Abu Vs Bad Boy

Between Kening and Sajadah

However, there is a little happiness in Kiana's heart, because the doctor said that her mother's condition improved. The doctor said after undergoing several examinations, he might be allowed to go home and re-assemble with Kiana, the princess.

"Where are we going?"

Reyhan's question unravels Kiana's daydream. He forgot that the man kept pushing Kiana's wheelchair without saying anything.

"Rey, I want to pray, do you want to take me to the hospital's musala?"

Kiana looked at Reyhan and wished that the man would grant her wish.

Reyhan smiled faintly, a sign that he agreed. Yes, how could Reyhan resist the desire of Tania who wants to worship and face the creator.

They walked around every corner of the hospital, until they arrived at the musala, the house of God which is now a favorite place for Kiana to visit

Yes, now Kiana is only at the point of resignation, resigned to all the destiny and decrees of Him.  Because the more he thinks about the burden of life and its problems, the more he finds no solution to them. In every prostration in prayer, until prostration in one third of the night, always Kiana gave prayers to seduce the Lord, so that God help her and solve all the problems of Kiana's life. However, this was beyond Kiana's control, she could do nothing and she could do nothing but just surrender and sincerely live life according to His decree, although sometimes the heart of Kiaba also asked when happiness came back to him, or at least he could make his mother happy.

I don't know what Kiana is currently thinking, but suddenly the memory and memories of the case with Mama Windari make Kiana's tears can no longer be contained, he said, he is afraid that the age of the mother is no longer long and Kiana until now still can not realize her last wishes.

Slowly Kiana wiped away her tears, she put on her face and she met the Creator and prayed with hope only to Him.

“Yes Allah, the Most Merciful, the Most Merciful.  The servant knows that the servant is Your sinful servant, who is always inattentive to Your commandments, rarely comes to You.  However, this time the servant really does not know who to turn to and ask for help except to You.  O Allah, I do not know who the soul mate You have prepared for the servant nor do I know where the soulmate is now, nor do I know where the servant will seek him.  But I am eager to realize the wishes of my servant, even though I do not know how. However, I believe You are the best planner.  O Allah, give me a referrer and help me.”  This time Kiana prayed very fervently and I poured out all the burdens that had been piled on her head while crying with sobs and hope.  Yes, Kiana really hopes God hears and grants her wish.

After spilling all the weight on her chest, Kiana's heart felt calmer and more peaceful. However, his mind was again interrupted at one question about Reyhan.

'Reyhan, does that man want to be my husband?'

Suddenly such a thought flinched in Kiana's mind.

Kiana then grabbed her HP and attempted to contact Reyhan. However, his number could not be reached, probably because he was still praying.

With a deep breath Kiana put back her phone, but the phone went off again.

Cring ..., Cring ..., Cring ....

“Halo, Rey,” Sontak Kiana directly picked up a vibrating phone call.

“Assalamualaikum, Mba Kiana, sorry earlier this is not Rey,” heard the voice of an unfamiliar woman in Kiana's ears.

“Waalaikumsalam, who ya?” ask Kiana curiously.

“Sorry, Mba, I'm the Sister who took care of Mama Ma'am. Doctor asked me to contact Mba.”

“What's up, Sister? Did something happen to my mom?" kiana asked worriedly.

“Doctors only ask Mba to come here immediately.”

“Good, Sister."

Without a second thought, Kiana immediately hung up the phone call and rushed out of the musala.

Kiana ran as fast as she could, no matter what her injured leg was due to the one in her brain just to quickly reach the room of Mama Windari's hospital.

Kiana tried to run with the stock of energy, but she tripped.  He fell and injured his knee again, to make tears that he had been able to bear finally shed as well.  Kiana tried to get back up and ran back to get to her mother's hospital room with the remnants of her energy.

Kiana finally arrived in front of Mama Windari's room to be treated. He opened the door and saw the doctor standing beside his conscious mother lying helpless.

“Mama ..., Mama!” kiana's sobs were breaking even more seeing half her breath being completely lifeless.

Kiana immediately ran over to her mother.

“Mama ..., wake up, Ma! This is Kiana, Mama's favorite child. Mama don't go! Kia has not had time to make Mama.” happy  Kiana hugged mom with sobs that were growing.

Kiana's chest felt very tight with the entire body trembling, Kiana's eyes also unceasingly let out tears.

“Kia, Kia what happened?"

Reyhan who had just entered this room, released Kiana's embrace from Mama Windari.

Reyhan looked at the face of Mama Windari who now looked pale until he understood what made Kiana cry.

"Kia ..., be patient, don't be like this!”

The man immediately hugged me tightly while kissing Kiana's head.

Kiana felt Reyhan's embrace was soothing and warm.

“I haven't had time to make Mama happy, I can only trouble her all this time.”

In Rethan's warm embrace, Kiana spilled out everything she felt with tears flowing more and more.

“Patience, patience, please do! Mama is now happy and no longer feels pain." The words that came out of Reyhan's mouth really made this heart sliced.

“Innaillaihiwainnaillaihirojiun, everything belongs to Allah and will return to Allah,” the voice of the Doctor finally resuscitated Kiana from the sobbing.

“Doctor, sorry, Doctor, what does it mean to read such a thing to my Mama?"

With teary eyes, Kiana challenged the doctor's eyes with her outspoken voice.

“Mba Kiana, please let your Mama go.  Praying is much better than crying, right?” The doctor seemed to be trying to calm and comfort Kiana with his calm words.

“Iya Doctor, thank you very much, Doctor," replied Reyhan representing Kiana who is currently hysterical.

"Kia, we're going to take Mama home, we have to finish the administration first" Reyhan said.

Kiana was silent, not answering Reyhan's question, her cries soundlessly with the teardrops and the million shivers she was carrying.

'What use am I living for?' kiana said inwardly as she walked towards the administration desk.

After completing the administration, Mama Windari's body was brought back to the rented house.

'What should I do now?' kiana said while hitting her chest.