
I felt lost after he announced the farewell message
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El drove his bike so fast to the hospital, right now the only thing in his brain is the hospital. As soon as he stood on the motorcycle, he saw Glori's car had just left the hospital. El took off his helmet and brought a flower into the hospital. Walking towards Ella's room, yes El was already fully aware of who was lying in her eyes at this moment, it was Ella's stepmother, but there was not a hint of hate in her heart. Eviana had been in the position of Ella, once lying like in front of her, and El did not want, what experienced Eviana back in Ella's natural. The problem of making peace or not is a later affair.
El put a bouquet of flowers on the table, apparently Ella was still asleep, no Charisma or anyone else was guarding here. El shifted the chair, looking at Ella from her position, the typical peaceful face of the mother when asleep really made her remember Eviana.
El raised Ella's hand, kissed her and lifted the blanket that had fallen to the knees of her feet. El looked at Ella with sincerity, really sincere because at this time there was no heartache tucked away.
"Tante cepet healed yes" said El with a soft "No more pain, pity Kharisma" El stroked Ella's hair, then stood up straight
"Tante knows that being abandoned by a mother is the end of the day for her child, so Aunty has to recover for the sake of her son" El said.
As soon as El shifted the door, Ella opened her eyes and shed her tears. She did not expect the man she had always hated to be able to do that well to her.
"Sorry El, Aunt has not been able to forgive you, you are the reason Aunt has been hurt so far" he said looking at the door.
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El came to Al's house, at least at this hour Al was put away?. The man stood at the door, looking at the door painted white. When the door leaves are knocked, Bella and Jovan compactly open the door, dressing them like the clothes of the man who is about to go, but do not know where they are going.
"Eh El" greeted Bella with a smile so sweet "come in"
El looked down for a moment and joined in smiling, experiencing Jovan and Bella alternately. They came in and sat in the guest room.
"Where haven't you been here for a long time?" Ask Jovan
"For many Om affairs" El's voice weakly "Al exists?" Ask her
Jovan and Bella look at each other, like they're asking one of them to tell me where Al is now.
"That's, emmm Al again at her birthday party" Jovan finally chose to explain "She, she went with Charisma" continued Jovan
El could only feel a sigh in the heart, then smiled "May I have an address?" Ask El once again
"It may be, on Orchid Street, near the same cafe Welno, house number 89" Jovan said after seeing a mobile phone
El can only nod and intend to say goodbye but the question from Bella makes El undo the intention.
"Aunty can't be like you? , It's like a personal matter, but Auntie should know" Bella looked at her husband and looked at El.
El could only nod without a sound.
"What's the problem with Al? Because lately Al has always been crying, he became covered with Auntie"
El looked down for a moment "El is the same as Al has broken up Tan"
Hearing El's answer, Bella and Jovan are shocked, but seeing their relationship looks good just why once they arrive they are overgrown.
"Aunty can tell why?" Ask Bella who has not accepted the end of their relationship
El looked at Bella and Jovan alternately "El also had no idea what the reason was"
Bella and Jovan are silent, they feel sorry and guilty about the question
"El excuse me Auntie, Om" El said goodbye, kissed Al's parents' hands, and excuse me to leave.
El scrunched his forehead, staring at Jovan's reaction which was as serious as his earlier remark. But the woman who Al meant, across Ainun's shadow instantly filled his brain, yes there was no woman other than Ainun whose end is close to him.
"Not" El replied with firmness and it made Jovan smile
"Om trust you" he said
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El drives her bike to the birthday party that Jovan mentioned just now, meeting new people and in such glamorous clothes, El feels like a stranger in the middle of the same person, look at him wearing his usual clothes here.
El was wearing a black leather jacket with her black pants, she turned her right and left looking for Al.
The woman he was looking for, standing on stage in a red dress suit, looked elegant and so made her look beautiful.
Al performed a song from Judika, could not be together, he seemed to enjoy the song he performed, under the stage Kharisma stood watching, El could only look at it.
Arnol who from the stage then walked up to El who stood looking at Al without daring to approach. The man brushed his hair and smiled.
"Lo's here? You know the same birthday?" Ask Arnol with a drink in hand
El looked at Arnol, the man was still ordinary even after he knew that El was an illegitimate child.
"Gue was just watching" he said looking back at Al.
"Samperin again" Arnol waved at Febri and Gandi
El walks away from Arnol without a word, to the waiter who is serving the birthday party, El borrows a paper and pen, then writes on this sheet of paper and returns to Arnol.
"Nitip for Al" he said, which Arnol looked at with astonishment.
"Eh in___" Arnol refused, El had walked out of the party, Arnol just scrunched his forehead while shaking his head.
"However they were like belom there was a hp, a suratan pack" even so Arnol walked towards Al, waiting for the woman to get off the stage.
"Nih from Lo's girlfriend uh Lo's ex-boyfriend" sodornya
"Huh?" Al gawked, then received a piece of paper and opened it.
Why are there so many misunderstandings between us? Have a good time Al, until you meet on another occasion and with a much better situation.
The letter was somehow like a sign of a farewell message from El.
"Where is El now?" Al asked Arnol who was talking to Ivana.
Those who were there then looked at Al compactly.
"Udah went away from earlier" said Arnol who made Al move immediately.
Al ran out of the party, ran to the highway and turned left. There's no El here anymore, why is the message El wrote like a farewell announcement?. Where is that guy really going? Why is it as if he's going to go far away and leave Al.
The sky was unhappy, look at the lightning over the earthy sky, greeted with rain stubs that drenched Al's body.
Al felt lost, very lost.