Abu Vs Bad Boy

Expressions Feelings

Reyhan explains to Kiana that he loved Kiana so much from the first time he met and all his evil and ignorant attitude towards Kiana at school just to attract Kiana's attention, he even expressed his desire to marry Kiana one day.

Kiana was happy, for a moment her heart flowered, but there was one thing that stuck in Kiana's heart, how could Reyhan propose to her when the man already has another woman who will soon be engaged to him even more so they are still in High School.

Reyhan always procrastinate his business dealings with Wilona on the grounds it is still high school. However, Reyhan remained fond of Wilona in front of Kiana, how could the man easily propose to Kiana.

Kiana did not like the wrong situation that happened between the two of them.

Kiana doesn't like to get caught up in a false love that makes her a thorn in other people's relationships.

Realizing wrongly what they have done at this time, Kiana immediately tried to rise from Reyhan's burly body that she pierced. Kiana also realized that this was not the action of a Muslim woman.

Kiana is currently studying to become a Muslim and she wears a hijab, so she must also maintain her behavior and temperament in order to truly be seen as a Muslim woman.

"Reyhan, sorry!"

Kiana tries to stay away from Reyhan but Reyhan puts both of her hands around Kiana's waist which is so slim that the beautiful girl can no longer move and do nothing but stand still.

"Reyhan, let me go! It's wrong!"

Kiana protested because she felt uncomfortable with her position and Reyhan at this time.

"Kiana, I'm sorry for doing something wrong like this, but I know you feel my heart beating and I also know that you feel the same way about me. But, I wonder why you don't want to be my lover?"

"Reyhan, getting married is not just a matter of feeling, it's also about taking care of the heart. Don't hurt another woman's heart just for your own happiness."

Reyhan was speechless, he was aware that what Kiana said was true, and this became an opportunity for Kiana to break away from Reyhan.

Kiana sat on the white sand while looking at the pink twilight sky.

It's beautiful!

If she were the only woman in Reyhan's heart, she would feel very happy because she was expressing her feelings to him. However, the circumstances are different, she is not the only woman in Reyhan's heart, or maybe Reyhan is just playing around with his heart, until the atmosphere that should be romantic and sweet is turned into sad for Kiana.

Slowly Kiana's tears fell down her cheeks. He does not like the current situation and condition, his stomach that was very hungry now no longer want to eat anymore.

"Rey, marry the woman your parents chose!" said Kiana flat while staring at the sunset that looks very beautiful.

"Well, am I wrong if I want you to be my wife?"

Rendra stared at Tania who was not looking at her at all.

"Not wrong! It's just the wrong position. We're still in high school and you're getting engaged to another woman and you're definitely getting married, how could I be the one who's ruining other people's relationships?" kiana said flat while looking at the high sea.

Kiana's feelings raged, between happy and sad. Yes, Kiana should be happy because the two of them finally realized their feelings. However, part of Kiana's heart feels guilty and sinful to other women who are more entitled to Reyhan.

"Kiana, look at me!"

"God, I don't want to get married! My life is only for Mom!" kiana said again with a reassuring tone.

Kiana thought about living alone because for her the marriage meant nothing. Love can fade to infidelity even after a long relationship. Moreover, men are very unreliable creatures, he easily said to love or hate without thinking about the feelings of others who have given their hearts with all their heart.

Marriage reminds Kiana of the failures experienced by her parents, failures that make her realize that nothing is eternal.

"Kiana, what are you saying? Why are you acting like that?"

Not liking what Kiana said, Reyhan protested.

Reyhan does not like to be rejected by Kiana, the woman he loves and loves very much even though this time he revealed.

Reyhan's feelings for Kiana have been there since they first went to High School, a feeling that never fades at all even though Reyhan has been in many relationships with other women.

Reyhan only liked Kiana, and in his heart there was only Kiana. Another woman's thing, she's just pretending and playing around.

"Rey, Mama and Papa's divorce traumatized me and it's hard to trust any man including you."

Kiana looked at Reyhan carefully, she wanted to reveal what was in her heart.

Kiana knew very well that Reyhan had been very good to her, Reyhan was like an angel who helped and solved all the problems of Kiana's life. Kiana also does not deny that she also has feelings of love and affection for Reyhan more than friends. It's just, the separation and divorce of his parents because of a betrayal like a dream in the middle of the room that makes Kiana no longer want to dream of living in a household. Reyhan is engaged to Wilona. Kiana could not betray and hurt another woman just her pleasure.

Kiana had seen how sad her mother was when her father cheated on her and betrayed her, where she might have hurt the hearts and feelings of others just for the sake of her happiness. How could Kiana dance on the suffering and sorrow of others.

"Rey, don't impose your will, you are my angel and will forever remain that way. I don't want the relationship that we'll have to end up in a fight so we both hurt each other. I just want to remember you being the best, so never ruin our friendship just because of selfishness" Kiana said with a very convincing face.

Kiana was clingy with her stance, because for her now Reyhan was the best friend, the angel without wings and someone who meant a lot in her life.  Although sometimes there is a feeling of jealousy and pity in Kiana when she sees Reyhan with other women, but still Kiana never dreamed to make Reyhan her whole lover.

Hearts are not as easy as imagined.

Ribet!

Love but can't have.

Sweetheart!

However, it felt too afraid to hold.

Loving is like grasping a knife that is very sharp, if we hold it too hard then we will feel pain, but if we do not hold it at all, it is possible that the knife will still injure ourselves through the other hand.

So, Kiana chose to remain unloving because it was better for her.

"Kiana, are you sure you don't love me?"