30 Days Before the Farewell

agony

The night is getting late, Bayu saw the clock on the wall already showed at 20:30, it's time for him to rest.

Tonight he has to rest more exstra because tomorrow he has to leave early morning to the office, fulfilling the wishes of his clients for the meeting.

''Since the task is done, now is the time for this smart father's son to rest, you bobo huh!'' said Bayu stroked the head of his son with affection.

''Yaahhh, but Ilham still wants to talk to dad'' said Ilham sulked

''It's been a night baby, you guys have to rest because tomorrow when the bad luck wakes up, right mother?'' tanya Bayu turned to look towards Nadira

''Baby, tomorrow you have to wake up early, ayooo sleep boy!'' replied Nadira.

Nadira lay down her body on Sifa's bed, accompanying Sifa until Sifa was sound asleep, while Bayu, she left her son's room walking towards the upper room, she went inside her room to rest.

"Thank you, tonight you have given your time to Ilham and Sifa, hopefully you will be like this" said Nadira

When her two children were fast asleep, Nadira covered their bodies, kissing them affectionately.

"Good sleep hero and little ferry mother, mother promise, mother will reclaim the heart of father, mother dear you" said Nadira dropped her tears.

Nadira rose from her seat leaving the room of inspiration and sifa with tears that kept falling down her cheeks.I don't know what she felt at this time, which clearly Nadira wanted to cry, to cry, happy and sad are mixed into one.

He sat on the couch feeling the silence of the night, which calmed his heart and mind.

''Why is Nadira sitting there?, the more strange his behavior becomes, is it possible that he is still thinking about divorce?'' Bayu asked.

he was curious about the behavior of Nadira late this, Bayu feel nadira turned cold, but usually Nadira always cheerful, but always cheerful, he was also always angry when Bayu made out with Elsa but now he seems to not care.

''what are you doing here?'' ask Bayu.

Bayu came down from the upper room walking past Nadira who was sitting on the sofa.

''Why else would you not sleep?'' Nadira asked back

''Not yet, I am thirsty, I want to take a drink to the kitchen replied Bayu.

He continued walking towards the kitchen.

Nadira rose from his seat walking towards the upper room, he wanted to rest his body that was getting tired, not to mention his head that felt very dizzy making his body weak, he wanted to rest his body, no longer able to stand for too long.

Nadira walked with slow steps because of his body that had started ngagalibrig.

''Why are you anyway? the road is so rich, you want attention? I'm sorry I didn't work with your theatrics said Bayu easily speaking like that to Nadira.

''O Allah, why do you speak of being rich? I do have a headache again, my head is dizzy said Nadira.

''Lebay'' Bayu said.

''Allah, strengthen me'' said Nadira.

Slowly, he forced himself to walk towards his room.

"If you were now in my position, you would never dare to hurt me, why would you be this sick, God?" nadira groans

Nadira's house is very large, the stairs to his room was very high, his limp body was no longer able to walk uphill, he really was not able to pass through it, he was really unable to pass through, just the 3rd step he had staggered until he fell down.

"God, why is my body like this, should I obey the doctor's orders for chemotherapy? but for what? despite undergoing chemo anyway I will still die" said Nadira sobbing

Nadira cried while forcing herself to walk back to the sofa, tonight she was forced to sleep on the sofa of the family room, Because she was unable to walk to her room.

After arriving, Nadira immediately spread her body on the sofa, staring at the sky, while feeling the pain that slashed all her organs.

The pain in his body is nothing compared to the pain at this time.as strong as Nadira accepts, but still, Nadira has not been able to mengikhlaskan. Nadira knew this was just a test, and no matter how tough the test, Nadira would never back down, she would never let Bayu go, she would try to defend her household until death.

''Why does my body still hurt? though I was lying down like this, usually also if in rest for a while the pain immediately disappeared, but why is this even getting sicker? o Allah!!, I have to take pain medication said Nadira felt a little surprised.

Nadira's hand tried to reach for the medicine that was on the table, tonight he had to be helped with the medicine so that tomorrow morning he could be refreshed.

As alive as a kara it feels Nadira at this time, when her body was gnawed by a deadly disease, she never felt the affection of her husband again, the affection of the baby as if lost like swallowed by the earth, the baby, but Nadira remains passionate, she remains strong living her life alone.

the night was getting late, Nadirapun closed his eyes because of drowsiness from the effects of drugs that he had just drank.

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...Teng...

...Teng...

...Teng...

...heard the sound of the clock indicating 03.00...

Nadira woke up, Nadira felt the condition of his body at this time had begun to improve, he immediately rose from his sleep walking towards the upper room into his room to perform tahajud prayers.

Prayer time that he always wait wait, because after finishing praying, he can pour out his heart to the creator_allah.

With her face still attached to her body, Nadira turned to her husband who was still asleep, she asks for a substance that turns her heart back so that her husband can love her again and forget Elsa who is now her boyfriend.

''god, I know he still loves me, help me so I can take his heart back'' Nadira said dropping her tears.

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