
There is a reality that is not meant for you
And that's a loss you have to accept from the beginning
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After delivering Ella to the hospital, El did not move the slightest item from the room, even the hand was always placed in Ella's grasp. At first Glori thought the incident was just ordinary, maybe El already considered Ella as his mother, but when he asked El to go home, the answer made El scared him.
"Go home first, tomorrow you have to go to school right" said Glori patted El's shoulder that was patted by him.
"El do not want to leave Mama" he said to kiss Ella's hand "Mama has long suffered, Mama is always tired of taking care of El, Mama banged her bones alone" ranca
Glori raised an eyebrow, banged a bone? Ella never even made any money from the beginning of their marriage, why did El sound strange to her ears.
"El, but tomorrow you go to school, papa will call Kharisma"
When he heard the name Kharisma El then turned his head and looked at Glori with a fierce gaze
"Did Kharisma want to nyingkirin Mama too? Mama has suffered for a long time" pressed him until the veins came out
"El, Mama Ella" Glori stops when she realizes that El's tears are dripping from her eyes, what this child thinks in front of her is Eviana.
Glori quickly exited the room and searched for the doctor Alif psychiatrist acquaintance, after finding Alif, invited the man to observe his son's movements that felt strange.
"When she had never known my first wife before" said Glori with a tight chest.
"El had a trauma to his mother, he had lost, so El's age had not yet accepted his mother's departure" Alif said, explaining that "it was very likely that El was depressed and delusional, he always thinks and thinks that doesn't happen" he continued
Glori turned towards Alif "you mean?"
"As now, El considered in front of him it was his late mother who died, even the feeling attacked him so he could not think clearly" Alif looked at Glori "This also affects the daily life of El, El, I don't think it's the first time El has experienced delusions, because it's already a heavy stage" Alif said again "What, El experienced something strange, because, suppose she's traumatized and more careful for now?"
Glori looked at El who was still silent in front of Ella's cage ,
"I've only heard that from childhood El never had any friends"
"Does El still not have that?"
Glori nodded "from his arrival to Jakarta, I silently silently observed his activities, and well, El does look like a social Anti, almost never did I see him join his friend, his friend, but I think of it as a reasonableness, maybe he has a hard time adjusting to his environment" said Glori
"El has been delusional for a long time, he has assumed that people do not like it, even this delusion creates an anti-social attitude" explained Alif.
Glori just looked at El regretfully, really if it wasn't for him maybe El wouldn't be like this.
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For several days El was not seen visiting the residence Al, even two days El did not go to school, did not know where the child was and what was going on, and even, what is clear is that Al is just staring with my sayu at El's study table.
At the break bell Al always chose to be alone in class without ever coming out, except today who was forced by Ivana to join the others.
"Tar we nongki again yuk" Ivana asked Sena and Kharisma
Arno was just silent while eating meatballs, the incident in camping made the distance between Arnol and Kharisma more visible. Kharisma never apologized to him and it made Arnol upset until now.
"It could be, but today's replacement is a treat" Sena told Ivana
"Son, I'm a bokek again, the Sultan asked to pay"
All eyes were staring at Arnol, but the man seemed indifferent and simply returned their gazes meaninglessly.
"Today's zero who paid us yes" said Ivana
Arnol looked at Kharisma who was also looking at him "Why not him?" Appoint Arnol on Charisma
"Si Kharisma again ran away from home" Sena patted Kharisma on the shoulder to explain.
"Yes" he answered lazily
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Actually Ella has been awake since the first time she was treated, only the woman was reluctant to open her eyes until Kharisma came there. Doctors had also advised him to bring Kharisma but the man he was looking for could never be contacted.
Glori had already told two of his men to go to the Kharisma school and tell about Ella's condition, only that there had been no results to date.
"Ma, Mama ate ya" persuaded El gently
There was no reply from Ella, the woman still closed her eyes like a sleeping Princess.
El was still sitting with delusions getting worse, she refused treatment.
"El, you go home first let papa wait for your mama" said Glori
El shook his head "nothing" he replied coldly.
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Kharisma, Sena and the others had prepared to get into Arnol's car but were intercepted by his papa's men. Kharisma dabbled and closed Arnol's car door in annoyance.
"You papa tell me to come back, Lupain! I can live without him" Kharisma said without listening to his papa's explanation first.
"It's about the lady"
When he heard the word madam Kharisma turned her head, looking at her papa's men sharply
"I mean?"
"The condition of the drop mistress, the mistress is now being treated at Kasih Bunda Hospital"
Kharisma's heart had just been stabbed by a sharp object, feeling so tight that she couldn't breathe. Kharisma looked at him, then rushed into Arnol's car and asked the man to go to the hospital. No one commented back then after seeing Kharisma's tense expression, neither Ivana, Sena nor all of them.
The journey felt so long, every minute it felt like it added to the depth of the stab that Kharisma felt in his heart. The oxygen depleted as the distance between him and the hospital grew closer.
Repeatedly Kharisma sighed, she stared at the street with nanar.
Kharisma's chaotic feelings caused Arnol to lose focus, but eventually they reached the hospital. Kharisma hurriedly walked away, followed by four of his friends. Al followed behind with gasps.
"Where's the room?" Sena asked who saw Kharisma get on the elevator
"The room is 304 VVIP" he said staring at a cell phone with Ella's room message
"Ma, you need to calm down first, don't rush" Ivana tried to calm down
"Gue can not calm down in a state of kayak gini" he said immediately ran after the elevator opened.
When opening the door that was first seen was El sitting holding his mother's hand. Ella's hands are precious to her. Kharisma then pulled El's shoulder and pushed him.
"Room here?" Now Kharisma's emotions are mounting.
El looked at his friends one by one and then looked at Kharisma who was being ignited by emotions.
"Gue__"
"Fuck, Lo's not satisfied calling my dad and now Lo sokan want to be a good boy to nyokap me" Kharisma pushed El to hit the wall
"Ma, this is a hospital" Arnol reminded
"Get out Lo bastard" he shouted
Hearing Kharisma's voice, Ella opened her eyes and looked at Kharisma, the man now affected by anger, and approached Ella and hugged her.
"Mommy isn't papa?" Ask
El could only stare at Ella blankly, her breathing again tight, her chest pounding, the world seemed to revolve around her, El limbung, had to hold on to the wall and shake her head to remove the blurry gaze.
Al wants to petrify El, but there's nothing he can do when Ivana holds Al's hand and gestures not to do more.
El's breathing was in the middle, he came out of the room and walked away, relieving his dizziness.