
The heart has the capacity to hold feelings before the full capacity of the heart reveals what you feel
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There was no sound at that moment, all of them were staring at Kharisma, like he was being highlighted by a magic lamp.
"Elah Zero has always been the name of the same person, the proof is Dina the same name Dina the same" said Sena
"Yes" Arnol had intended to sit down but something stuck in his heart.
"But I don't want to hear from the Kharisma what he answers, who knows they are brothers" Arnol appealed jokingly but it made Kharisma harden his jaw.
There is no joke to the relationship and El, let alone someone calling them brothers, it makes him always want to be angry.
"Is every Semanding name a brother?" Kharisma asked in a half-snaps tone
Arnol looked at Kharisma who seemed to be lured by anger. The man stepped forward with a pias face, everyone seemed tense looking at him.
"There are many clans of the same people out there but they are not brothers" said Kharisma sharper.
"Well, I was just kidding" said Arnol with a grin
"My surname bokap what a joke for elo" Kharisma pulled Arnol's collar so that the other friend ran and separated the two
"Eh already dong, really at the fight" Febri separated assisted Sena,
The campfire show should end with just two people in question. The event was no longer pleasant thanks to the anger of the Kharisma. And Arnol who was sleeping on the pump mattress looked up at the sky of the tent and re-imagined the angry facial expression of Kharisma.
"Why is Kharisma angry with me, am I just curious?" ask Arnol to Febri
"Lo the hell**** really pack a question that is not qualified like that" said Febri, the man then turned his body to face Arnol who was staring at the sky tent
"Lo will know that the Kharisma likes Al, yes obviously he was angry if it was the same as El, El's courtship Al" explained Febri with his theory
"Yes, too" said Arnol but in his heart kept the question so deep, could it be just the cause of Kharisma's overflowing anger earlier?
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Al looked towards the front where the star was glowing. Ivana came with a cup of warm tea, and she sat down next to her best friend, Al.
"Lo daydreaming what the hell?" Ask Ivana
"Ivana" Al shifted his seat so that it faced Ivana
"Hm"
"Is it possible that El doesn't like Al but he's obsessed with Al?" Al asked with a serious face.
Ivana turned her head and looked into the expectant eyes of her best friend. The wind that hit that night made Ivana feel cold, the woman then looked at a cup of tea and sipped it.
"Maybe it is too" Ivana said of origin
Al immediately expressed sad, if yes, El's feelings are just an obsession to get himself, then what all this relationship means. Will she end up like Jaka, or will be left behind like Jaka's girlfriend.
"Padahan Al really likes the same El" said Al with a soft word.
"Oh Al, guys still know, there's Kharisma who obviously he's waiting for elo" Ivana looked at her friend who was looking down "Lo know how she feels El to elo, the proof is that he really wants to go camping but he actually does not come"
Even regarding the feelings of El to this day Al still feels that the feelings of El his fleet of ashes, there is no clarity.
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El dashed the rain to the front of the Ginanjar boarding house, hoping that the man was at home. El knocked on Kostan Ginanjar's leaf but there was no man there. El doesn't want to go home, really being there makes him sick.
El stood waiting for Ginanjar, hit by the wind mixed with the cold rain. The thunder of each other snatched, giving evidence that arrived suddenly. But the man standing in front of Ginanjar's house was not afraid either, he stood up despite the earthy sound of lightning flashes.
Until ten o'clock at night when the rain began to subside Ginanjar did not come, or the man opened the door from the inside. El was still silently nailing, until the clothes he was wearing dried up a little. Not long The spotlight of the motor light made him stare at the light that hit his face.
Ginanjar came while parking the motorbike in front of the terrace of his boarding house, he was surprised to see El who was standing there.
"El, what's the night here?" Tanya Ginanjar immediately opened the door.
"May you not bang here tonight?"
"Jeez elo kayak same anyone, come in" Ginanjar led his blind motorbike into the boarding and waited for El to come in.
"Lo the rain?" Tanya Ginanjar rushed to get a towel "Pakek nih" he said "sory had I stopped by Erik's house first, his son was injured during boxing training yesterday" Ginanjar story
"Oh yes El, I had bought martabak, happened to be still anget, Lo hunt shower I ready clothes"
Ginanjar was so kind to El, even though El only knew him when he entered the boxing branch of Jakarta owned by Ibnu. Although the man who worked part-time was only a few years away from him but Ginanjar was so mature, even a boxer with a burly body would respect him.
After the shower, El came out wearing Ginanjar's clothes.
"Where's Surabaya?" Tanya Ginanjar who knew the news of El's departure to Surabaya
"It's still the same" he said, sitting next to Ginanjar.
"Lo have a problem at home?" Ask Ginanjar
"Have a bang" El stared ahead
"El, sometimes we need a shoulder backrest to share complaints. Not always the problem is Lo responsibility itself, the heart has the capacity to hold something" said Ginanjar wise "Okay feelings, the heart has the capacity to feel angry, sad or like to someone, he said, before the heart is not strong, mending elo story to others, do not take it" Ginanjar touch his chest "Yang here, the heart of elo just make you sick and more suffering"
El is still listening to Ginanjar's advice, the man next to him does know how to make El want to share even though a little from his past or the circumstances he is now experiencing.
"Where's elo's boyfriend? Yesterday he went to training, he went to Elo"
When Ginanjar mentioned the word girlfriend, El then turned and looked at him, was Al really looking for him yesterday?. Knowing that Ginanjar stared at El while eating martabak.
"He was disappointed that he knew there was nothing" he added "he doesn't know about going to Surabaya?"
El shook his head "He doesn't know about me being an illegitimate child"
"Ck" Ginanjar chanted "Elo not starting again, there is nothing in this world called an illegitimate child" said Ginanjar "Every child is created on the basis of affection, because of love, although later he was born out of wedlock or after a legitimate clear child was born because of the love of God" said Ginanjar.
"Yes" El slumped his body to look up at the sky room "Papa I'm just like my son's money" he said
"Papa lo just have a reason alone El" Ginanjar still trying to make El think positive.
"Even, he doesn't want my birthday nyokap, he never shuffled into my nyokap tomb" El stared ahead with a pus "bokap I just nganggep me as a comfort woman bang, no more, while nyokap me, nganggep bokap me as his future"
There was no comment from Ginanjar anymore because the man was completely pityed by what El experienced.