Akad Undereviled

Chapter.73 Solutions

Turning around the city does not make Arsya's heartbreak just disappear. Alone in the excitement just makes it even more do not know what to do.

He continued to drive meaninglessly. Until he arrived in front of a gate that he recognized. A whisper in his heart led him to turn the car into a gate and stop at a simple house he came to when he just got out of prison.

Although it was right in front of the house, but Arsya could not go down anything else knocked on the door of the house pakdhe Imran. He just kept quiet while thinking about what he should do.

Until the sound of a knock on the car glass realizes the presence of someone. Slightly gasping, Arsya opened her car glass plan.

"Son Arsya?" call Imran.

Arsya immediately came out while bowing respectfully. "Paard."

"Congen't go in?"

"Ehm .. earlier Arsya just passing through, want to enter but afraid of disturbing." Swabbing the head that does not itch Arsya feels awkward himself. Because honestly he had no purpose why stop in front of the house of the man who became the guardian of his wife.

"Let's go in" Imran asked. He walked first to the door.

Arsya who had been caught waiting in front of the house Imran inevitably entered the house following Imran. Imran kindly invited Arsya to sit back and say back to make him drink, but prevented by Arsya.

"Don't bother Pakdhe, Arsya's only been here for a while." Arsya.

"It's okay, it's just water."

The new Imran will go to the kitchen to get water, but again Arsya prevents. "Pakdhe, actually I'm here to talk to Pakdhe about something."

Imran's move stopped. He turned back to Arsya. "Speak about what?"

Instead of directly answering Arsya it looks strange as if what he will say is a secret that should not be known or heard by anyone other than himself and Imran.

Realizing Arsya's attitude, Imran immediately understood and said, "How long do you have to talk to me? If it's more than an hour, we'll talk outside."

It is not without basis that Imran asks that. Because he knows how busy he is from a man who he already considers like his own daughter-in-law.

Arsha smiled in agreement. "Yes, sir, let's talk outside."

Before leaving the house, Imran called to Laras to leave. "Oh, I'm gonna go outside for a second."

Not yet Laras replied, Imran and Arsya have left home. A dam in the village next door became their goal.

At first Arsya was confused by Imran's choice. They want to talk instead of fishing then why go to the dam. Not wanting to hold back his curiosity, Arsya asked, "Pakdhe, why are you here?"

Imran smiled, he continued walking to the damned entrance. There Imran gave money to the man on guard. Then by the guard he was given two fishing rods, buckets and bait. After saying thank you, Imran entered to choose a place that felt comfortable. Arsya still faithfully followed without question.

"Sit down" said Imran pointing to a short wooden bench. Don't forget to give one fishing rod to Arsya.

Still do not understand, Arsya received the fishing rod with a confused face. While continuing to see Imran who began to set the fishing line and put the bait.

"This is the place I think is right for you to talk. Look, this place is not crowded, even if there are only fathers who come here, so you do not have to worry about anyone recognizing you," Imran explained.

"Again, chatting while fishing is more fun," added Imran accompanied by laughter.

Next to Imran, Arsya smiled. He immediately set the fishing line and asked Imran for bait before throwing the hook into the dam.

Looking at Arsya who already looked calm, Imran began to ask again, "What do you want to talk about?"

Arsya turned his head back to the left right, as if making sure everything was safe.

"God is safe here."

Seeing there are only a few people fishing and it was with a distance far enough to make Arsya sure this is indeed a safe place.

"Ehm .. here is pakdhe ...." Arsya paused her sentence. Think about how he should start.

"Tell me, whatever you want to say." Imran assured.

Arsya took a deep breath, preparing to say everything in her heart. "Actually, what I want to say is this about me and Alisha. About our wedding."

Imran flinched, but soon tried to control himself. He remained silent until Arsya spoke again.

"I'm sorry, Pakdhe." Arsya's words stopped again. I wonder if this is the right move he took. Talking to Pakdhe Imran is the solution.

"Sorry for what?" Imran impatiently held back his curiosity.

"I feel like I don't deserve to be Alisha's priest. He's too perfect for a man like me." Arsya's eyes that had been staring at Imran now turned straight ahead. He was ashamed, ashamed to admit it. It was too late for him to realize.

"Then, what do you want now?" Imran does not want to rush to judge. He was calm as usual. Trying to hear all the complete stories Arsya.

"That's what my heart is, Pakdhe. I don't know how to behave. Honestly, I really want Alisha back, which is why I dared to marry her yesterday. But right now, I just feel unworthy of him. I'm afraid I'll hurt him a second time." Still in the same position, Arsya was not able to look at Imran.

Imran turned a glance at Arsya, to see a serious look on the young man's face. Then refocus on the fishing line in the hand. "No man is perfect, son Arsya. Everyone has their own advantages and disadvantages. So too with us. Even if in the eyes of other human beings we look perfect, it is because God closes our disgrace. As with Alisha, she also has her own advantages and disadvantages."

"But, Pakdhe, I don't think I'm the right person for Alisha. Even if Alisha has flaws, I'm still worse than her." Arsya has completely lost her confidence. He feels very despicable when compared to Alisha in any way. "I'm so afraid I'll hurt her more later."

"Do you believe in God's destiny?"

"Astagfirullah," cried Arsya. Imran's question is very compelling. "Of course believe me, Pakdhe."

Arsya cannot deny the destiny of Allah, because it is part of his faith as a Muslim.

"If you believe in God's destiny, be sure that you are the right match for Alisha. Regardless of your insecurities. If you feel unworthy, keep learning until God has made you a good husband to Alisha. And, invite Alisha to study so that she can also be a good wife for you. You are united in the sacred bond of marriage, rest assured that all happens because of the pleasure of God. Seriously, you serve your role as husband and leave that future to the Most Governing. Your job is just to do your duty well."

At the same time, Imran and Arsya looked at each other. Their views meet. Arsya sees Imran as a parent who can provide solutions, and Imran sees Arsya who really wants to walk in a better direction.

"Dispose of all your insecurities, replace them with new intentions to create a family that is sad, mawadah, and warohmah."

Arsya carves a smile at all the advice of Imran. Everything Imran says is like the power that fills Arsya's empty soul. Now he knows what he has to do. To live responsibly as a husband. On the future he leaves to the Almighty. Somehow his destiny will be, but he wants to do his best for now.