
The world will feel fine as long as you are here, in my arms
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After Glori left, Kharisma took a paperbag and put it on the table. The arrival of Kharisma was stared blankly by El. Even El had no intention of asking Kharisma's arrival at all after arguing with Glori earlier. At the hospital that smelled of this drug increasingly makes El feel the stress that presses his brain.
El took a breath, let alone seeing Kharisma sitting in the chair next to his cage, something that was getting weird, did he catch a disease until people were nice to him?
"Papa emang like that when he said it" was the first sentence that came out of Kharisma's mouth "he never apologized, even for mistakes he realized" he added
El just stared ahead without noticing Kharisma any more clearly, he had no intention of answering. There was a long silence, both Kharisma and El were equally silent, perhaps awkward, well they were two people who often fought and hated each other first.
"Gue go first" finally Kharisma got up, she walked a step and turned her head towards El
"Cepet healed, I'm waiting for Lo play PS in my room" he said immediately walked away.
El looked at Kharisma's back away, something warmed up in her heart, strange, why did everything arrive good to her?
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El's chair was pushed by Arnol at the hospital, staring at the Surabaya hospital where his mother died, making El feel the sorrow of many years back again. El looked to his right and left, the afternoon air blowing on his face, El inhaling very deep air.
"El I stay bentaran ya, I want to pee" Arnol stepped his foot but before leaving he waved his hand towards Ainun
"Eh Nun take care of El please, I'm afraid she's kidnapped again" and Arnol just leaves
As Ainun approached El, pushing a little wheelchair toward the hospital park bench, Ainun sat on the bench staring at El who was staring at the sky.
"It's so cool that the sun will drown" Ainun led
El turned his head, looking at Ainun with no interest at all.
"Where's the same erik bang Ginanjar?" Ask El
"Still at the police station, I think they'll be the same as this case" Ainun breathed
"El" called Ainun who was taken by El by the side of his eyebrows
"Lo why the hell never tell people about elo problems?" Ainun flicked his five fingers "I mean gini, elo must have had a little friend, why don't you share with him? I was horrified by the story of the elo from my brother, and I don't think why elo is that strong"
El pulled the corner of his lips, so clear that it made Ainun choke with the sudden smile emitted by El.
"Gue has no friends" he said sounding "who would want to win the same bastard child as me?" El looked at Ainun's eyeballs, and the shoulder-haired woman stared at him with those shady eyes.
"Well, eLo can find a place to confide" he said "through writing for example"
"Don't everyone write it?"
"But mending to be Lo El's bastard child rather than not a child at all"
El turned to hear Ainun's sentence that felt awkward, meaning not to be a child like what? The woman threw her gaze deep through the cloud of the afternoon, inhaling in the hospital air that was almost like the smell of alcohol.
"At least Lo knows, Lo whose child, Lo knows the mother elo, Lo knows the bokap elo, rather than me equally bang Erik" Ainun moved his gaze to El's face "Doesn't any of us know who our parents are? Since childhood we only know the fact that we were entrusted in an orphanage, without knowing how our parents were" Ainun smiled
"Which I and bang Erik know, we grew up in the same neighborhood, we grew up as kids who never knew his parents and I know that I've had asthma from childhood, you should be grateful"
El stared at Ainun's glassy face, and soon the tears would plunge freely into Ainun's mulu cheeks, and El didn't want that to happen, for him to see a woman crying is the same as seeing her mother sad, El does not like that
"Everyone has their own burdens, Lo, I, Erik all have their own sufferings" said El calming, El is not good at comforting can only throw a smile while giving a silent look as possible.
"Well I'm so venting" Ainun wiped her teary eyes .
"Yes, but I'm ashamed to be mellow gini ha ha" Ainun laughed at the end of the sentence "want to walk that way, right? Wiggling little children"
Ainun stood behind El and pushed the man into a garden full of children, looking at the green grass, with parents looking after their children. Ainun's encouragement came to a halt, as he saw the couple sitting down and sharing bread.
"His expression" Ainun commented involuntarily
"Lo want?" Ask El
"Pengen, but the same person that I like" Ainun looked into El's eyes while sitting in a garden chair opposite a married couple who feed each other bread
"Marriage chips" El smiled seductively
"El, can I not?"
El raises his eyebrows, does he ask something should need permission?
"Ask what?"
"Wouldn't it be wrong if a girl reveals her feelings first?" Ainun's eyes were still staring at El's black sphere, so deep and with a gentle feeling
It expresses a feeling that requires rules. El returned Ainun's gaze so fixedly, what's wrong with expressing feelings?.
"I think there is nothing wrong, from the beginning the feeling of being present he never brought the rules of who has the right to express it first, just the prestige that sometimes we make honest" El asked him "That feeling will have elo, so it's right to want to reveal or not, different story if the feeling has someone else, Lo has no right to express his feelings"
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Al who had been walking around looking for the whereabouts of El turned right and left, until his steps stopped when he saw the smile from El's lips and Ainun rising on the faces of the two at the same time.
Strange, there was a punch in Al's heart, it felt so painful, and Al disliked when that sweet smile had to come out just for Ainun not for him.
"Elll, Al nyariin from earlier" Al quickly walked up to El, the woman immediately stood behind El.
"Where are you from?" El looked at Al.
"From the police station, giving testimony" Al forced a smile towards Ainun "takasih ya Ainun have taken care of El, now Barin Al aja who take care of El"
The woman stood up from her seat and drew a forced smile. Ainun nodded weakly as he walked away, before leaving he threw a smile at El which the man on the wheel had replied.
Al pushes El away after Ainun leaves, pushing to return to the room where El is being treated.
"So Ibn was angry when he was interrogated" the story of Al to El.
El just nodded, until Al's driven wheelchair turned into El's room.
"He asked Om Glori to pay all of El's debt, cook his debt already so 1 trillion, Ibnu crazy" Al's story that made El smile because of it
Al helps El to move to the cage, then moves the infusion hose.
"Have you eaten?" Ask
El nodded as his eyes did not move on Al, a woman with a petite face, thin lips, thick eyebrows, with brownish black eyeballs that looked so carefree.
"Well Al wanted to bribe El" Al's face was deliberately bent until El smiled at him.
Al intends to go get the fruit but his hand is pulled by El and brought Al into the warm embrace of the man. Al replied that he put his hand into El's body.
"Gue kangen the same Lo" is a sentence that was present before El buried his head into Al's throat, inhaling the aroma of the girl to make Al goosebumps because of it.
The hug was getting tighter, Al felt very comfortable in this place as well as El, the man felt all was well as long as this girl remained in El's arms.