A Life From AI

Starting Early

"Why ... do I feel so guilty about that girl?" inward Afra felt very strange to herself. It was as if he had disappointed the girl.

Yes, maybe what can be concluded from all this is….

"I-I think I should eat now!" said Afra while taking her dinner plate that she had not touched.

***

Trauma is synonymous with excessive fear. Things related to the lives of loved ones, as well as their own lives. Memories of scary and scary things, will always leave a mark and make someone traumatized. Yeah, trauma. Human mental illness of deep fear and sadness.

However, this does not feel like a trauma. It's just something that can't even be explained. The trauma is excessive fear and sadness and feels very imprecise, but what if it even gives the impression of things related to the question? Yeah, I don't think this is obvious.

There would be no word of trauma if the person had two souls.

"A-I'm done eating ..and I-I want to ask you again," said Afra stammering and hesitant at what she said.

Afra had just finished her meal and was still sitting in the long chair in the living room. He still sat down and lowered his head, waiting for the red-eyed girl to appear. He still wants to ask her something.

"A-I want to ask you something ....," said Afra softly and hoped the girl would show up.

Whereas before Afra never wanted the girl to appear in every dream especially when she was alone. However, Afra felt like the girl was showing up now. Yes, even if it seems .. he will not just appear.

"It seems .. it is impossible..," muttered Afra feeling disappointed.

***

Feelings .. are something that is always changing. Related to mental and emotional. It's always something to be guarded. But instead, they are treated differently. Happy, sad, angry, upset, disappointed, caring, sincere, that's how it feels. Everything is different, but it should usually be treated fairly and equally.

I don't know what Afra is feeling right now. It feels like it has been changed by something. Sometimes he felt sad .. and remembered his father. However, it would all be different the moment the girl appeared. Yes, the girl who had previously brought fear to him, had now become a girl who could not even be said to be better.

Wh why? Because the girl made a bad impression on Afra. Yeah, it seems like it. The girl always shows up and says to stay calm and listen to her words, but still. Eventually he will become like himself. Cruel and always scary, and can't even be considered real. The effect is always creepy.

Even now, it seems to be missing from what it should be.

"I-I really don't understand" said Afra still confused to hear the red-eyed girl's words.

Earlier….

It seems like it is indeed ..it is impossible to ask you.

Why am I asking you?

Why ... I feel like this?

Why ... I became like this!

"Ah, Nevermind! I'd better get some sleep!" said Afra while walking towards her room.

Afra really felt strange about herself, or rather why she could feel so disappointed just because of the girl.

Crick

"ah! Finally you come too, Afra Afifah!" said the red-eyed girl who turned out to be in Afra's room. The girl was standing right in front of Afra's window, with her clothes always opposite the color of what Afra was wearing. Afra always wears white clothes, so the girl will always wear black.

Heeh

"Are you going to shut up?" ask the girl.

A-ah

"A-I ha-must ma-in y-yeah?" afra asked confusedly at the girl's words. Yes, Afra also felt a little scared and strange. He was like a puppet that would only move if moved, but I think he was more than that.

"Then I will go back inside your body only if you ..,"-withdraw a long breath-" ... don't want to go into your own room!"

The girl was really very upset right now, and Afra just looked at her with a confused look. Especially with the first word he said.

W-what does it mean d-by going inside my tu-body? inner Afra was shocked and confused.

The red-eyed girl finally disappeared after seeing Afra who did not move into her own room. Afra was of course surprised to see the girl was no longer in her room.

"W-you w-why go …? Though I ..,"- shed her tears-".."..wanted to ask you."

Feelings of fear and sadness, confusion and disappointment, and always surprise and disbelief. However, everything feels strange when the mind is empty and has a plain character and does not know anything. That's how the main character is.

The girl with blue eyes with her hair is bluish black, and always wears white clothes with a blend of blue. Human girls are born in the underworld, a place where there is no such thing as a human. In fact, humans are highly regarded as a mistake and creatures that should not live and breathe in this world. Yes, life is filled with monsters and creatures that cannot be called humans. This is life in the underworld.

"Yes, and I'll answer if you go into your room right now!" the girl's snaps suddenly appeared behind Afra and instantly pulled Afra's hand into her room.

Afra was completely shocked and in disbelief after hearing and seeing for herself what the girl was doing.

Her face looks beautiful, but cold. Sometimes he looks very dark and cruel. The red-eyed girl with her reddish-black hair and her ever-black outfit with a blend of red, the girl who always says things that make Afra surprised and confused.

Although he actually said things that Afra should understand. It could not be said to be evil, nor could it be said to be good, such was his character. Mystery and enigmatic.

The girl drew Afra's hand and led her into the room to the bed of Afra. The girl sat Afra on the bed while she closed the door.

"Now, ask before I make you die" said the girl again slipping strange and frightening words in each of her words. Although he said it in a cold tone, it was still in Afra's view.

"I-I really don't understand" said Afra still confused to hear the red-eyed girl's words.

"Yes, and yes. Until when are you gonna say 'don't understand' huh?" the girl asked as she walked over to Afra and sat down next to her.

Afra just kept quiet and lowered her head hearing the girl's words, "a-I don't know…."

Silence began to be created after Afra said 'i don't know'. Yeah, no one talks between the two of them. Afra was silent and lowered her head because she felt a little strange about herself. While the girl was silent because .. I don't know. He just kept quiet and glanced at Afra with his cold face.

"You ... really stupid huh, Afra!" the girl said softly, and it made Afra a little surprised.

"I-I.e.," said Afra not knowing what to say to the girl next door. And they are silent to each other in the silence of the day. Yes, the sun is still shining and of course it is still daylight.

Silence, that's how it is. No one speaks at all. Afra and the girl just kept quiet, again. Till….

Brucks

The red-eyed girl laid her body on the bed after a long wait for Afra to speak. Yeah, he really doesn't like waiting.

"If you shut up, let me sleep! I also need rest" said the red-eyed girl in a cold tone and instantly closed her eyes. Yeah, looks like the girl is really asleep right now.

Even so, Afra was still silent and lowered her head after hearing the girl's words. Afra did not turn to the girl, not at all. He just stood still and lowered his head, with his hands placed on his thighs.

Why ... I can't talk to her? inward Afra still kept her head down and did not turn her head in the direction of the girl.

***

The more unclear the plot. Or so? Yeah, of course not. Although at first it will eventually not. Just because one person makes everything feel irregular. Yeah, it's just the beginning. Everything ... has just begun.

Me ... why? What the hell happened to me?

Who ... me? Is ... I human?

If so, then .. Who is he?

Who ... is sleeping in my bed right now?

Why does she ... always say weird things?

I ... I really don't understand….

AI (ai) .. What is it? Then ... What does it mean by alter ego?

Why can I remember his words …! I am ... I ….

… Do not understand at all!

Why am I like this? Why is!

A-Dad—

"Stop mentioning that person, Man! You really want to die, yeah!" snapped the red-eyed girl immediately woke Afra who turned out to be asleep. However, it looks like this—

W-why can I be here! inner Afra was surprised to see where she was now. Yes, Afra now .. somehow get back into the forest. And ... The sun has completely sunk and disappeared now.

I repeat, it's night now and Afra is back in the woods. Yeah, like that time. Afra woke up in the woods just as the sun was setting. And this is the second time.

"I-I have to what now? I-I can't come out if it's .. night…."

Heeh

"Have you forgotten, Afra? There's no more of that man now!" a red-eyed girl suddenly appeared behind Afra.

Afra was completely shocked and in disbelief. Also….

"Why ... I can—"

"Yes! Keep thinking about it again!" snapped the girl in a high tone, "until you die here .. like that guy!" cut the girl whispered it in Afra's ear with her cruel tone and instantly disappeared. And….

KHUAAA

A strange yelling sound suddenly sounded extremely loud and echoed.

Afra was really surprised to hear another voice, which was not the voice of the girl. Afra had already realized that the girl had left her. And also, that voice.

I-I have to go now! afra's mind while trying to move her body, but….

"Why can't I move!" afra said as she continued to try to move her legs. However, his body still could not move. His body could only fall silent and continue to tremble, but it could not be moved.

KHUAAA

The screams of the monster began to sound louder and closer.

I have to go! I have to go back! Otherwise—

"You're gonna die here!"