All About El (Tarnished Sanctity)

76. Sleep with me tonight

Along the way, El kept cursing and cursing him. But Kai seemed to care for his ears and completely ignored the girl's words.

"Maki and swear as much as you want. I accept and acknowledge everything" Kai said resignedly.

"Damn!!! Why am I so careless gulping whiskey down to one bottle. I think I'd like to puke."

El held his stomach because he felt nauseous plus his head that increasingly felt dizzy.

Not yet had he asked Kai to pull his car over the shoulder of the road, he had vomited in the luxury car.

Kai suddenly braked and made the girl's head hit.

"Aawww .. ssttt." El grimaced and rubbed his forehead.

"El, are you okay? ask Kai to worry." He pulled his car over the shoulder of the road for a moment, grabbed a tissue and cleaned his vomit that hit his dress. Feeling El was not okay he got out of the car and swept her out.

El immediately ran towards the gutter and then regurgitated his stomach. While Kai painstakingly massaged his nape.

"Why the hell, are you drinking if it ends up like this?!! You just torture yourself!" omel Kai.

El simply shook his head and continued to spit out his entrails. After feeling good, he stood up again but he could not keep up with his body and almost fell down but swiftly Kai held him back.

Before sitting him in the car seat, Kai took off his jacket and cleaned up the rest of the vomit in the car.

El just looked at her and felt a little guilty. After that, she again grabbed a tissue and cleaned her dress "Let me, please" she said.

Kai just shook his head. He drove his car back to his apartment.

"Come, you're staying at my apartment tonight. Tomorrow I'll take you home" she said, embracing the girl's slender waist as she couldn't walk in balance.

Shortly after being in the elevator El complained while massaging his forehead. "Kai, my head hurts a lot."

Kai did not answer unless he buried the girl's head in his chest and stroked her back. Unknowingly El wrapped both of his hands around the waist of the tall, sturdy man.

The corner of Kai's lips curved perfectly forming a smile. There was a feeling of happiness that he felt because El wanted to touch him. Either El is conscious or he's not the only one who knows.

Ting ...

"El, come on," he asked after the elevator door opened.

After pressing the password, the two entered the room.

El landed his buttocks on the sofa and leaned his head with his eyes closed. Again he felt nauseous then regurgitated his stomach then hit the body of Kai who was crouching to take off his shoes.

Kai could only shake his head and immediately take off his shirt then clean his vomit.

"I'm sorry," regretted El.

"It's okay. Wait a minute here. I'll change clothes first. Don't run away like that" Kai said.

The man immediately went up to the second floor and cleaned himself in the bathroom.

A few minutes later ...

Kai is much fresher now. Wearing only home shorts and bare-chested. He picked up one of his shirts for El.

He returned to the first floor and approached El who looked weak. Take off her dress and replace it with her shirt.

El can only resign but secretly he again felt guilty to the man. A man who often called him a bastard.

After that, Kai left and chose to go to the pantry.

Intentions wanted to curse the man, but ended up feeling guilty. Moreover, the crossbred man did not pay any attention to all the swear and swear words that he threw at him.

He sees the good side and his attention to her. There was absolutely no disgust in clearing his vomit.

"I feel trapped."

El leaned back his head and closed his eyes. Soon, Kai approached her and sat down next to her.

"This ... black coffee without sugar. Drink, this will reduce your headache," Kai bargained.

El grabbed him the cup filled with coffee then gulped it down little by little until the toilet.

"Thanks, Kai," he whispered and replied with a nod of his head.

"Sleep in my room. I'll sleep in the lower room" he said.

El shook his head and stared deeply at his hazel bead. The room was quiet again.

Kai stared back at his black bead.

"El, believe it or not you, I really love you." Kai started to open his voice.

"I started to realize how I felt since our meeting at the club that night. I know you hate me so much. I admit, I'm evil, depraved, a jerk and disgusting to you. I have no problem with all the curse and swearing that you're pointing at me."

El just flinching. Her tears started to drip down her cheeks. A flash of his memory goes back to his mind considering the spate of cruel deeds the man had done to him. He was sobbing in memory of that dark night.

"Why did you do it, Kai? Wh why? You destroyed all my dreams and with courage you forcibly took away my chastity. What else do you want from me now?" cecar El accompanied by sobs.

"I'm sorry. I will take responsibility and will marry you as soon as possible" Kai replied.

Kai started crouching before him while tightly grasping both hands of El.

More ... El bergeming's. His tears are flowing more and more. His heart still felt pain and pain. He is also confused about his feelings.

"El, listen to me. Since the incident that night, I continue to be haunted by guilt even just want to sleep alone I can not calm down. I keep thinking about you, how you're in a two-body state. I'm so worried and anxious. Forgive me, my words and all my wrongdoings and depraved deeds to you that night. I'm really begging you right now. Please forgive me, El," Kai said as he shed his tears.

"Why then that night when I begged you, did you not heed my plea? You seem to care for your ears and keep on uniting. It hurts more when you say you want to make me suffer more by planting your seeds in my womb."

El paused his sentence and wiped his tears. His heart ached when he remembered the events of that night.

"Even your seed is reluctant to grow in my womb. Maybe he knows if he grows and develops, he will trouble me" El said, sobbing.

Kai immediately clasped her tightly upon hearing the girl's expression. He could only regret his actions and was determined to marry her soon, taking responsibility for all his mistakes and deeds.

The room was quiet again. All that was heard was the sound of El's sobs.

A few minutes passed ...

"You better sleep now. I promise I won't fuck around. Tomorrow, before mom leaves for Germany, I'll take care of everything we need and prepare for our wedding."

El just shook in his arms and felt bitter. He didn't answer yes or no.

"I'm not ready yet, I still want to pursue my ideals and dreams. Oh God ... how do I get out of this apartment. I don't want to be trapped."

"Come, I'll take you to the room. You can walk, right?'' take Kai and then unravel the hook and wipe the remains of tears on El's cheek.

El just nodded and then walked off the sofa. While climbing the stairs, he began to brainwash how he could get out of the apartment tonight.

Once inside the room, he sat down on the side of the bed.

"El, sleep. I'm going to sleep soon, too" said Kai.

After that, he left the room. As for El, he just stared at Kai's strapping back.

After Kai died, El immediately took off his shirt and went to the bathroom and washed his face that felt so sticky. After which, he lay down while staring at the ceiling of the luxurious room.

He tried to close his eyes but still he could not sleep and felt restless. He stared at the wall clock which now showed at eleven o'clock past thirty minutes.

Finally he chose to get up from his bed and then to the balcony of the room. The gust of wind that was so felt throughout his body instantly made him feel comfortable.

He was on the balcony for a long time and looked dreamy.

As with El, Kai also could not sleep and kept thinking about the girl. He decided to go to his room to make sure. He thought maybe El was asleep.

"I'd better see it first. Maybe he's asleep" he murmured. He climbed the stairs to the front door and opened it.

His forehead immediately shriveled thin because it only found a shirt lying on the mattress.

But his eyes shifted to the balcony door that opened. He stepped but his steps stopped when he looked at the girl wearing only her sports bra and short bra.

With great difficulty, Kai swallowed his saliva staring at El's smooth body and milky-white skin. Contrast with the tattoo that adorns his back to his spine.

Damn it!!!!

His desire was immediately provoked but as much as possible he held it. He slowly approached El and hugged her from behind and then kissed her on the back.

"Why not sleep? It's late you can catch a cold later," whispered Kai.

El shook his head and then smiled.

"It won't catch a cold. I've been used to this since a long time. I felt sultry from the whiskey effect, anyway" he explained.

He turned around and looked at the handsome face of the crossbreed man and then stroked his firm jaw, his beautiful eyes and then down to his sensual lips. Just contact it was the act of increasingly provoking the desire Kai.

Kai drew his lips closer and wanted to see*mat the girl's thin lips but El held back with his finger.

"Cheat with me tonight. Follow me and I want you to hold me all night until morning" he whispered.

"I'm afraid I can't control myself."

"I'm sure you can" said El with hidden intentions and then kissed his cheeks and lips briefly.

Kai doesn't know if El's up to something.

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