
“Kia!” The shocked Reyhan immediately released his hand from Wilona's hand.
Kiana turned her body, without saying anything, she stepped away leaving Reyhan and Wilona.
I don't know what kind of disappointment she felt, but Kiana chose to run as fast as she could, he drives his bike as fast as he can because he doesn't want to stare at Reyhan for now and it looks like the earth is supporting Kiana at the moment. The sky also cried with Kiana, as if the clear crystals were fused together with Kiana's tears that she could no longer bear because of disappointment and sadness. Yes, he could at least wipe away all these wounds with the rain that accompanied him crying. Kiana hoped that after this there would be a rainbow coloring her life so that she forgot the pain of this disappointment.
"Based on crocodiles, you think I'm lo's slave! You tell me to play all the tasks you give like a horse, while you feel good going out. GODDAMN SHIT!" kiana said with a mountain of emotions.
'Lord, this is the umpteenth time my heart has been broken by someone I trust. Is it because I have too much hope for humans? Until You show me the pain of my hope. My heart was broken and broken again, it felt like the wound that once existed was still not healed, now the wound was sliced again with a very sharp knife. So what should I do? How long should I feel pain and pain again like this, Lord? When will this heart heal? When do I feel happiness like everyone else? Do I not deserve to be happy? Is there no love for me? Is my life destiny like this? God, now I don't know what else to do, I give up and I give up. It's up to you, God!' inner Kiana protested and threw out a thousand questions that made her brain spin violently, it felt like it was about to break. Tears that blend with the rain also cannot stop. Kiana was roaring and I sobbed.
“Bruk...,” Kiana's motorcycle hit a pile of pebbles until she fell onto the asphalt and she was no longer conscious.
Slowly Kiana opened her eyes, she looked around the room, this place was not her room. His brain began to reassemble the pieces of memory that awakened him. Kiana is lying weakly in the hospital. His head feels very dizzy. He tried to move his body, but it felt like his entire body was too weak. Until Kiana's eyes were fixed on a twilight woman with wrinkles that adorned her beautiful face, looked very tired and was asleep in the waiting chair of the patient. He is bi Iyem, the woman who is currently looking after him and has been considered as her own parents, half the soul of Kiana that she still has today.
Kiana wished God to give long life to bi Iyem, so that he could make her happy and make her smile happily. Kiana wanted to repay him, even though what he did might never be able to repay all his kindness in this world. Yes, at this time the role of Mama Windari was replaced by bi Iyem, the woman who is now called Kiana with the call of mother
“Im sorry Kia, Mom. To this day Kia still troubles Mom and can not make Mom happy. Only Mothers do Kia have at the moment, so Kia will not waste the opportunity to make Mom happy,” Kiana's inner self.
Memories of childhood with bi Iyem, when both parents Kiana worked again appeared in his mind. How bi Iyem is very loving and pampering Kiana like her own daughter. Whatever Kiana wanted was always granted, when Kiana was sick, other than her panicked parents, bi Iyem must have been very panicked and worried as well. He would treat Kiana very well, like a very special princess.
Kiana's daydream is scattered by someone who opens the door to the hospital room. Kiana did not know who came in the middle of the night like this, even she had no friends or family other than bi Iyem.
“Assalamualaikum.” The voice sounded familiar to Kiana, so she immediately pretended to close her eyes again. He wanted to know why the man was here.
“If you love me, why do you act so arbitrarily to me? Why are you torturing me and leaving me when I'm down? Why are you dating someone else? Why didn't you ever tell me you loved me?” It was very desirable for Kiana to immediately open her eyes and ask Reyhan that question. However, Kiana still held him back. It was like waiting for Reyhan's confession when the man did not realize that Kiana was currently just pretending to sleep.
“Kia, I don't love Wilona. We are betrothed and we will get engaged after the exam is over!” Reyhan's confession made Kiana even more surprised, but she still tried to hold him back.
“Kia, both families have agreed that we will get engaged a month ago but I keep stalling it because I don't want to undergo business mating. That's why I ran abroad and left you when you were down. I leave the pile of work and schoolwork to you, so that you do not drag on in grief because your focus will only be distracted by work. You are Upik Abu my best friend and I love and love you like my own brother. Oh yeah, you should know one thing, both my parents threatened not to acknowledge me as a child if I didn't accept this matchmaking." In Kiana's unconsciousness, Reyhan tries to vanish all of her feelings while kissing Kiana's hand.
“You know, Kia, to this day you are only a special woman in my heart and you are the only woman I love so much. However, it seems our destiny is not to be together. I can't fight both my parents just to be with you, don't you always say God's Rida is on both parents' rida?” reyhan's voice sounded weak yet faintly heard by Kiana. The man's tears were also coming out until Kiana's hand felt a clear crystal droplet wash over her skin.
'What did Reyhan say? Did he say he loved me?' Kiana's brain started thinking about a lot of things.
"Kia, I love you. I'm sorry for everything and I hope you're always healthy and happy, let alone in a moment we'll have a test. Go, Kiana!" Reyhan's sobs broke.
"Rey ...," slowly Kiana opened her eyes. The eyes are also covered in tears. Kiana's voice was raucous and sobbing, but she tried hard by wiping away the tears that ran down her cheeks.
"Kia ..., Kiana ..., are you aware? You didn't hear what I said, did you?" Reyhan looks surprised because suddenly Kiana called her name.
"Ret, wipe your tears!" pinta Kiana with a weak face.
"You're really conscious, Kia?" Reyhan was startled then tried to wipe away his tears and approached Kiana.