30 Days Before the Farewell

sliced

With a trembling body, Nadira tried to get up, she tried to brace herself to walk throwing strands by strands of her hair into the trash.

Her heart is very sliced every time her husband compares her beauty to Elsa, how can Nadira beat the beauty of a girl, while her body is now unattractive, he was not as beautiful as he was when he did not have Inspiration and Sifa.

"Oh Allah bless my heart" said Nadira

Nadira walks into his house to wake up his two children who are asleep.

"Bundaaaaa's son, let's get up baby! Let's see who's coming!" Nadira woke up his two children with a sweet smile.

He always tried to hide the pain in front of his two little heroes.

"Dad has come, mother?" Sifa asked smiling.

his face looked cheerful as he listened to his father already coming home.

"Yes, son, come on you samperin dad, I must have missed you all very much" replied Nadira with a sweet smile.

"Yes mother, come on!" Sipa pulled her brother's hand running towards her father who was sitting in the family room.

"Oh my God, they were so happy to see their father come, they looked so loving to their father, to see their closeness, now I don't worry anymore if someday I have to leave them" nadira

Nadira smiled as she dropped her tears, sad and happy mixed into one, a happiness that could not be expressed in words, and an overwhelming sadness that dammed her heart and soul, she said, Nadira felt happiness when he saw the laughter of his two children, but on the other hand Nadira also felt a very extraordinary sadness, the pain of a betrayal to death that would separate him and his two children whom he loved so much.

"Bundaaaa, come here! Father brought by by by for us" cried Inspiration from the family room calling his mother who was still sitting in the room.

"Yes son, just a minute" cried Nadira

Nadira immediately wiped his tears and rose from his seat to walk toward them.

"Bundaaa, look at my clothes, good right?" Tanya Sifa while walking down the corner stuck the shirt on her body

"Good baby, if you wear that shirt, you must look more beautiful" replied Nadira smiling

"Waaahhhh! Really mother?" Ask Sifa

"Don't you know, baby, try Sifa say what's the same dad?" Sifa replied asking her son to thank her father.

"Thank you father" said Sifa hugging her father while smiling sweetly

"You're the same dad! Mommy wants to go to the room first" said Nadira asking permission to go to her room

"Yes mother" the two smart kids agreed.

Nadirapun left his two children walking towards the upper room because he realized he was not expected, he chose to himself calm himself for a while before Bayu entered into his room.

Nadira sat on the dresser chair while staring at the reflection of her face in the mirror.

"I do look unattractive, it's appropriate that Bayu insulted me to compare me with Elsa, but I promise you, I will try to change my appearance, I will try to win your heart back" nadira

Nadira saw that the clock on the wall had shown at 18:11, it was time for him to perform Maghrib prayers, Nadirapun rose from his seat walking to the bathroom to take ablution water and perform Maghrib prayers.

...🌺In the basement 🌺...

Ilham invited his father to pray Maghrib together with himself and Sifa.

"They asked me to pray? They are indeed good children, lucky I have a child like them" Inner Bayu

"Let's go baby" said Bayu.

They also walked to the musholla located behind his house, a musholla that looks simple but stored millions of memories in it.

The two smart children helped his father to raise the prayer mat to the qibla.

"I have not prayed for a long time, but this musholla still looks good and neat, Nadira must always take care of it to look clean and comfortable like this" said Bayu

"Come on father" said Ilham

They prayed together for the first time.

In the past Bayu and Nadira deliberately made the musholla specifically for his family so that they could always perform congregational prayers, but after Nadira's parents were gone, Bayu so there was never time because he was too busy taking care of the company of Nadira's parents until the musholla looked lonely, only the tone never stopped entering it, he said, to just clean clean he also always prayed alone.

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The night was getting late, Nadira saw the clock had shown at 21:00, Nadira looked at the door turned Bayu had not yet entered into his room, maybe Bayu chose to sleep with his children tonight because Bayu did not want him anymore.

Nadira cried sobbing, she was really sad to mourn her fate is very sad, where she was no longer considered by her husband in his condition as it is today.

Nadira lay down his body in bed resting his body that felt weak due to chemotherapy that he underwent this morning.

Nadira felt lonely, there were no shoulders for him to lean on, no hands to strengthen him when he was slumped as he is today, only prayer and hope and a small hand of Sifa and Inspiration strengthen him at this time.

Nadira tries to close her eyes while she is a bit of a bully, hoping for a miracle to come to her tonight.

"god, there is not much I ask for right now, I just want you to give me strength for the rest of my life, I want you to give back the affection of Bayu, thou shalt turn back the heart of man, O God, make the Lord love me again" said Nadira groaning

she cried sobbing, Her chest felt increasingly claustrophobic as it could not hold back her sadness at this moment.

...🌺In room Sifa and Ilham 🌺...

"Dad!?, our mother ko ga nyamperin tonight? usually also mother bacain story for us, right ka?" tanya Sifa turned her head towards Ilham while pouting

"Maybe dear cape mother, this is there a father, ko you are still nanyain mother anyway, jealous father knows" said Bayu pretending to frown in front of them.

"Ko daddy's jealous anyway? dad can't be jealous with mom, we also don't get jealous if daddy's carrying mom, even we're happy huh de? as a family, we must love each other, there can be no jealousy" said Ilham turned to his father.

"Ilham was a child, but why did she have such an adult mind, this must be Nadira who had taught them so that they became smart children like this, she was indeed a good wife" batin Bayu

......connect......

...don't forget like n comeyya yes...

...votenya also 🙏...