30 Days Before the Farewell

ask the Inspiration

"Son, you want to ask something to you" said Nadira. Nadira let go of his embrace and looked at Ilham seriously. He wanted to know from whom a child as big as Ilham knew that his father had married another woman when Nadira left them inspiration and Sifa was immediately taken to the doctor's house Raisa without being reunited first with her father's.

"Ilham knows her own mother" replied Ilham. 

"You yourself? Mommy thought someone would tell Ilham that you're married again" Nadira tried to ask again. He was still unsure of his son's answer. Nadira continued to look into Ilham's eyes seriously he wanted to see from the radiance of his eyes if his son did not lie.

"No mother. Inspiration knows father brought another woman while mother was hospitalized.  When the mother was cared for father never wanted to nemenin us in the mother's hospital, the father also did not look at us at that time, the father instead went with another woman to fit the wedding dress, Ilham saw for himself" Inspiration answered with detail. She said with teary eyes that made Nadira unable to drop her tears. Nadira remembers everything. It is true that Bayu did not care about it he was even cool fitting bridal clothes with Elsa. The Inspiration story is true.

''Allah, it turns out that Inspiration still remembers everything, I just do not remember all that but he recorded clearly all the behavior of his father when he himself only saw it in the wa that Elsa sent. Geez son, pity you, in your young age you must witness the depraved behavior of your father" Nadira lamented.

"Mothers want to ask one more question with Inspiration, but the Inspiration is honest yes son!" 

"Yes mother, what else would you ask?" ask Ilham. Ilham put up his ears again to listen to the question of the mother. He tried to resist the sleepiness that had been whack just to chat with the bunch. He wants to be like this continuously so that all the burdens that exist in his mind are poured out to the mother in any situation and condition.

"Where does my sister have money from, son, how can you buy a mother a gift as good as this?" It turns out that Nadira is still curious about the item that Ilham and Sifa bought for her. She was afraid that her son would do something shameful while at the doctor's house. Nadira is afraid that Ilham and Sifa will get the money from the results of stealing.

"The same brother take our savings money mother, mother does not like the same gift from us?" Ilham asked, Ilham turned to Sifa who was already sound asleep and then he bowed his head before his mother.

"Savings? Which savings, dear? Is Ilham Sifa saving?" Ask Nadira again. Nadira tried to remember everything but she never knew about the savings of her two children.

''Savings at the school"

"Try to explain the same mother, mother really do not know the same Inspiration Sifa nabung at school'' Nadira increasingly pressurized Ilham with the question because if only Inspiration was right He felt bad because he had been thinking like to his two children. 

"Mafin Ilham mother, all this time the same Inspiration Sifa keeps our pocket money in school savings. Yesterday when Ilham knew mother wanted to come home here we immediately bring our savings to buy gifts for mother, sorry Ilham mother Ilham did not speak first with mother" again Inspiration apologized to the mother with teary eyes. 

"Thank you son, mom loves the gift. But according to the mother's charity dear, dear money right, mending his money saved only in the savings of inspiration for later Ilham stock if Ilham is big, for now the mother accepts the card yes! But next time Inspiration don't do it again! Inspiration diligent saving later the money took if it is a lot. Inspiration to recite the same mother, right?" Ask Nadira. He tried to tell his son not to buy things that were too expensive. He did not want his son to get used to buying expensive items like this. Nadira wants his son to be as simple as what his parents taught him.

"Yes mother, later if Ilham already has Rizki from Allah, Ilham will mourn again really" Ilham smiled 

"Yes dear" said Nadira "now we sleep yu nak! tomorrow afraid of waking up bad luck, we will go home to the beautiful mother, so we have to get up early in the morning'' 

"Come on mother" 

Nadira and Ilham were lying on the bed. Nadira sleeps in the middle of Ilham and Sifa so that she can get closer to both, she hugs her two children while continuing to drop her tears, she was so grateful to still be given the opportunity to hug and kiss them after the long journey she went through. Everything still feels like a dream for Nadira but this is the journey of life, after bitterness there will definitely be ease, and after pain there will definitely be happiness waiting for him.

Nadira believes that God is all-fair, there is no perfect affection other than the love of God for his servant.

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When Nadira and Bram's family was sound in his sleep, Elsa's family was just being overwhelmed with a lot of worries. Wh why? because the baby had not yet returned from his office when it was very late at night not to mention Keyla who kept crying made Elsa almost lose her sanity.

"Let's just sit for a while Sa, you carry Keyla for a moment, pity from earlier he cried continuously, the heat has not come down again, too, I'm afraid Keyla why napa if it is allowed to continue like this" said Ms. Lydia sulking. Ms. Lydia was very dizzy to see Elsa go back and forth. she said that while continuing to swing her grandson who had been crying. Ms. Lydia wanted Elsa to take care of her child, but Elsa still took care of herself regardless of Keyla.

"Mother take care of him, give him medicine or anything to, don't let him cry on Ma'am, I'm dizzy, where Bayu mas hasn't come home yet" said Elsa. Elsa leaves her mother's room regardless of Keyla.

"Elsa is really outrageous, he does not care at all about Keyla, which he takes care of only Bayu Bayu and Bayu" said Lydia grumbling. Lidia tried to lay Keyla's body on a small mattress and gave her a bottle of milk that she had made since then. "which is taken care of your mama Bayu Bayu Bayu, but you are more important son. Keyla lives with grandma! grandma will take care of you until you grow up to be a beautiful and successful child" Ms Lydia told her granddaughter.