
I don't understand why my attitude is like that to Jonathan, but I know it's not his fault it's all just a misunderstanding. I was upset, my anger I couldn't control when I saw Jonathan. Maybe because I like it, even really like it my annoyance based on the disappointment of not being able to get closer to him anymore. My anger was accompanied by jealousy because Jesica had it.
I shouldn't have behaved like this to her, but one side I'm grateful for this because it's easier for me to forget my love for her when I keep my distance from her. Yes, this way is right to protect my heart as well.
I realize right now I'm being selfish, childish and unfair to Jonathan, but I have to do it for my own good, otherwise I'll keep trying to stick around and get Jonathan's attention. Had he not given such attention that night, had he not been so worried about me I might not have liked him this deeply.
You Jonathan managed to make me fall in love but also managed to let me down.
After the charcoal is turned on, the coals are also well lit, Jonathan and Alex begin to roast chicken and fish that have been seasoned.
" Tasya, please bring a plate for the chicken and fish place is already ripe." Jonathan.
" It's a little bang." Answer Tasya.
Alex looked at Jonathan.
" You usually like to bother Joana so much why don't you bother her tonight??" ask Alex.
" You know the situation, it doesn't seem like I can do it until the PKL is done, Joana actually sets up a wall on me, she always tries to avoid me." Answer Jonathan.
" Well, let me get close to him." Said Alex.
" Why should you tell me??" ask Jonathan.
" You think I don't know you, you won't give me any attention or worry if you're not interested or like a woman." Said Alex.
Jonathan looked at Alex.
" Am I wrong??" ask Alex.
" No." Reply to Jonathan who then focuses back on his grill.
" From now on I'll approach him, because I assume you've let him go." Said Alex.
"Hm." Jonathan just muttered.
On my porch, Kodir sir, Bety's mom and friends chatted while waiting for them to finish baking. I want to take my phone, I check my bag and pocket. But my phone is not there, Irene who is aware of my movements that are looking for something asked me.
" What's Jo Nyari??" ask Irene.
" Hp, have you seen Ren??" askaku.
" Hpmu, didn't you bring Jo, you cas in the room. I thought you were intentionally leaving your phone." Irene.
" Why don't you tell Ren, I forgot to bring my phone." My speech.
" I want to send a message to my mother, you take me a minute Ren." My speech.
" Yaudah I'm with you, yes." Irene Pinta.
" I don't want Ren to borrow Bety's motorbike." Irene.
" Now??" Irene asked back.
" Yes.." My answer.
" Mom I can borrow my mother's bike, hp I missed at kama.r" I said, asking Bety.
" Could neng, the key at the dining table was neng, use it neng." Answer Bety.
" Thank you mom." My speech.
" Be careful neng." Bety said back.
" Yes ma'am." My answer.
I rushed to the kitchen to get the keys, after I took the keys to my bike out of the kitchen and passed Alex. Alex pulled my arm and asked.
" Said you're going to the house, did you take hp??" ask Alex.
" Yes, why??" askaku.
" I'm coming, there's something I want to take in the room, too." Said Alex.
" Yaudah come on, take ya." I said with a smile and handed over the keys.
Alex just looked at me irritatedly and turned on the bike. I sat on my side because I thought close.
" The right sitting why, the next weight knows." Said Alex.
" Angel, it's fast anyway it's close." My answer.
" Id.." Alex grumbling.
I smiled with satisfaction at hearing his grunts. Arriving at our boarding house, there was no one in the house, I opened the door, Alex went into his room I went into our room, when I went into my room ringing a call from my mother, I picked up my phone and talked to my mother for a while, and suddenly she asked me something strange that made me fall silent.
To be continue.