
I-I have to get there! inner Afra immediately took a step and walked towards her father and her former self, but….
"It's not time you understood all this, Afra Afifah!" the whispered red-eyed girl suddenly appeared behind Afra and. Not to the time when he woke up, but to the time now. Back to the original time.
"I-I have to go there! I have to see Dad!" afra said as she stared blankly at the red-eyed girl.
The girl smiled smirked, "i've answered it and you should understand now…."
"If there's nothing you can do to understand everything, Afra!" said the girl in a firm tone while looking into Afra's eyes sharply. And that makes Afra.
"A-I .. no. .. want—"
"Sleep and ask next time," whispered the girl suddenly cutting off Afra's speech and .. made Afra fall asleep in the girl's body.
***
Explanation, understanding, understanding. Even if it is applied, not everyone will really understand. Explanation is always the first and understand the end.
Why understand in the middle? Because it is never considered important and always skipped just because it has similarities with understanding. And when it is passed, then the question will arise after understanding. Ah, nevermind! It's no use!
Who ... You really are?
Why are you always there?
What the hell happened to me?
Why do I have to experience all this?
Even though I don't know anything….
I could never understand….
I ... hate this thought!
I don't want to think about this!
Hix
Actually ... Who am I? Am I the same .. as you?
"Let's see, I don't want to answer that stupid question of yours!" said the red-eyed girl in a lazy tone.
The girl was already with Afra, and she always stood behind Afra. And where are they? Yeah, of course in that dark place again. A vacuum that has no limits.
"I see," said Afra softly while bowing her head.
Hix
Her tears came back, and….
This ... really hurts! I hate this!
I don't want to! Why am I always like this!
Though I can already be happy and calm .. but why…!
Why am I always like this! And why ….
… You're always behind me? Why do you always show up and just disappear!
Why is!
"Because I am you now! If it wasn't for that thing! If it wasn't for—" the girl yelled out at Afra's thought, but the girl immediately stopped her saying, "ah! Nevermind!"
Yes, the red-eyed girl with her reddish-black hair. The color of his clothes is always opposite to what Afra wears, but he always wears black clothes with a blend of red. Yes, sometimes the color looks more red, but also sometimes more visible black color.
The girl began to close Afra's eyes with both of her hands. Afra realized it, but she chose to be quiet. Afra really doesn't know anymore. He doesn't want to know, but he always wants to understand. He always had a lot of questions, and those questions grew when he was with the girl.
Perhaps more precisely, when the girl appeared, those questions also felt like Afra was throwing at her. Yes, to that red-eyed girl who still closed both eyes. He felt that .. the girl was the only one who could answer him. The girl had become something .. that could not be eliminated from each of her questions.
The girl was like ..a key to the answer to all of Afra's questions.
"I am you, you are me. Although we were different before and it was impossible to be together .. but this is the truth," the girl pressed her forehead against Afra's head - "if I must now continue with you, Afra!"
"Alter ego, yes. I am your other soul, I am your other thought. Inverse comparison of yourself, Afra!" said the girl softly but firmly. And that made Afra even more shocked and incredulous. That's what Afra always felt. And after this for sure….
"Wake now! There's no point in you staying in this place!" the girl shouted, releasing her hands that covered Afra's eyes and Afra woke up from her sleep.
Afra was surprised to see herself at home. Yeah, in his room. He was in his room and asleep. Before she was in the forest, the girl put Afra to sleep.
A-is ... he the one who brought me here? inner Afra was surprised and wondered.
Wush
A strong wind suddenly blew and entered into Afra's room through the window of his room. Afra turned to the window and saw that the sky was getting dark. The sunlight had become orange, and the white clouds had begun to dissipate. Alternating with the night sky, everything seemed to be over.
… It's all real, Afra's mind again with a smile.
***
The cold night wind blows. The night sky is always dark, and the stars keep shining. Some of them are covered in night clouds. The sky and the clouds, something that is always changing. Sometimes it is considered the same at night, but they are still different as in the day. No one will understand if they do not understand the pattern. Besides, will anyone understand?
----------------------------------------------------
Time passed, and the night passed. And that night, Afra spent just sleeping in her room. Yes, he did not eat and immediately continued his sleep. Afra was not hungry at all, or perhaps Afra was feeling very tired today. Yes, and also his head feels very dizzy if you have to think back about what happened.
Together with the girl ... made Afra more confused and do not know what to do. Being with him .. is like adding a lot of questions in Afra's mind.
***
A bright morning, of course, always radiates in every day. Even so, it will still feel different if at first it is different. And this is something Afra should not need to know the answer to. Yes, it seems that Afra has found the answer to her question about 'who cooked her food all this time?' that's.
"Ja-so you are, who cooked it.", said Afra surprised to see the red-eyed girl who was picking up a tray that fell to the floor. However, the red-eyed girl only showed a cold facial expression after seeing Afra who was shocked to see her.
Earlier….
"Hoam ... I slept .. so good…!" said Afra just woke up from her sleep. Afra then looked towards the window of her room.
The light of the sun was shining and it was the light of the morning. Afra then smiled happily.
"I don't think .. I need to think about it anymore!" said Afra with a pleased tone. His feelings are really happy now. I don't know why he suddenly felt so happy at this moment.
Although Afra was previously confused and frightened, she also felt a lot of questions that she wanted to know the answer. However, now all of that instantly disappeared somewhere. Yes, everything vanished—
Clontang
The sound of something falling suddenly sounded from outside Afra's room. And that surprised Afra.
"What's that!" afra said in surprise and immediately got out of bed. Afra immediately rushed out of her room and looked for the origin of the sound. However, when Afra was in the living room, she suddenly smelled the scent of freshly cooked food from the kitchen. And that made Afra even more shocked and incredulous.
Why is there a smell of food! W-did anyone cook in the kitchen? inner Afra was startled and directly walked into the kitchen to check. When we got in the kitchen….
"You, you" said Afra, surprised to see who was in the kitchen.
"Ah, it seems like I have to be careful again," said the red-eyed girl who turned out to be in the kitchen. And the girl looks to be picking up a tray that fell to the floor earlier.
Now it's….
"Yes, I admit that I cooked it for you" said the girl casually and continued to eat the food made by her. Yes, Afra and the girl were now sitting in the long chair in the living room and eating the food made by the red-eyed girl.
It seems Afra's guess was wrong about who cooked food for her all this time, and it made Afra even more incredulous.
Slurp .. ah….
"Siraknya," said the girl casually eating her food without caring about Afra who just remained silent and did not touch the food that was in front of her. Yes, Afra just kept quiet while watching the girl eat with her face expression still in disbelief.
"Eum .. Can I ask you now?" ask Afra who still does not believe after what she saw.
"Yes, whatever. Just ask, "the girl put down her dinner plate and brought her face closer to Afra's ears"before I changed my mind!"
The girl took her face away from Afra and returned to her sitting position. Even so, it seems that Afra is still confused about what to ask the girl.
"W-what are you doing here? W-why are you—"
"Yes and yes. Don't you have to make any fun of it! I am you and you are me! But I'm your opposite, and you're your opposite too!" cut the girl instead said something completely different to what Afra wanted to say.
Afra grew increasingly confused to hear the girl's words, "eum ... w-can't it be any clearer?"
Heeh
"You ask a lot of questions, man!" said the girl in her cruel tone.
Afra could only fall silent at the girl's words. He felt like he could only obey. It was as if the girl had to follow and do. Afra slowly lowered her head, and it made the red-eyed girl smile thinly.
"As long as you know, I can't stay still if I don't get out of your body and cook food for you! I could also starve to death tau!" said the girl in a very different tone.
He did not say it with his cruel and frightening tone, instead sounding like a normal. Yeah, normal. Not full of puzzles and repetitive speech. It feels so different. She was talking like a normal girl. Not cruel and scary, just cold and arrogant.
Yes, the difference is like that approximately.
Even so, Afra still lowered her head after hearing the girl's words. He still felt unworthy to speak. All he can do is obey.
"Hm, stop being quiet like that and eat! It's free for me to eat while you don't eat!" the girl ordered in a cold tone, "you can ask again later!"
The red-eyed girl immediately disappeared after saying that to Afra.
"Why ... do I feel so guilty about that girl?"