
Kai kept staring at El's face. His hands raised stroked his face to the nape of his neck.
"I miss this look of your eyes El, this sincere smile and this gentle touch of yours."
Slowly he landed a kiss on El's neck and took a sip.
"Kai .." whispered El holding the handsome man's clay chest while looking at his hazel bead. "Let's go to sleep. Don't you want to be my bed partner tonight? Just sleep and hug you, my Bastard, "he whispered, and put his hands to the neck of the beautiful man, and then kissed his lips briefly.
"Oh God, I'm like a cheap woman. Anyway, I have to get out of this apartment tonight after Kai falls asleep."
Kai's smile was immediately engraved on his lips hearing the girl's seductive tone.
He immediately carried her like a koala child and took her to the king-size bed.
Actually, El was afraid and bitter if he and Kai to kebablasan, although his body had been plastered by the man before. Moreover, all of a sudden his chest was pounding very hard while staring deeply at the beautiful hazel-colored bead Kai. Thick eyebrows, plump eyelashes, a pointed nose and sensual lips.
"Oh God, which girl is not tempted by this bastard guy. The face is almost perfect."
He still continued to look at the face of the man he had once hated but slightly softened his heart. "Why is my chest pounding like this? I never felt this way when I was with Tara. God, what fate are you planning on me for?" el muttered in his heart.
His hands were raised again while touching the man's eyebrows, eyes, nose, cheeks and ended up on the man's lips.
Kai commented with a smile looking closely at the face of the girl who was now under her confinement.
"Did you remember when you bit this lip? When you angrily slapped this cheek so hard, it went against my nose so bloody that it hit my junior that I groaned in pain?" ask Kai.
He then lay down beside El and took her into his arms.
"Hmm .. of course I remember it," replied El.
"El, where have you been for almost seven months? I even keep looking for you. Send my confidants to some cities but they can't find you" asked Kai again.
"I'm avoiding you and Tara" El replied softly.
"Please, don't disappear again, don't leave again, and don't leave me again. I love you so much, I really want to make you my wife and want you to be the mother of my children" Kai said honestly and buried his lips long enough in the forehead.
Again ... long enough kiss was successful to make El's chest pounding. For a moment he closed his eyes and felt a kiss full of sincerity from Kai.
"El, I know I've cut a wound in your heart and I know you still hate me. But ... If you want to hate me just hate me, it could be me you hate this to be the person you love so much. If you still love Tara, then love her appropriately, it could be that she will be the one you will hate" he said, tightening his embrace.
Again El flinch to hear Kai saying that he thinks there is a point.
"El, are you asleep?"
The girl shook her head in his arms.
"Where have you been living?"
"I'm a vagabond, moving around while working at a roadside stall" he assured Kai. Even though he lied.
Kai huffed and felt guilty at once
"Forgive me. Stop working in that shop and stay in this apartment. After we get married I want you to continue your studies. Aren't you a doctor?"
Kai paused his sentence for a moment, peeking at the top of the girl's head while tightening his arms.
"Because of my selfishness and arrogance I have subconsciously destroyed all your dreams, dreams and ideals. I plead guilty."
El flinched in his arms. He could feel the remorse of the crossbred man. His heart began to soften.
"El, promise me, if you're already a doctor then take care of me as your patient."
Instantly El frowned then slightly looked up at him.
That spontaneous question made Kai a little flutter.
"No. Eeghh .. does not need to be discussed anymore. Let's go to bed. Please stay here, tomorrow I will introduce you to my mother. She must be happy to see you."
He deliberately switched the topic so that the girl did not ask again.
"God .. I feel trapped by my own feelings," Inner El.
"Yep, we're sleeping. Tomorrow you have to work" he whispered as he stroked Kai's bare chest.
"Hm ... Please don't leave me again," Kai pinta.
El did not answer but continued stroking his chest down to his stomach. Although he felt very sleepy but had to be arrested.
Ten minutes later, a soft snoring sounded. Slowly El took off her embrace and started distancing herself.
He grabbed the shirt he was in and then put it back on. She covers Kai and closes the glass door between the room and the balcony.
He came back to Kai and looked at his face that looked a little pale.
"Have a nice dream" she whispered as she stroked her face and kissed her cheek.
Before he left Kai, he wrote a letter to her and put it on the nightstand.
"Sorry Kai and thanks for tonight" he whispered and stroked her face. After that, he left Kai.
After putting on his shoes, he grabbed his bag on the sofa table and examined it. As if nothing was lacking, El walked by the door and opened it. Shortly after being outside, he immediately contacted Dian.
"Hopefully, Dian hasn't slept, yet" he tweeted.
Three times he called, Dian did not answer, until at the fourth call only Dian answered a call from him.
"Yes, what's El?
"Dian, can pick me up now at the apartment xxxx jln xxxx."
Dian's eyes immediately rounded perfectly. Surprised because bel was in the luxury apartment building.
"What are you doing in that fancy apartment building, El?!"
"Udah, don't ask too many questions, just pick me up right now. I wait," urged El as if he did not want to be denied.
"Ba-good is that."
After that, El disconnects his phone call. He chuckled while holding the oversize shirt that now wrapped his body.
But he didn't want to bother. Because what is in his mind right now is to leave that place immediately and return to being a geek.
"Enough, just tonnage. I don't want to be El anymore, unless Tara and Dian are officially married" she said.
He stared at the clock on his phone screen. "It's twelve o'clock past thirty minutes. Come on Dian, hurry up."
After almost twenty minutes of waiting, Dian finally arrived at the location and then pressed the horn of his car.
El immediately stepped quickly to Dian's car and quickly opened the car door.
"Let's go. I know there's a lot you want to ask. But not now, tomorrow only," he said shortly after sitting down and installing a seat belt.
Dian just nodded then returned to drive his car.
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