A Friend in Waiting

A Repeated Story,,,,, the,,,

Whether to laugh or cry, again the man I trusted disappeared all of a sudden, so annoying was I?so that the men do not feel at home with me, but I never want to give up, a relationship of love is not everything, lucky anyway, God gave way to end this relationship, he said,before the feeling I have deepened which is certain it will make the wounds that once had closed back wide open.For me at this time it is important to always think positively, what Allah gives is the best, it is the best,maybe Bian is not the best man for me, maybe I will not be able to face his selfish attitude and childishness, I am sure Allah will give a better man, he said,for now all I have to do is to improve myself.

5 months Bian has disappeared without news, Tita told me a few days ago Bian had to give news if it turns out his phone got copet, he contacted using his friend's phone, he called using his friend's phone,but until now there was no good faith he tried to contact me, just to clarify this relationship, but all that did not make a burden on my mind,because from the beginning he lost contacts I have learned to summarize and assume that our new relationship for a lifetime of corn is over.

I went through my day as usual, it does not feel like there are only a few days left of the employment contract in the company that is currently where I am looking for sustenance will end, there is no contract extension, there is no contract extension,because it has become a rule of people working in the region of the company for a maximum of only 2/3 years, the rest can take wholesale work, just risk if there is no job or adequate orders, he said,we wholesale workers must be unemployed until the company needs our power back,which of course sometimes a month or more than 2 months new there is another work call from the company.it does not matter if the worker is a local resident, but for me who is a regional child, it is not a problem,having to stay in the boarding house working like that is tantamount to looking to die,how about to eat everyday or pay rent if it comes erratic job calls and can not be ascertained until when to be unemployed.

although heavy, when the time I stopped working forced me to return to my hometown for a while,while waiting for an interview call to work again.before returning home I had time to send a cover letter to several companies that I heard were opening job vacancies, he said,I hope that from one of the companies I sent a cover letter as soon as possible to give good news to me.regardless of the results I leave everything to God,the important thing is I've tried and of course interspersed with berdo'a 😊

When I came home, my parents were quite happy to hear the news, especially my mother, strange indeed my mother, was,he was happier if his child was always in front of his eyes in comparison to having to work overseas.The first time I decided to go to work abroad, the first person who seemed to oppose was my mother, who was my mother,he felt for now both my parents are still able to meet my needs as a child.I heard from my father, not infrequently mothers often cry when reminded of me,o God forgive all my sins that have made my parents sad, not make them proud and happy.not that I mean to make them sad and worried, but as an adult child, but as a child,I feel ashamed if after graduating from school remain silent at home so unemployed, even though repeatedly my mother said my parents are still able to meet my needs, so I can not afford to,but in my little heart I hope to make my own money, at least even though I can't meet the needs of my parents, I can provide for myself, no longer a burden on my parents.

And finally here I am, back to my parents' house, the end of which can make me re-assemble with my parents and sister, this is the most comfortable place to come back,the place is all warmth and affection.

All the same, I'm grateful to have such loving parents, that no matter how much trouble I face, they will always be there to strengthen me, to give me support and strength, even if I often disappoint them,they never stopped to give her all her affection.

For almost 3 months I was unemployed, the work was just eating, sleeping and occasionally helping with homework.I who used to work began to feel bored, every day just staying at home, just staying at home,while my peers in my home environment mostly also go wandering, once they are there, they are on average married and become housewives, she said,of course, it will not be possible to spend a lot of time just hanging out and gossiping indistinctly like when you were single..

Without a broken spirit I still look for job vacancies through my friends who are now in Bandung and other overseas cities, but have not yet got results, forced I have to continue to be patient, he said,I believe God must have prepared the best workplace later.

Until one afternoon, when I was engrossed in sleep arrived 2 hp I read, one of my friends who was in Bandung and one boarding place used to call me, I was confused about the collision of this phone boy, I was confused,usually only misedcall doank....

"hallo,assalamualaikum Novi, what is it?"

"Ra just got a call from PT. C***, did you enter the application to that company?"

"yes Vi I did indeed send a cover letter to the company, is there any news?"with care I asked

"iya Ra happened to be the one who picked up the boarding phone, there's an interview call tomorrow for you"

"Alhmdulillah, mksih Vi for the info, next day I will immediately leave, but I am confused tomorrow after the interview I have to stay where I used to?"

"oh Ra you're why you should be confused ci,nginep aja in my boarding room, tomorrow I'm working night, so you can sleep in my boarding house and keep my room safe hehe,,,,"

"you base Vi, there-there's your behavior, but thank you before, you also gave me a call!!"

"ga nothing, not a big problem ko, already yes I want to continue to clean up the room, you are also ready if you want to leave for the afternoon, be careful on the road, I wait in kosan,bye...

" ok Vi, thank you, bye..."

after hanging up the phone I immediately met my mother to deliver this good news, all asking for blessing, so that my departure this time was fruitful, unlike before,Because I realize that the mother's ridho and do'a are very important in every step of a child, thankfully again, this time there is no rejection from the mother, this time there is no rejection from the mother,maybe this time he could accept and sincerely let me go to go back to search for a piece of diamond, assyiiik,, sometimes lebay can be yes....

Without wasting time I immediately ran to the room to immediately prepare for the need to leave for Bandung as well as mentally prepare to face the interview tomorrow.after everything I need is ready, I immediately say goodbye to the house person,at the same time asking my parents to do'a so that my departure this time is given convenience in everything.

Ok,, and now Bandung i'm coming.........