukman still wants to clear his mind this morning, he is not eager to argue with his dissident son. On the other hand, Karan sees his father who does not glance at him at all, mama Norah sees that, but he just keeps quiet, mama Norah knows that her husband is giving lessons for his eldest son.

After breakfast, mama Norah has a wedding with Karan, he will have a meeting this morning. Mama Norah also went to deliver her personal driver.

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In Karan's room, he gets ready to go to work.

"Huft, do I have to go to work like yesterday?". Karan muttered feeling lazy.

"Alright, Karan. You can definitely get through this. If you like to get drunk at least you're working and independent as your beloved father said".

Karan cheers himself up in front of the mirror while putting up his camera and remembering his father's face while arguing with him, Karan pulls the corner of his lips.