
You've found a home for you to tire of when I consider you home
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El's head felt so heavy, he walked out of the room holding on to the wall. His gaze was blurry, his breathing felt tight. He leaned against the wall for so long, El tried to relieve the pressure of the head that suddenly pressed him this way. But this time he was unable to open his eyes, his gaze was so difficult.
"El" there was a familiar voice, the voice of a man.
"Lo why men?" Ask her
El looked up, looking with a hazy look in his eyes. Erik and Ainun stood next to him staring at him. The burly man helped El to stand upright, but a stubborn man named El let go of Erik's help.
"Gue can be alone" he said refusing help.
"Lo's crazy, Lo's face shoots like this Lo says it can be alone" Erik's voice raised "Nun lo take care of El first, you want to call Hari's doctor" Erik went to the doctor's office.
"sit down first" Ainun carried El sitting in the waiting chair. Ainun thrust the mineral water that had been in his grasp.
"Drink, you really don't papa?" Ainun asked to make sure when he saw El's face was so pale.
El shook his head and held his head, it felt so heavy that he could not see anything, there was a part that pressed his head. El leaned his head on Ainun's shoulder, and the woman could only silently nail him.
"Just now" he said trying to neutralize the breath.
El looked ahead, trying not to make his mind go awry, trying not to make his breath hunt.
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"Al want to go out" he said, excusing Ivana and the others.
Al-buru hurried away, because he had not had time to ask the situation of El. That man where now, Al down the hallway, almost all the passage he went through but nothing, when Al walked towards the back door aisle, his steps had to be stopped.
El in front of his eyes was enjoying leaning on the shoulder of another woman. The El he saw at this moment had already found the woman he was backing up the burden of his life.
Al's tears just dripped, Al couldn't stand the heart problem. He had already given almost everything to El, and the man had not given her a single item.
Al turned around and ran back to his mother's room Kharisma was treated. There, as soon as the door shifted Al then took the bag.
"Al went home first" he said still hiccupping.
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El's condition now felt to have improved more than before, he straightened his head and looked at Ainun.
"Thank you for a shoulder minjemin" he said walking away.
"Eh, the doctor has not come" cried Ainun who was no longer heard by El.
Not long Erik came to bring his doctor, but here there was only Ainun who stood nailing with blushing cheeks.
"Where is it?" Ask Erik cengo
"Home home, don't mind anymore"
"It's a stupid child anyway, it's been told I want to call the doctor even unplug" Erik looked at the doctor Hari.
"Sorry the patient's doctor has run away" he said feeling guilty
"It's okay, Ainun don't forget to cake up next Sunday, don't skip anymore" the doctor said.
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El walks out of the hospital and finds Al running with tears in his eyes. El did not want to waste, it was time he explained what needed to be clarified all along.
El's hand then grabbed Al's hand and looked at him, tears that wet the cheek, just make El silent. Why is Al crying?
"Lo_lo no papa?" Tanya El prepared to wipe Al's tears but first Al's hand went up and wiped her own tears.
"What's wrong?" Al asked with a stifled voice
"Gue wants to explain everything, about me being an illegitimate child, about my relationship with Kharisma"
"No need, Al already know" her tears were still flooding
"Gue sorry I didn't explain to you earlier, I was scared__"
"It doesn't matter anymore to Al, Al isn't who El is anymore"
"I mean Lo?"
Even the eye circles that almost never described the crying actually made El feel sliced. Why is it that if Al doesn't need any explanation he has to cry that hard? What made her cry?
"El does not need to explain what or tell Al again, because El already has a place for El to tell all the burden El right?"
El was still silent, digesting it. What did Al mean?.
"He must have been better than Al" he added, "Don't see Al again" he said, leaving with tears flooding his cheeks.
Al's departure made El's heart sliced, he felt like he had just lost half of his soul. What was El's fault that could make Al cry so well? Seeing the car that Al was driving moving away, El then went with his motorbike, he went to the old building, venting everything there.
The appearance of El in the building was not at the right time, when he opened the door, Ibn was waiting for him and had given a punch to all the boxers in the headquarters. Ibn's pitch-black eyes looked at El cynically, then smiled wryly.
"Where's Lo from?" Ask Ibn
"The hospital"
"Gue Denger there are four days elo not playing boxing at all, Lo want to play with me?" Ibn's voice echoed when his tone was high.
El was silent without a sound, he answered Ibnu, the man in front of him had much more power for it.
"Gue tell you, you can't get out of my grip" Ibn patted El's shoulder hard "Ko boxing gloves"
The man whose name is called then gives boxing gloves are directly worn by Ibnu.
Bugh
Without aba aba El's face was immediately attacked by Ibn blindly.
"Lo know right, I don't like my boxer malesan, every drop of blood is money for me" Ibn pull hard El who just rise without expression
Bugh
The last blow caused El to fall on the floor. Ibnu took off his boxing gloves and invited his boxers to leave. El sat his body, Ibn's punch really bad, El did not feel any pain.
"Lo not papa?" Ginanjar reached out to help El get up.
"Sorry El, I don't know when Ibnu bang to Jakarta"
El and Ginanjar sat in the audience seats, staring blankly at the ring.
"Definitely because of Marko's bang" El's voice was weak. "Gue denger bang Marko nawarin boxer to bang Ibnu" he added
"Gue also misses the horror" Ginanjar breathed "He has no boxer so he likes neken elo in Jakarta"
"He wants me to go to Surabaya, with him coming to Jakarta and lying for me, he thinks I can go back to his lair" El's gaze still towards the front.
"He just wants money"
"Gue is going to Surabaya bang"
Hearing El's words, Ginanjar looked over in surprise.
"Lo crazy, you know what Surabaya is like, Lo just want to be Ibnu's puppet" Ginanjar tried to refuse
"At least I'm a boxer from Surabaya, right?" El looked at Ginanjar
"Ibn will keep elo if you go there, I don't ngijinin" Ginanjar refused
"Gue no longer have hope in Jakarta, Lo see, as long as I am here how many times I have been beaten by Ibnu?, if I go to Surabaya I am in control but I, I am, Erik and Elo will not be beaten by Ibnu's canal"
"El, this is not a simple problem, if you go to Surabaya all the time you are in the ring, how is the same school elo?"
"Easy" said El lowered his head
Only the breath of Ginanjar was heard, both El and Ginanjar still enjoy silence to this day.
"Ibnu is a jerk, he always benefits from the weakness of abandoned children, he gives a decent life for Erik and helps his brother Erik castrate, he nyekolahin me, he minjemin money for the treatment of mother elo" Ginanjar paused "but none of us got away, we're stuck with his help"
El pulled the corner of the lip "Gue unplug the bang" El stood up, extending a hand at Ginanjar
"Tomorrow I go to Surabaya" said El
"Seriously?"
"Gue seriously, tell Erik, thank you for everything" El was about to pass but stopped again "if anyone finds me, tell me you don't know what"
And the man disappeared behind the door leaving a sense of sadness on Ginanjar's day. After all for what else El stayed here, he was saturated with his new family, he was saturated with Glori, he was desperate with Al's attitude. A school? Ah stupid, since the first born the world is not taking sides.