Akad Undereviled

Chapter 24 Guilt

"Alisha?" Arsya who was shocked immediately pushed the body of the woman who had seduced him and had made him tempted.

"Pardon me." Alisha turning body. Not going in. She stepped back to leave her husband's apartment.

His tears slowly flowed without his permission.

"Alisha!" arsya. He stood up, but the woman blocked his hand.

"Where are you going?" ask the woman.

Instead of answering, Arsya threw out the hand that held him.

"That's right!" call the woman. He also did not want to be left behind Arsya just like that.

Arsya who had arrived at the door, still had time to stop and turn to the woman who was still sitting on the sofa.

"If you go, I'll go too!" threaten her.

Arsya doesn't care. He stepped back and followed Alisha who was getting away.

"Alisha, stop!" it rushes with running.

Alisha did not want to look. He kept trying to speed up his pace. He held a goodie bag with a side dish that he brought from his father-in-law's house.

Why is it like this.

Why should that be the view he saw.

"Alisha, stop!" Arsya again exclaimed. The man further increased his speed in running in order to match his wife's steps.

"Gue said stop!" arsya's jolt when he was able to reach Alisha's wrist.

The woman spontaneously turned around because of Arsya's pull. Now they face each other. Arsya did not immediately speak, he looked at his wife's face that was filled with tears.

"Lepasin, Mas," pinta Alisha ventured.

The man just flinching. I don't know what he wants, but he doesn't obey what Alisha asks.

"I said peeling, Mas!" Alisha jerks her husband's hand until he is released.

"Let's go home" said Arsya lightly and again grabbed Alisha's hand.

Alisha cried at the invitation.

Going home?

Wh-wh-what for?

To see a sight he should not see?

"No! I want to be alone first, Mas," declined Alisha.

"Lo's volunteering for the husband's orders, huh!" An emotional Arsya pushes Alisha's body against the corridor wall. "Gue doesn't like to be disputed!" he squeezed his wife's body.

Alisha's body was trembling. The fear of dealing with her husband came back. "Please leave me alone, Mom. Give Alisha time to calm down" replied Alisha with quivering lips. Tears kept flowing so scared.

Seeing the terrified look with tears that continue to divorce, Arsya also released his wife. That chance Alisha used to run away immediately. Get out of this apartment building.

Not far. Only the garden in this apartment that Alisha is heading to. He sat on one of the wooden benches available there.

In the silence and dimness of the garden lights, he spilled out all the flavors that had made his chest tight. He satisfied his tears in the wounds that had just been created in his heart.

"Mama," she said.

He wiped his tears. Starting to recall what his mother-in-law said, as well as the advice of Imran pakde. They all loved him so much.

Alisha took a deep breath. Closing his eyes for a moment. With a firm heart, Alisha stood up. He began to step back into the tall building in front of him. Entering the elevator and start hitting the numbers where her husband's flat is.

He walked along the corridor with a fragile heart. But keep trying hard to keep going. Remove all the lara that are in the chest. Convince yourself if everything doesn't just happen. There is the Supreme Regulating. Even with what he saw.

It's all in the pen of fate that he can't possibly avoid.

A little choked up, when Alisha saw Arsya standing against the wall in front of her apartment door. The man stared at the steps of Alisha who was starting to approach.

There is no greeting between them. Alisha kept opening the door and ignoring her husband. He immediately put the contents of the goodie bag into the refrigerator. Then go into the room to immediately clean up and rest. Not only his heart, but his body also needs a break from all the strange problems that whack.

Everything he did could not be separated from Arsya's supervision. The man kept watching without daring to speak. Just this time Arsya felt guilty for Alisha. Although this marriage he never wanted, somehow he felt a sense of responsibility for Alisha's feelings. Well ... he has made a mistake.

It was a big mistake to let a woman into her apartment. If something like this used to be done without burden, it now turns into a sense of sin.

The presence of Alisha makes all the sins that used to feel good now turn into guilt.

His courage and arrogance were suddenly lost by Alisha's silence. The man was only able to notice Alisha curled up in a blanket behind him.

The longer, the more unable it was to bear to get closer. He is guilty but he also has the right to explain. He decided to approach his wife.

"Al .." said Arsya who was sitting on the edge of the bed. His hands hesitated to touch.

"Alisha," call Arsya once again. This time he tried to snoop. Alisha's eyes are closed, but Arsya is not sure if Alisha is really asleep.

He also raised his feet. Laying down on the side of Alisha who still kept her back.

"Sorry," said Arsya lirih.

Alisha who was just pretending to sleep felt Arsya's presence by her side. I heard what her husband said.

It's not a feeling of pleasure or pride that Arsya admitted his mistake through an apology. Alisha is guilty.

Perhaps, he also contributed to what Arsya had done. Alisha is not a child anymore. She knows the needs of a grown man like her husband. It could be, the mistake that Arsya did was a result of her being unable to carry out her obligations as a wife.

In closed eyes. Alisha's tears just flowed. She continued to ask forgiveness from the Powerful when the sin her husband had committed began with her.

*****

Not like the usual morning. Alisha awakens due to the movements of the person who slept next to her last night. For the first time they slept in one bed, and Alisha did not feel frightened. Maybe because last night he was busy crying to ignore Arsya who was in one bed with him.

Alisha pulled out her blanket, because the call of the Adhan had echoed.

"Where are you going?" arsya Lirih.

When Alisha turned her head, she saw that her husband was struggling to open his eyes.

"Salat, Mum." After that Arsya no longer asked. He let his wife go to the bathroom to get water.

The man did not participate in the prayer, he just looked at Alisha who was solemn in his embrace and prostration. After the greeting, Alisha caught Arsya who was watching her from the bed.

Feeling caught watching his wife, Arsya hurriedly dodged. He immediately went into the bathroom.

When he came out he saw Alisha taking her clothes out of the closet. Of course it triggers the curiosity Arsya who can not bear to ask.

"Where are you going?"