Akad Undereviled

Chapter 8 The Fear of the First Night

Alisha is done cleaning up. He has also changed into long-sleeved pajamas, not forgetting the instant hijab he uses to cover the top of his head. It's nothing, but he hesitates to also be afraid if he has to behave like a habit in his pakdhenya house.

Out of the bathroom, Alisha was confused about where to go. Want to rest but don't know where he's going to rest tonight. He stared at the bed and sofa in turn.

"You want to be your statue, right there?" Arsya's voice from the bed makes Alisha jerked.

"Although you're just hitchhiking here, but I'm not a bad host. You can sleep in this bed."

Arsya got up and got out of bed. The man went to the bathroom.

Seeing that the man had already disappeared from sight, Alisha immediately climbed onto the bed. He covered his whole body with a blanket. Only the head was poking out under that thick, delicate blanket.

His gaze circulated, surrounding this strange-feeling room. His feelings were mixed, between fear and confusion. There was a question in his mind about whether he would be in this place forever or only temporarily. Remembering the marriage he lived was not a marriage in the name of love.

It does not rule out the possibility if one day her husband will leave her or deliver her back to the house of Pakdhe Imran. Arsya's cold attitude seems to be a sign that the man actually never wanted this marriage.

Being forced to take responsibility for avoiding punishment was the strongest reason for the man. Alisha knows everything. However, must pretend not to know for reasons of pakdhe and budhenya's good name.

Alisha jerks. He held his blanket tightly. His heart was racing full of fear when the lights were suddenly extinguished. He wanted to scream, but he held it. He bites the blanket in his arms getting stronger. Alisha scared.

Yes ... Alisha is afraid of the dark. He was not used to sleeping with the lights off.

Several times Alisha tried to close her eyes, dismissing all her fears. However, it was precisely that fateful night that flashed through his mind. Makes his mind wander. What if the man who is now her husband's status again attacked her.

Alisha is not ready. More precisely do not want to repeat the same dark night.

In her heart Alisha kept chanting prayers. Ask for protection so that she is guarded from the bad attitude of her husband. Unknowingly the tears of evidence of his fear just flowed by.

Alisha opened her eyes as a huge shadow approached her. It started to get closer and was right above his body.

Spontaneous Alisha screaming. "Aarghhh!"

At that instant, the shadow smothered his mouth. Until Alisha found it difficult to breathe so scared.

"Shut up! you want to build a housemate, huh!" said the man scolded Alisha. Of course the big shadow that now sits on her body is her own husband, Arsya.

Alisha was getting scared to know that fact. What he had just feared would happen. Arsya will force him a second time.

Alisha rejects all the prejudices that fill her mind. Don't want that to happen again. Inner wounds that had not been healed, whether this man was cruel and will re-incorporate the same wounds for Alisha.

Looking at the terrified look and Alisha's heavy breathing Arsya slowly let go of her hand. "Gue took my hand off, but promise not to scream" Arsya said.

Still with a fearful look Alisha tried to nod in agreement.

Arsya's hand that smothered Alisha's mouth slowly lifted, but not the man. His body position was still right above Alisha. Alisha can't calm down.

"You, want, what?"

Arsya caught the fear in Alisha's eyes. The intention was to make this woman even more afraid. Arsya is very confident that Alisha has her own fears about her.

Not answering Alisha's question, Arsya responded by bending her body. Cut the distance that exists. The man is getting closer to touching Alisha.

"Tu-wait ... You-you, want, what?" ask Alisha again.

Arsya actually showed a slanted smile that reminded Alisha of Arsya's smile that night. When the man with the fingers had forcibly braved her.

"Don't .. I beg you," Alisha pinta in her fear.

Not understanding Alisha's request, Arsya got closer to Alisha's body, until when there was no distance between the two men tilted her body slightly.

Arsya laughs in response to Alisha's fear, as the man immediately picks up a pillow that is right next to Alisha's head.

"Lo, think, what?" ask Arsya without guilt.

Alisha realized that Arsya was playing tricks on her when she opened her eyes and found that she had already hugged a pillow in her hand.

"Heum ... The first night, what's that in your brain right now?"

Alisha speechless.

"Unfortunately, I never wanted you to be my wife, so don't mind more than this wedding!" arsya. Then get off the bed. This man really had no heart and no feelings. After making Alisha scared to death, he said he never wanted Alisha as a wife.

Alisha should be happy with Arsya's recognition. At least he could treat his trauma of touching the man. Why are his tears flowing without permission. There was a pain he could not name.

After Arsya went to the sofa and slept there, Alisha could not close her eyes. In her solitude, Alisha held back the cry she could not have voiced. Imagine the fate of her marriage going forward.

Until the morning panda eyes appear to decorate the face wrapped in brown hijab. Unaccustomed to excessive mekap, Alisha still down with a black pouch in her eyes.

"Good morning, dear," said Sarah when Alisha had just approached her new family.

"Good morning, Ma," replied Alisha embarrassedly. Apparently all had gathered at the dining table including Arsya. They had even started breakfast, only he was late.

Ah ... stupid Alisha, why did she have to fall asleep after dawn prayers. He should immediately go down and help with homework instead of sleeping. This is all because last night he could not sleep so after dawn the drowsiness so mastered it.

"Sorry, Ma, Alisha is late" Alisha said.

"Ish ... What are you talking about, anyway? It's okay if you're late, Mama knows." Sarah smiled at Alisha as well as Arsya.

"Sit down, son, we have breakfast," Surya asked.

Alisha takes a seat right next to Arsya. She saw her busy husband with a spoon and fork on a plate filled with fried rice.

This was the first time he had eaten with his new family, the awkwardness he still felt.

"Come, Alisha, eat. Now, this is also your home, so don't worry about anything else being scared" Sarah said.

Alisha nodded.

"What are your plans after this?" surya asked his son.

For a moment Arsya stopped her movement of bribing the fried rice into her mouth. "Surely, I'll get out of this house!"

Arsya's answer made Alisha turn her head immediately. In addition to his sharp tone, Arsya's words made him wonder about the man's intentions.

"Why don't you just stay in this house, honey. Mama would be happy if Alisha was here."

"If you want, this woman can stay here because Arsya doesn't need her!"

"That's right!" surya Sentak. "Get me talk!"

"Ma ...." Sarah cuts. She did not want the first day her daughter-in-law had breakfast served with a debate between her husband and her son.

It seems that Arsya has lost her appetite. He soon got up and no longer continued to eat breakfast.

"Arsya, where are you going?" exclaimed Sarah, who got no answer from the son.

Alisha who has since noticed the attitude of her husband and father-in-law felt that something was wrong with the relationship between father and son.