A Cup of Black Coffee

Chapter 11

I'm breathing, "don't you get tired of having to keep pretending?"

"Look, I'm not asking us to get back together. If we have to separate, how do we tell our parents?" my clear.

She widened her eyes, I was confused by her reaction. I thought he would bow and answer me, that was the way he agreed with me. That's how I read Hulya's attitude to me all this time.

"You want us to split up?" tanyakanya.

I was confused why his mind was so complicated. Then what is our purpose if we split the bed like this if not because the end of all our problems is separation.

I was confused as to what reason I should tell our parents. Honestly, I can't. What else if all the trouble comes from him, but I can't bear to blame him.

Anyway I wish I could cover up his disgrace to our parents.

"What do you expect?"

"I'm sorry. Sorry if I'm tired of hearing my apology, but there's nothing I can do mas" he said.

There are! There really is if you want to think right. Trying to forget Azam and open a new leaf to me. I want to shout at him like that.

Want to see how his business that I actually saw wanted to maintain this bland marriage.

"Then what do you want Hulya? I'm really confused about you" I said.

He looked agitated, like there was something he was trying to hide from me.

What's wrong with you, Hulya? Maintaining painful releasing also unwilling.

"Honestly, I hope from now on we learn to be open to each other. Who knows if I can help you!" sincerely door.

She threw away her face and sighed, "I know our household is not well. As you know, I'm also confused as to what reason we'd tell them if we split up."

Then he looked at me, "Can ... We live each other, but stay under one roof?" the door that made me gasp.

Whatdoes thatmean? He wanted to part with me, but we stayed one roof to lie to our parents? I think his brain has completely shifted.

"I know what I mean."

"You want to lie to our parents? Until when?" my words are sharp, anger has reached my crown wants to explode.

Jeez Hulya, what exactly is she thinking at the moment.

"I don't know, I just want to be patient. I also do not papa if mas does not give me a living. I can't give you any more rights, either" he explained.

I closed my eyes to hear his explanation. By marriage we are still legal husband and wife, then he easily said the rights and obligations that we do not need to do.

"We'd better get divorced then, so there's no sin we're going to get" I replied.

I was busy cleaning up my stuff. Forgetting what Hulya said just now.

I really didn't think it would end up like this. I did think I wanted to let go, but when I heard that she also had intentions like mine it hurt so much.

Maybe I love him? No, I dodged that feeling, I think because Hulya stepped on my pride which made me sick.

"Religious Divorce?" his challenge.

Suddenly I had bad thoughts about him.

"Don't tell me you're asking for a divorce from me, and then hoping to impose your will on Azam!" my pedicabs.

I stopped the event again to get it sorted out to find out what exactly he wanted.

"I don't think whatever my purpose is none of your business. I want us to split up, but to be legitimately country-wise I hope not now—"

"What difference? We're still apart!" as if.

He exhaled, then stood up. Walked past me to our window.

"I wasn't ready to disappoint my parents. At least thank my family a little who has helped you a lot," he explained.

Again I was confused by his words. What does it mean I should thank him. It was as if my life was the result of the kindness of his family.

"No need to go out, yes, just explain what you mean, so I can determine the next step!" my door.

"Maybe not you, but your parents, your family. It was my parents who had been supporting your family's life" he explained.

I turned away to hear his explanation. Whatdoes thatmean? All this time I have been living my parents. Even when I was in school, I was looking for a part-time job to support my family.

He then turned around while folding both of his hands on his chest.

"Your lazy father are you sure you can support his family and make money? Did you ever ask how many times your father's pioneering effort fell? And your father always asks Abi for help?" his lips.

I still accept that he insulted me, but not my parents. I really didn't expect Hulya to be able to say something rude like this.

Although I don't deny it because of my father's nature as well which may be on the slacker stamp. But I don't think Dad was a slacker, maybe because he never fit in with his workplace.

I don't know what my father always expected at work. I know from the first mother who more often meet our needs by selling cakes.

But mom always told us that dad was fired and mom always explained that the company where dad worked was in crisis and then made a reduction.

If that's the case, Saeba and I were asked to save money, and my mom even asked me to find a part-time job, I never had a problem with it, as a family, we all worked together, we all worked together, that's how I thought.

Then then dad started the business again, as I recall, it must have been only a short while after it failed somehow. But still I can't take it if Hulya says that my father is lazy, he's an outsider who doesn't know about my family!

"So what you say Hulya! Why are you being so rude like this? He is your in-laws! Why are you insulting him!" wrath answered.

He smiled cynically, "that's how your father is. You're the only one who doesn't know how your father's doing. Either you don't know or you close your eyes. Open your eyes wide, you can know how your family is!" taunted.

He passed away about to leave me, but I immediately prevented him by blocking his hand.

"Say what you mean! And what do you really want Hulya! No need to pretend anymore!" my toilet.

He then let go of my check, "I don't mind if we part, but please keep everything a secret. If our parents find out, it's nothing, I just feel sorry for you."

"Surely, I did all this to save you. You can also think of it as an apology from me, "he said.

Nah! He's totally nuts! What did he say? As an apology?