30 Days Before the Farewell

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"That means tomorrow we go to court, ma'am?!" Ask Raisa's doctor to Nadira. Doctor Raisa turned to Nadira while holding a spoon and fork in her hand. That night they tasted dishes made by Nadira and BI Minah, everyone seemed to enjoy the food until the ludes were not left.

"Yes doc, if doctor Raisa there is free time Gimana if we leave early in the morning from here" said Nadira. Nadira hopes that Raisa's doctor will accompany her in the morning to the court so that all her matters will be settled quickly.

"Could be Mom, yesterday I accidentally took a 3-day leave to nemenin Sifa and Ilham met her mother. There are still 2 more days to take off, so tomorrow I can nemenin mother from morning to afternoon" Raisa stroked Nadira's shoulder while smiling sweetly. 

"Thank you doc, I don't know what else to say" Nadira said with teary eyes.

"Same Ma'am, besides I am also tired every day of the hospital return circle, once there is no harm if we walk" doctor Raisa, she raises her shoulders while smiling.

"Yes dong dok, we also need refreshing, the period of silence in the hospital continues" said Lisa replied to the words of doctor Raisa while laughing

They continued to eat that night with laughter of happiness. 

**

The night is getting late, time has shown at 22:00 WIB. The rain that did not stop from daylight made the city seem desolate. Likewise the atmosphere in the villa belongs to doctor Raisa. The villa that was so very majestic it looked desolate like it was uninhabited. No one was seen from outside or inside the villa.Maybe everyone has entered their respective rooms to rest their bodies. Every lamp from the corner of the room has started to go out but there is one room that looks still bright. The room was occupied by Nadira and her children.

"Mother's kids haven't slept yet?" Nadira asked his two children. 

"Not sleepy mother" replied Ilham while looking at the sky with empty eyes. Ilham's sleeping position is supine while the sleeping position sifa turns towards her brother with eyes that have been half asleep.

"We're you asleep?" Tanya Ilham turned to Sifa But Sifa had closed her eyes "well Sifa is asleep" Inner Ilham. Ilham turned his head again towards Nadira but Nadira was still busy with the file that Mr. Bram gave her this afternoon. Since Nadira returned from Singapore. Ilham felt awkward to the mother especially after her mother announced her wedding suddenly without telling her and Sifa first . The feeling of Inspiration changed a little, he felt that his mother was not what she used to be when they lived together. 

"Mother, do you really want to get married again?" Ask Ilham who still does not believe in the decision of his mother.

"Dear baby, why kid? Inspiration doesn't like to marry again?" Ask Nadira. Nadira kept a piece of paper in her hand onto the table and then she walked up to Ilham who was still staring at her doubtfully.

"Why are you, son? Are you thinking of something?" Nadira sat next to Ilham while stroking his son's head affectionately.

"Mother why didn't you tell us that you wanted to get married again?" Ask Inspiration with teary eyes.

Nadira who heard his son's question he immediately dropped his tears, Nadira did not realize that this one child had grown into a mature child "Sorry mother yes son, son, mother did not say the same Ilham, mother forced to do this for the happiness of you and sister Sifa" inner Nadira. While stroking the head of Ilham Nadira sobbed violently. He could not help his sadness in front of his son. Whatever way Nadira hides the burden of his grief Inspiration will surely know. Ilham was very observant with Nadira's condition after Nadira was in a coma at that time.

"Mother" Ilham immediately embraced Nadira tightly. He also cried sobbing in the arms of the mother.

"Sorry Ilham yes mother, mother must be crying because of me''' said Ilham 

"Who son, Ilham did not salak kok, the wrong was mother, mother who had to ask for the same inspiration and sister Sifa, who was wrong, sorry mother yes nak mother did not tell you first if mother wants to marry again" Nadira hugged her child lovingly. She wanted to express so much affection to her two children with those warm hugs after she felt like she was failing to be a good mother to them.

"With mother, mother is not wrong what. Inspiration to know you're doing all this for our happiness, right?" Inspiration let go of the hug then looked at Nadira seriously. Her tears continued to flow until Nadira could no longer hold back her sadness in front of her son this one Inspiration to know mother if the father had remarried to another woman" imham said with his tears flowing.

Hearing the words of Ilham Nadira so very shocked, his eyes widened to look at the two eyes of his son, his mouth silenced with a body that was shaking violently. His body was sculpting so did not expect that his son Ilham who was still sitting in 6th grade SD had understood all his pain all along.

"Mother should not cry, Inspiration the same sister will always accompany the mother until anytime, Inspiration promises will take care of the mother and sister" Ilham wiped the tears that flowed on the cheeks of her mother with both hands. He smiled as he hugged the body of his matting mother tightly with affection.

"Ilham promises to continue nemenin mother with sister? Inspiration doesn't lie, does it?" Ask Nadira. He wanted to convince his heart with an answer of inspiration.

"Ilham promise mother" replied Ilham smiling.

"Thank you baby, mom is very happy to have a child like you, mom is very proud son" said Nadira while continuing to kiss her child.

"The same mother,