30 Days Before the Farewell

want to know the feeling of inspiration

Morning also arrived, the shining sunshine warmed the body of Mr. Karyo who was sitting in his post that morning. Nadira who just came out of his room he immediately approached Pak Karyo who was sitting in the post. Nadira had been waiting for this moment from last night he was eager to talk to Pak Karyo and bi Minah to ask about his son Ilham because he felt that bi Minah knew more about his son's feelings.

"For Mr. Karyo, alone" said Nadira while smiling sweetly.

Nadira sat next to Pak Karyo, while continuing to pay attention to Pak Karyo who was enjoying his favorite fried banana.

"Eh, Madam Nadira, I'm a ma'am myself, who else is it! At least if asked to be with Mr. Bram and doctor Raisa just have a job, if not asked mah I sit here ma'am" said Mr. Karyo smiled.

"Yes sir, I understand! my job is just waiting for post. Oh yes sir, yesterday the father who brought Ilham to his father's house?" Nadira asked to know. 

"Yes Ma'am, I also wanted to talk to my mother last night but I was not good, I was afraid to disturb Ms. Nadira's rest" replied Mr. Karyo. Mr. Karyo actually feels bad, he feels that he is too meddling in Nadira's affairs, but this is what he can do as a proof of his love for Ilham and Sifa, but this is what he can do as a proof of his love for Ilham and Sifa, he already considered the two children like his own, so he tried to do anything for their convenience.

"Sorry Mr. Karyo, I would like to ask you something, is it true that the inspiration that asked you to take him to his father's house?" Nadira asked to know. Nadira was curious because he knew Ilham hated his father so much, he did not understand why Ilham suddenly wanted to go to his father's house like this.

"Yes Bu Nadira, den Ilham himself who asked me to deliver him to the house of Mr. Bayu, yesterday when I again hang out here, den Ilham nyamperin me, d, he told me that if he saturates silence at home, he wants to meet with his sister so he asked me to deliver him to Bayu sir's house so that he can meet with his sister Syifa. At that time I immediately anterin him Mom, I think den Ilham asked permission first the same mother but it turns out not, sorry Mom, this is all my ignorance" replied Mr. Karyo who really felt bad with Nadira.

"No sir, I just want to thank you father because my father has to deliver my son to the Bayu mas house, it's my fault sir, maybe because I was too busy taking care of my business so Ilham and Syifa neglected, this is really my fault" said Nadira with teary eyes.

"Sorry sir, what did Inspiration tell you about me? I now understand for sure he was disappointed with me, so he prefers to stay with his father, what did he say sir? father said, let me fix everything, I did all this for them, but because of the busyness I feel so neglected" Nadira continued to ask Mr. Karyo, who was not involved, he wants to know what Ilham talked to Pak Karyo and bi minah.

Mr. Karyo is confused where to start, he wants to tell everything, but he is afraid Nadira is disappointed. He did not want to see Nadira sad and thought, especially now that Mr. Karyo saw Nadira again busy preparing his wedding with doctor Reza. 

"I don't know Ma'am, den Ilham didn't say anything to me, Miss Nadira asked me the same bi Minah who knows den Ilham said something to her, den Ilham would often tell the same story bi Minah" replied Pak Karyo. For now Mr. Karyo prefers to be quiet, he pretends not to know anything, when in fact he himself knows everything, Ilham told him about his mother but he did not want to tell Nadira that because he was afraid Nadira was disappointed.

"Why is Mr. Karyo not being honest with me? Though I want to know how the feeling of inspiration, I want to know what makes Inspiration disappointed with me, I may not ask directly the same Inspiration, Inspiration certainly will not tell the truth with me" inner Nadira. "Oh my God, I'm sorry mother" said Nadira.

"Oh yes, Mom, now I want to go to the boutique again?" Ask mr. Karyo. Mr. Karyo instead switched the conversation, he did not want Nadira to continue to ask about inspiration to him because everything was clear, Ilham Already felt comfortable living with his father.

"No sir, today I did not go to the boutique, I want to go to the Bayu mas house to pick up Ilham and Sifa" replied Nadira. Nadira turned towards Pak Karyo, he wanted to see the expression of Pak Karyo after he knew Nadira would pick up Ilham, but it turned out that Pak Karyo looked ordinary.

"Yes ma'am, they really need a mother" said Mr. Karyo.

The time keeps turning, the clock has now shown at 07:00, Raisa's doctor has also looked neat and fragrant, she is ready to go to the hospital, today she looks rushed once, she said, he walked over to Mr. Karyo and Nadira who were chatting.

"Anterin me to the hospital sir, now!!" Shouted Doctor Raisa to Mr. Karyo who was relaxing.

"Every ma'am is a doctor" said Mr. Karyo, with a hand saluting his employer. Mr. Karyo rushed to take the car that was still parked in the garage while Nadira, he got up from his seat to approach Doctor Raisa.

"Today Miss Nadira went to the boutique, right? Later Reza who picked up mom here, I hunted Mom, many of my patients are waiting" asked the beautiful doctor.

"God willing doc, later I will try to contact my friend first, if the goods are ready then I will go there" replied Nadira Smiling.

"Oh yeah, it's better that way so that Reza's mom doesn't wait long, I say go first ma'am! Assalamualaikum" said doctor Raisa. Because Mr. Karyo was waiting in front, Dr. Raisa also walked away from Nadira, he rushed into the luxury car and went to the hospital.

"Doctor Raisa looks busy once again certainly many of his patients in the hospital, O Allah, heal those who are struggling with his illness" said Nadira.