Ai No Koe's

Chapter 134

Thick clouds that cover the light of the sun. White snow falling from the sky. White snow piled up on the roof of the house and on the road. Today the world is frozen by destiny. The cold today made me feel upset.

Today the final exam has begun. If I wanted to I wouldn't want to follow her today. Because fate told me I was going to die soon. I just waste my time following things like this.

I can do all the work well. Only, there is one thing that bothers me a lot. That's Ai, she didn't talk to me at all today. He answered with one word to each question.

Kryingg~~

The exam sign bell has rung. All students are asked to go home and study for the next exam. Before Ai stood up and left the classroom I patted her on the shoulder.

"Ai ... Can you go to the club room for a minute?... Anyone want me to talk about it", I asked.

Ai simply nodded and stepped out of the classroom. I immediately put on my jacket and carried my backpack.

"City ... Kaito .. do you guys have any problems?", asked Raku yan sitting on his bench.

"Oh .. no", I shook my head and walked to the literature club.

After climbing the stairs I immediately entered the literature club room. When I opened the door I saw Ai standing in front of the window. And at the same time I remembered another piece of memory.

On the first day of school. He came to this school and sat down with me. He also joined a literature club with me. I don't know why I don't feel pain in my heart. Yeah, it's better than having to fall unconscious here.

"Ai?", I went in and closed the door to the literature club.

"What?", Ai turned her body and faced towards me.

We were separated by a large table in the middle of the room. Dusty bookshelves on both sides of the room. It was cold this afternoon, I looked at the girl I loved.

"Ai ... Do you have a problem?", I asked.

"No", he shook his head without looking me in the eye.

"Hmm .. yes ..", not knowing what to do, I opened the door again and was about to step outside.

"Kaito .. wait ..", Ai stopped my steps and made me turn back to her.

"What?"

"You can ask her what ..", Ai bowed her head and squeezed the end of her skirt.

"You remember her right?", Ai dropped her bag on the floor and walked towards me.

"Ohh ... When we first met?", I asked.

"Why can you be that relaxed you idiot!!!"

Bruack!!!

Ai closed the door violently and pushed me until my back hit the wall of this room.

"Still ask me why else?!. .. I will lose you know?!. .. how can I talk rich with you?!..", Ai pulled my uniform collar firmly. I could feel her chaotic feelings.

"I'm sorry .".", this is the only word I can say to her now.

"Why why?!. .. Why do you keep apologizing?!", again Ai shed her tears and wet my uniform and jacket.

"I'm sorry", this is all I can say because I'm running out of words.

"Tolol!!", Ai cried and placed her forehead on my chest.

Today, I made her cry again. Even after I changed her destiny, she still shed those tears.

Was my effort in vain?

Will I die in vain?

"Kaito .. I'd rather die" said his words that hurt my heart.

"Don't joke .. Do you want my efforts to be in vain?",

"Better we die together than I have to live without you knowing?!", Ai looked at me with a face full of tears.

"Ai ... actually .. I'm here to talk to you about one thing", I put my two hands on Ai's shoulders.

"What else is it?!"

"I like you ..", after recalling a few pieces of memories, I realized how great my love for her was.

I always wanted to reveal it from the beginning. But as it is now is the most appropriate. Because I no longer have much time to express the feelings that I have long been feeling for her.

"Kaito?", Ai was glued to me and was completely speechless.

This winter I managed to express my feelings to her. Although I haven't remembered all my memories with him fully. But I feel like a year with her is enough for me. In a moment, I'm gonna lose everything.

"Why?!. .. Why do you even say you feel the same way as me?!. That's not what I want to know?!", Ai hugged me tightly and cried back in my arms.

"Sorry .. anyways .. I don't know what to say", I returned his embrace and rubbed his head gently.

"I'm also sorry .. I've made you go this far .. sorry sorry sorry" said Ai.

"Udah .. if so ..", I took off her arms and wiped away the tears on her cheeks using my thumb.

"I had one request before I didn't exist" I continued.

"What is that?", asked Ai.

"Smile every day .. Make your day beautiful .. even if I'm gone.".", that's my last request.