A Friend in Waiting

New Love,,,

After the day of my meeting with Tita who bridged my first meeting with Bian, my daily activities have not changed as usual, go to work, go back to bed, out of bed just to buy daily necessities, go to work,but a week later at night when I was lying down while listening to my favorite music from HP, there was a message coming from a new number, I was astonished and upset, he said,because behind a lot of new numbers that often idly send a message or TLP to just invite acquaintances, whether from where they get my phone number, but that makes me frown, but that makes me frown,the no installed on my phone at this time is a new no that not everyone knows, only certain people who I intentionally tell know this number, only my parents, only my parents,my family and closest friends.

Despite my doubts, I kept opening the message and it was quite unexpected that sending the message turned out to be Bian, the one who had not crossed my mind at all...the contents of the message are indeed stale, but it would be rude if not reply, because I still see tita as a friend...

Bian "Asslmualkum Ra, here I am, how are you?sorry I smoothly asked for your no from tita!!"

I'm "Waalkumslam, alhmdulillah well, how are you and the house people?it's all right"

Bian "Alhmdulillah the others are healthy, only I was a bit unwell, hold something 😊"

I was confused as to what to answer, should I ask?just to just care as a friend, wouldn't he say kepo huh??after thinking long enough, I decided there was no harm in asking, because after all he started the discussion...

I'm "What's wrong?"

Bian "You know Ra, I'm holding back the feeling of missing someone, do you know Ra who that person is?"

I was confused, what is the relationship if I know or not?the feeling will not affect the price of rice as well, I thought as I laughed amusedly at myself 🤭🤭 but that's just me saying in my heart...

"I know where I know, I can't read your mind"

Bian "You know?since the first time I met you, why do I always remember you, always wanted to meet you Ra, but yesterday I was afraid to disturb you if I call you"

when I read the message I was shocked, can I?our pedahal at that time did not interact more, and I also never thought Bian would have more similar feelings I.for a long time I was silent and I left Bian's message without reply, Bian said,because obviously I was confused by this sudden expression of Bian's feelings, my feelings were mixed, what should I do to Bian, he said,on the other hand I am still quite afraid to get back into a relationship with a man.

As I daydreamed before long my phone went back to sound, I received a new message from Bian..

Bian "Ra ko message I'm not in reply, I'm not forcing, but can you give me a chance to be close to you?I know from Tita if you are not currently in a relationship with anyone"

With doubt, I replied to her message..

I "before her thanks for wanting to like me that there is no advantage, but to answer your feelings at this time sorry I can not, we just met, do not know the nature of each as well, but to answer your feelings at this time sorry I have not been able to,I once felt disappointed so I wanted to be more careful in re-establishing a relationship, so sorry!!but to be friends I do not refuse, we just live it first, if we feel suitable, we can try to rise to a more special relationship 😊"

I "m sure to be friends I never want to ban or limit, so yes I end our conversation first, sorry I'm sleepy, want to sleep first, good night!!!"

Bian "good night Ra, good rest, nice dream 😊!!"

after I read Bian's last message, I threw my phone on the bed, took me to put my body on the bed to rest and unwind after a day of activity.

After that night, almost every day if Bian is not busy he often calls me whether it's just asking for news, or something trivial,sometimes tita also often teases me about Bian's problem when we are exchanging messages, the time seems to pass 3 months have passed from the moment for the first time I met Bian, Seung's communication we do, Seung's communication,but our relationship is still not home, I still think of him as a friend.without ever getting tired of Bian always keep trying to attention, sometimes occasionally invite me to meet and walk to places to play, Bian,over time I began to feel Bian a cool person, he was also a persistent person, I decided to try to live a further relationship, even without the event back to express his feelings, I decided to try to live a further relationship,we both feel that we are bound in a relationship more.we try to live a relationship to complement each other, our communication is also more intense, when there is free time also we often meet whether it's in a crowded place, or in a crowd,or at home tita who became a witness in the beginning of our relationship.

7 Months we've been in this relationship, but the longer I know Bian, the more I know about his childist behavior he is, it turns out he is a man who has a spoiled nature towards those closest to him, the more he knows,at first I felt it did not make a significant problem, but over time he increasingly showed his childish nature, he felt as if he was the only one to understand,while my own feelings he seemed not to know, what my wishes he seemed to pretend not to understand, often he who always asked to understand, he always wanted to understand,but against my desires and feelings he seemed indifferent.that triggered my feelings began to be uncomfortable, besides that he also often met his ex-girlfriend, indeed they met the rame-rame with his friend, his friend,but it was as if he didn't respect my relationship and my feelings, often times I tried to talk about it...

I'm "And you've run out with Nadia again?"I started our conversation, she lightly said

"yes why?go also rame-rame ko, do not like to be suspicious ga clearly dech!!"

"Not suspicious is not clear, dong reason if I feel uncomfortable, is it?in a relationship we have to keep each other's feelings, let there is no misunderstanding"

"we're just hanging out with no more, that's also with the other kids"

"Yes, but if I say I'm not comfortable with you seeing him often, can you avoid seeing him often?"

"yes dech I'll avoid seeing him often, are you satisfied?" with a wry smile I did not continue the conversation, how else?although my feelings are still uncomfortable I try not to prolong the problem, I believe he is able to keep my feelings.but it turns out I was wrong, which I heard news he still often met his ex or call each other, he said,and what disappointed me most was that Bian suddenly decided to stop working at the Duloh mas workshop, moved to work with his friends hanging out, citing a bigger salary, and,it is not enough to be there suddenly his cellphone number was included in the deactivation, this is what I do not like most of him, he likes to make his own decisions without thinking about the feelings of others, including his own girlfriend.

I try to ask tita what happened, it also seems to raise your hand, he said Bian stubborn people are hard to love and always follow his own ego, he said,tita also says she doesn't know Bian's current phone number.

Will history repeat itself???....

in wait ya next her 🤭🤭