Abu Vs Bad Boy

Half of My Soul is gone

The house was filled with neighbors and school friends who came to worship and also felt the sadness of Kiana's heart.

Kiana's legs felt very heavy when entering their house, but Reyhna's presence was quite strengthening Kiana at this time.

Kiana still remembers how her mother spoke and recognized herself after many months, even the doctor said that the mother was healthy and could return home in a few days. Yes, it turns out that Mama Windari did return home for the last time but as a dead body that is no longer alive.

Slowly the corpse of Mama Windari was bathed and Kiana's heart felt very crushed when the cloth covering her face.  Never before did Kiana feel the pain of loss like this, the very painful feeling of loss, making Kiana's feet feel as if they did not step on the earth again, half the breath of Kiana had left, Kiana's world felt very broken, it was as if it was smashed into pieces into flying dust grains.

Tania's eyes also incessantly drained the clear crystals, her chest felt very tight and her mind seemed to drift, this was the painful loss?

Tania's heart was increasingly sliced when the body of Mama Windari was entered by a moringa, landfilled and united with the earth.

Kiana's backrest is gone, Kiana's angel is ahead, there's no place to whine and pamper anymore, no place to complain and complain anymore.  Now, when Kiana misses mamanua, where will she look?

Yes, the body of Mama Windari finally buried simply, attended by the closest people and some school friends and teachers Kiana. Now, half of Kiana's breath seems lost.  The greatest regret is not being able to realize the last wish of his mother.  But yes, maybe this is God's best destiny.  Kiana believes God will not give trials beyond the limits of His servant's ability.  Now Kiana is living alone, without parents.

Huf ....

Kiana took a deep breath, as it occurred to her about her papa. However, ever since she had betrayed him, Kiana assumed that her father was also dead.

"Did I just die after Mama?"

While crying in front of eating Mama Windari, Kiana thought of negative things. It was in her brain to go after Mama Windari, but her message still rang in Kiana's mind.

"Kiana, even if there is no longer a Mama in this world then continue your life and be a godly woman who prays for Mama even though Mama is gone, because there is a practice that will never break even if we are no longer in the world that is almsgiving, useful knowledge and a child's prayer for both parents."

The precious message that was the last message of Mama Windari to Kiana, her beloved daughter. She was an angelic hearted woman, where she also asked Kiana to forgive her papa and become a godly woman.

'How can a good woman like Mama be betrayed by Papa?' kiana muttered in her heart.

Kiana was really disappointed that her papa was not here to accompany Mama Windari her final rest.

"Kia, let's go home!"

Reyhan the good man who always accompanied Kiana helped Kiana stand up and invited the beautiful girl to come home because soon the sun will soon set.

"Rey, I don't want to go home!"

With a tone of soft and gentle voice, Kiana refused. His pale face did not look at Reyhan at all, as his current mind looked blank. But Reyhan is not his name if he does not behave as he pleases, he will not listen to Kiana's words. Even without Kiana's consent, the man carried Tania and drove her back to her rented house, which was about 5 minutes away on foot.

"Rey, Mama's alone here!"

In a sobbing, Kiana kept calling out the name of Mama Windari. However, Reyhan kept walking to deliver her home.

The man's face also looked very sad, but he tried to be tough to strengthen Kiana.

Reyhan's heart was sliced and very sick when Tania was like a lifeless undead.

"Rey, we're home, please put me down!"

Reyhan said, he let Kiana down without saying anything to the beautiful girl.

Slowly, Kiana stepped her feet towards her room. He laid his body on the bed, staring at the ceiling of his room.

He had just let go of his mother's longing, but in a moment all that longing turned into tears.

“Mama ..!” Kiana looked at the photo of Mama Windari on the wall of her room neatly displayed. Mama Windari's last photo smiled very happily. However, only recently Kiana realized it turns out in the photo Mama Windari's face looks very pale despite having been covered in makeup.

'When in the photo did Mama feel pain due to Papa's betrayal? Is that how long you hid the wound alone?' kiana muttered in her heart.

Tok ..., Tok ..., Tok ....

"Well, can I come in?"

Kiana heard Reyhan's voice calling her name and knocking on the door of her room. But he chose not to care about Reyhan because he was now washed away in a sea of tears.

Kiana chose to lay down her body and hide her face behind a pillow.

"Kia, I'm sorry, I have to go in!"

Reyhan then enters Kiana's room accompanied by a middle-aged woman who is a domestic assistant, the woman who from today will work and live with Kiana to look after and accompany Kiana.

"Kia, this is Bi Iyem," Reyhan said.

"Non Kia, get up, Non, this is Auntie" the middle-aged woman said.

Bi Iyem is a housekeeper who used to work at Kiana's house, the woman who looked after Kiana when her parents were busy working. The woman who becomes the backrest and storytelling place for Kiana when she feels lonely and needs friends to tell stories.

Yes, since there is no more Kiana in her papa house, bi Iyem decided to stop working as well. Luckily he met Reyhan a few weeks ago, until Reyhan finally asked him to take care of Kiana.

"Non, Auntie misses the same Non," said bi Iyem once again.

Kiana turned her body, she saw the middle-aged woman smiling at her but with teary eyes.

Kiana also misses the woman, the woman she cares about so much and has her own place in Kiana's heart. Yes, although she is not Tania's parents, Kiana has considered her like her own parents.

"Bi, Tania's soulmate has left, Kiana is alone now!"

Kiana immediately dropped her body into the arms of bi Iyem. Although not as warm as the embrace of Mama Windari, but the embrace of bi Iyem also very soothing Kiana.

The beautiful girl cried and sobbed in the arms of bi Iyem. He expressed his sorrow and tears in that embrace.

Kiana is a kara and she no longer has anyone, her angel is gone, her soulmate is no longer in the world.

"Patience, Non, Allah will not give trials beyond the limits of His servant's ability and Non should know that every living creature will surely die."

Sedating words that make Kiana feel better. But she still could not return her mother.

"Bi, how's the guy doing now?"