Ai No Koe's

Chapter 50's

Kaito

My consciousness was disappearing, I could only feel pain all over my body. The longer it is the cold I can feel. My eyes close with their own. It all gets very dark.

Am I dead?

Did God really change my life?

Well then, at least I did good in the last moment of my life ...

"Senpai? how come it's here?"

Somehow, suddenly I stood in a sunflower garden with a night sky full of stars. Of course with Ame who wears a yellow Yukata patterned flower on my side.

"The story is long Ame ..", I replied.

This atmosphere, was much different from the atmosphere I used to feel when I dreamed of meeting Ame in the city library. This time it felt calm, it did not occur to me in my head that I would return to my real world.

Am I really dead?

"Senpai? .. does senpai believe in reincarnation?", asked Ame as she plucked one of the sunflowers from the flower garden.

The question surprised me. Don't let me really die and meet the spirit of Ame.

"Emm ... etto .. how is it?", murmured I don't know what to say.

"Haha .. I like it when I see your confused face is senpai" she said with a hint of laughter.

"Eh?!, cih .. you're kidding", I said annoyed.

"Jodanjanai senpai", (i'm not kidding senpai) said Ame arrived in Japanese.

"Eh?! Why?! ..."

"Kotaete kudasai!!", (just answer!) sela Ame's.

"Shinjiru",(believe) I replied.

"Why does Senpai believe?", continued Ame asked me while bringing the sunflower in her hand to her nose.

"I don't fully believe .. but I really wish I was real" I explained.

"Why is Senpai hoping for something uncertain?", asked Ame as she stepped forward slowly.

"Anata ni aitakara ... Ame", (because I want to see you ... Ame) said I held back my tears that wanted to flow out.

Happy, longing, afraid, trusting, and unbelieving. It's all my feelings now. This time I'm sure it's not a dream.

"Senpai ... Afternoon ga watashi o anata ni koi ni sa seta riyodesu",(senpai .. that's what made me fall in love with you) she said with a sweet smile.

"Your kindness .. your stupidity .. and the lazy face you always show me. .. All about you, that's what makes me fall in love with you" explained Ame.

"You didn't even say anything when you met me right now, when you knew I was dead" Ame said.

"Gomen ne", (sorry yes) I said as I endured the pain in my heart.

My heart was like it was pierced by a sharp knife, my tears almost came out. But I kept trying to hold him back.

"Honey his senpai can not come with me ..", his words stopped his steps and turned his body towards me.

"Why? Am I not dead?", I asked confusedly.

"Senpai still has a duty in the world .. Accept this sunflower", his words reached out his hand holding the sunflower.

"I still want to be here ... with you ..", I refused.

"Ie, darekaga anata o matteimasu", (no, someone is waiting for you) Ame said.

"Here, take this senpai flower" added Ame.

I stepped forward slowly. Right in front of her. I immediately picked up the sunflower that was in Ame's hands.

"Hana ga hakai sa renai you ni, himawari wa ai no shochodesu", (not until this flower is destroyed, this sunflower is a symbol of love) said Ame.

After saying that, his body slowly faded. I know this means he'll disappear as soon as he does.

"May I say something?", I asked with tears in my eyes.

"Hurry up .. I don't have much time" she said, also shedding tears.

"Suki da yo", (i like you) said I tried to grab her fading hand.

"Watashi mou ..",(me too) said Ame received my hand.

"Kienaide ... Ame ... Onegai", (don't disappear Ame .. please) said I pleaded with the cascading water.

"Dragon flowers are senpai?", she said with her sweet smile.

"Thank you Ame .. thank you" said I keep my hand.

Soon Ame disappeared, I could only look at the sunflowers she had just given me with tears coming out.

See you next chapter guys ...