12 FORMER
PART 38 DISAPPOINTED... IT MAY
Lost, the most precious thing just disappeared from his life.
The sobbing groaning shrill cries sounded slashing, reverberating on the desolate walls of the room. His eyes are red. He did not lie down, only sitting with his legs folded toward his chest, under the floor next to the bed. Sad very painful.
Dark, when the evening changed night, visible from the window glass covered with half-baked sapodilla curtains.
The whole house seems always ready to be a loyal listener, no one else is just a piece of home furniture that listens to the grim groans of the homeowner.
The next morning, the sound of knocking on the door was heard many times. The next day someone seemed to accidentally bang on the glass window of a room that was still closed by a curtain tight.
“Neseya! Open door!” the owner of the voice shouted.
The room seemed deserted, but don't get me wrong, there was a human lying inside. But the summoned one only moved his body for a while then curled back to the floor without a sheet of blankets on the body.
The phone lying on the bed shook many times, no tone of voice came out of the phone intentionally in silent mode.
Two days, no, almost four days, the normally fragrant hair of shampoo is now frivolously tangled, her usual pretty face covered in thick makeup is now deathly pale like an undead.
“Hoaem..”.
His smelly mouth evaporated wide without control. How many days had he not bathed, his life was like water drunk with thorns, rice was eaten with chaff. He did nothing, just lay there without wanting to do anything else meaningful.
The shadow of that time was still fluttering frequently when both eyes were open.
“I'm sorry. I can't save our baby.”
His cheeks frowned wetly, the back of his hands rubbing those tears once more. I don't know how many times she cried.
Suddenly, someone must have entered the house. Brak! The sound of the bedroom door being hit by the wall made the homeowner look surprised.
“Nesya!” cry the owner of the voice.
“Vivi! How did you get in?”
A happy smile rose from his lips, showing off a key in his hand, “..
“Vivi...” pekikku called his name annoyed, immediately jumped out of bed, about to snatch the key from his hand.
Eits! Not yet had time to tickle Vivi, someone appeared from the doorway. I thought it was him, it wasn't.
I took a short breath, there was a slight feeling of disappointment creeping down the smooth inside of my chest, disappointed by what I saw before my eyes now.
I might have expected it to come, but I realized I had rejected its presence. Not only once, but many times and maybe he was disappointed just as I feel now.
I smiled back at her. “Fint.”
The good guy approached me. Yeah, Fint's good, too good for me.
His right hand held my hand gently, then tucked my son's hair behind his ear.
“E-ehm, e-ehm..”.
Vivi who was standing behind Fint cleared her throat loudly, gesturing. Maybe he was embarrassed to see the closeness of the two of us, but not just this once.
Hohoho, you could say Vivi is a little jealous of me.
Fint smilingly turned to her and said, “Vi, can help prepare food.”
“Sure dong! What does not make a handsome brother.”
Hearing Vivi's loud babble made a fluffy smile on Fint's lips. Instead, I glanced in disgust at her flirtatious behavior.
Fint narrowed his eyes looking, sniffing my shoulders. “Honey, you haven't had a shower how many days?”
I subdue my eyes in shame, slowly shake his shoulder. “Nyindir nih story,” said I do not accept.
“No, just the feeling of the cow smell yes.”
“Fint...” I have a cute mouth with anxiety.
“Mandi first gih,” he said attention.
“Iya, yes,”
After the bath, I took a full meal with Vivi and Fint who had prepared food on the food table.
Fint and Vivi looked at me in disbelief and saw me eating out of control. My appetite changed instantly devouring food brutally. I rubbed my stomach, baby, it still feels like yesterday I kept it in my stomach.
Ah, like this I still remember, remembering the little creature that had been residing in my womb.
Without feeling it had been almost two hours they were both in my room. Comforting me with exciting chatter and silly jokes that can make me laugh out loud.
I'm lucky to have friends like them, my inner monologue.
🔶🔸🥰🥰🥰🥰
Never feel lucky to have a good friend who is always there for us, when we are happy and sad, even when we feel down
