Ai No Koe's

Chapter 79's

Ai

Although I can't say a word, but I really want to say Kaito. I want to thank you for everything. You were the first to notice me in this class. You are always by my side. You're the one who never mocked me even though you knew I was a weird kid.

You always help me, even if you have to be wretched because of me. I am so grateful to God. I've been met with you. Shou senpai was right, every second, every hour, every day, every week, every month, every season, and every year it was worth it.

I don't want your hands to pass so fast. I don't want to lose the warmth of your embrace. You are the purpose of my life Kaito. You have saved me from death many times. I just want to live to thank you.

Even if I don't know until when ...

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Kaito

Mirai Ai, a name that means future and love. I thank your parents for giving me a name that means so much to me. You gave me love, you gave me a future at the same time.

Although you're a strange kid. You deliberately don't want to talk for some strange reason. You even held your voice when you were hurt. That's why I care about you. Even though I don't care about my own life. But I want my life to be useful to others.

Even if it means I have to sacrifice my life. That's why I want to help you as much as I can for the rest of my life. I will give you everything, because you are the purpose of my life. I don't want to lose you.

I think I can control time. I'm gonna stop time so we can spend time together for as long as we can. I hate this happy moment. Because I know that this moment cannot happen again even if I ask God.

My first meeting with you was no coincidence. I'm grateful I was able to help you with that pile of books back then. Even if you don't say thank you to me, but I know in your heart you must have said it many times.

The fireworks that we saw that summer were very deep in my heart. Even though I don't know what you shed your tears for that night. But I know you were very happy then.

And also when we saw the star on top of Okiyama mountain that night. The place where I found my purpose in life. I'm sure I can give you your voice back. I'm sure I can also make you always smile happily.

My word at the time was not a promise. My words back then had become the blood flowing in my body. As long as I'm alive I will always try to make you smile. And also I will return your voice that must be very melodious.

Don't forget that night on the roof of the school. You want to jump to death from the roof of the school. Somehow destiny always brings us together at strange times. When I saw you that night, I forgot everything. All I have in my head is to save Ai.

I don't know what made you want to end your life. But I know it must be heavy. Don't end your life in vain. You still have me in this world. I just want to say, I need you in this world. I wouldn't have survived without you in this rotten world.

Until now you're beside me. You still don't realize how much I love you. I want to say it. But fate always got in my way. I kept letting time pass like a leaf falling in autumn.

I kept praying that there would be no farewell between us. Although I know, where there is a word of encounter, there must be a word of farewell. Even though I know I can't fight destiny. I will always pray to the creator to never separate us.

I knew this happy moment would pass very quickly. It was as if the clock was spinning a hundred times faster. I can only keep quiet and go where the flow of destiny takes me.

Ai ... I will definitely return your beautiful voice ...