All About El (Tarnished Sanctity)

55. I'm sorry, El ...

The clock had shown at two in the morning, but El was still unable to close his eyes. He turned around for a moment because he felt uneasy.

Finally he sat himself back down and leaned his back. When closing his eyes, even Kai's face was imagined.

"Bw*it!!! What the fu*ck! In the moment I felt uneasy like this why was the face of that bastard man who suddenly appeared. It's impossible!!!" objurgation.

El fell down and came back crying. He rubbed his whole body back. He felt disgusted at himself.

"I hate you! Hate you! Hate you bastard!" El swore, repeating the word while sobbing.

"Why? Why him? God ... tell me why must that bastard guy?" El asked himself.

He approached the window of his room and sat pensively hugging his knee.

"Kai, what's wrong with you? What exactly are you looking for? The handsome face of the eyes is beautiful and has everything and nothing less. You are powerful enough in the business empire, rich and so many women who are crazy about you. But why did you ruin my life?" ask him to himself.

"If you were like Tara, we might be friends right now. But you are a proud man who always thinks everything can be bought and can be paid for with money. May God forgive your sins. I wish we'd never see each other again."

He continued to cry, a moment of his memory turning back to remember the beginning of it and Kai clashing.

"Tara, you're a good man, it's been two years that you've always stood up for me, protected me and encouraged me. Maybe I should have forgotten you too. I can only pray, may God bring you together with a woman who is equal to you. Let me find my way in my own way."

He was still sitting by the window of his room until finally he was tired and lay down, looked at the ceiling of the room and closed his eyes until finally he fell asleep.

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Morning ..........

Drttt ... drttt ... drttt .....

Since then El's phone keeps vibrating. But the owner of the phone has not yet awakened from his sleep.

Someone who had contacted him since, felt a little annoyed.

"Why isn't the phone lifted?" Candra dialed the girl's number again but remained unanswered.

El, who had just woken up, slowly sat himself down and stretched his muscles because he felt sore.

Not long after, his phone shook again. He also grabbed his phone which was located on his laptop desk. When he found out the contact was calling, he immediately turned off his phone.

"Cih, very little work, but people. Not tired what nelfon keep?" whispered. He stood up and turned off all the lights in his house.

Not long after, the sound of a motorbike stopped in front of his house. El can already guess if it must be Candra.

And sure enough, not long after the door was knocked and Candra called him. But he did not say anything but silence.

"Lun, are you inside?'' ask Candra while knocking on the door. Three times Candra called out to him but El remained silent.

"Mas, maybe Madam Lun has left for work. Usually if the person is there, the door is immediately opened," said neighbor El.

El immediately rubbed his chest because he felt helped by the explanation of his neighbor.

"Oh, so yeah." Candra.

A few minutes later after getting dressed and making breakfast, he ate his meal while tucking into his laptop.

He decided to delete all his photos with Tara including on his phone and only leave his photos and his parents alone.

"El, forget all of them and this is where you are now, a place where no one knows you but someone new to you" he whispered as he encouraged himself.

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City Hospital A ...

Kai looked pensive and daydreaming on the patient bed while holding his chest and stomach. But his daydream instantly ripped when the door of the room was knocked and someone greeted him.

"Mr Good Morning. Kai," said Doctor Mike.

"Morning too Doctor Mike," replied Kai.

Mike approached her who was lying down with a pale face.

"Mrs. Kai, I suggest you start the day, you stop drinking. The problem is, if You consume alcoholic beverages continuously, then You could be experiencing Cirrhosis. This disease occurs when the liver is severely damaged and hardened because it is filled with scar tissue. When the liver has cirrhosis, liver function will be disrupted."

Doctor Mike paused his sentence for a moment before continuing the explanation of the disease caused, if Kai did not want to stop drinking. Especially last night he vomited blood.

''Mr. Kai, cirrhosis unlike fatty liver and hepatitis, cirrhosis cannot be cured. But by stopping drinking alcoholic beverages, you can prevent the occurrence of more severe liver damage. I remind you again Mr. Kai, cirrhosis sufferers usually need to undergo a liver transplant to be able to survive if it is forced to do, depending on the patient's condition," explained Dr. Mike, at length to remind Kai to stop consuming alcoholic beverages.

Kai just kept quiet to hear the explanation from Doctor Mike. He asked her what she needed to do to avoid drinking alcohol.

In addition, he was frustrated to find out the whereabouts of El, which until now there has been no valid news from his confidants.

Doctor Mike sighed and became concerned about the man. He looks like he has not cared about his slightly messy appearance and crack.

"Mrs. Kai, from now on, apply a healthy lifestyle and look for activities that can divert your desire to consume alcoholic beverages, such as doing your hobby, exercising, participating in social activities, or gathering with family," obviously Doctor Mike at once gave advice.

Kai was silent again and closed his eyes. He re-imagined the face of El, the woman he was still looking for, and the woman he loved so much and now lives in Germany.

El, where exactly are you? Let me make amends for all my mistakes with you. Every night I couldn't sleep just because I was constantly feeling so guilty about you.

"Mrs. Kai, for the next week, you're gonna have to go to this hospital until your health condition really improves and then I'll let you go home."

"All right, Doctor Mike. I'll just follow your advice" said Kai.

Afterwards, Doctor Mike leaves Kai's nursery.

After the doctor Mike Kai closed his eyes, thinking about the girl. Is it okay or vice versa.

"I'm sorry, El."

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