All About El (Tarnished Sanctity)

111. I'm scared ...

Kai was still crouching staring at the quiet, shady face of El. Take off his coat and put it on the table.

After that, he lifted a little El's head and made his thigh a pillow. He continued to look at the girl's face while stroking her cheeks and hair.

"Crssttt ... God ..." he felt the pain again. Kai leaned his back and head against the back of the sofa and closed his eyes.

"The first mission succeeded" he muttered with a faint smile before falling asleep in a sitting position.

Twenty minutes later ...

When El woke up, he felt that there was a hand holding his fingers. He looked up.

"Honey ..." again he knitted his eyebrows when he found Kai looking restless with his face sweating.

Intentions want to vent their emotions but immediately disappear immediately changed with worry. He slowly released his finger link and sat himself down.

"Darling ..." El wiped the sweat off Kai's face. "Honey .. Why are you?" El's eyes started to glaze over.

"You why the hell?! Noisy to know," Kai protested shortly after opening his eyes and then chuckled.

"Let's go to the hospital, it looks like you're not okay" El said.

"Honey .. Are you dreaming? Getting up and taking me to the hospital."

El glanced at Kai. "I don't dream but my feeling is that you're sick."

"Oh, come on, baby. Don't look at me like that" Kai whispered and then kissed El on the forehead and hugged her.

"I hate you .." whispered El and cried.

"But I love you and you're mine" Kai replied tightening his embrace. "Stop crying. Honey, this afternoon I'm going back to town A. There is a sudden business."

"I won't let you go" insisted El.

"Come on, baby. But the matter is urgent" Kai said.

"No ... pleeeease," asked El and then looked at Kai with a glare.

"Looking at you like this, I don't think I can. So this is your face if you beg? It's so jolly."

"All right." Kai relented and wiped El's tears. "A little while, baby. I have to finish my job a little bit more."

El just nodded. As soon as Kai returned to his chair, he sent a message to Richard, asking for help ordering them food.

Afterwards, he placed his phone on the table while occasionally glancing at Kai who looked serious fiddling with his laptop.

"What are you actually sick with? Why should I hide from you? I'm a little suspicious if you're liver or cirrhosis."

El can only hide. Keep staring at Kai. He also grabbed Kai's coat lying on the table and hung it in a special place.

Not wanting to interfere, El simply lets Kai continue his work. He looked out through the big glass of Kai's room while pensive.

"If I used to hate you so much, disgust even scolded you often but now it's inversely proportional. Your sincerity, your perseverance and the magnitude of your efforts to melt my heart make me very moved, even when I became a geeky, you were so sure that it was me. It turns out your instincts are so strong."

El went back to his heart, "I'm afraid, if you're up to anything. I'm afraid of losing you. God .. not again." Her tears came back.

"Honey, come here" Kai asked after finishing his work. El wiped his tears and turned around. Looking at Kai who is now standing while leaning on his desk.

When El approached Kai, he sat him down on his desk.

"Why? Please ... no more tears. Enough, honey," Kai whispered and hugged her.

"if you want to hate me just hate me, it could be me you hate this being the person you love so much."

"Honey, i'm scared .." he said softly accompanied by tears.

Kai tightened his embrace even he knew exactly what El meant.

"Ck ... already, why are you being such a crybaby, hmm?" Kai tried to melt the atmosphere. "Where is the El I know ketus, bar-bar, and fierce? Honey, I'm fine, don't worry."

El broke his embrace and cupped your firm jaw. "Tell me what's the reason you brought all my clothes to the apartment?"

"I want you to stay with you" I'm Kai. "Honey, stop working and marry me. You want to, right? I also want to immediately have children from you," he concluded in earnest even look serious.

El glanced at Hazel Kai's bead deeply and then hugged him back. "Give me some time, honey. Because it's not easy for me. I'm honestly not ready."

"No problem, honey, I will wait for you but not for long, because I will not be able to hold it," whispered Kai teasingly as well as wanting to stop El's cry.

Soon the door of his room was knocked.

"Honey .. That must be Richard" whispered El. "I ordered food from him earlier."

"Mr. .. This is Miss El's order of food" Richard said shortly after opening the door and placed the paper bag on the sofa table.

"Thanks, Richard."

"Together, sir." Richard quickly left the room.

After Richard died, El arranged the food on the table and invited Kai to eat together. Sometimes he would feed Kai. They both enjoyed their lunch even though it was too late.

After lunch, Kai looked back at El.

"How was your lecture today?" ask her with a smile.

"Everything went well. Oh yeah, honey, I have to go see Amanda's mom first because I want to have a good talk before resigning from the restaurant. I want to thank Candra, as well as my friends at the restaurant" El explained.

"All right."

"Darling .. I go home first."

"Come, let me drive you, I happen to want to go to the project site, too" Kai said.

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Shortly after arriving in front of the apartment building, El returned to say goodbye.

"Honey, you're careful at the project site" El said.

Kai just nodded. Before opening the car door, El hugged her for a moment and then kissed her cheek.

"Just cheeks?" his protest.

El chuckled and kissed his lips and hugged him again. "I love you, baby, the spirit of it works."

Kai commented that even Hatinyan's smile immediately warmed up to hear the heartfelt words of the woman he loved.

"It's ah ..." El broke his door and opened the car door.

After Kai left, he continued his steps.

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