12 FORMER

PART 23 GUILT

I turned my body to face him again, behaving accordingly. “Ya, what?”

“Who's yuk?”

Glup!

I swallowed slowly, setting the heart rate one or two. Once again, a proposal came out clearly from his mouth.

“You're kidding,” I chuckle naively.

He walked over—pulling the back of my hand quickly—raised him while staring.

Suddenly for no reason threw my hand roughly, turning around, clutching his nape with both hands. It seems that he noticed a diamond (lamaran) ring that was embedded pretty in my ring finger.

He turned back to face me and asked, “You, marry me?”

“No,” as I first replied.

He glanced in disbelief, “The ring?”

“I buy.” I was clearly lying. Where did I get the money to buy this expensive ring. I don't like wasting money, even if it's just for a ring.

“Leon?”

That name was a little capable of making me flinch when he mentioned it.

“Udah broken,” I clear short.

“Then I?”

Flinched, looking up at the man's face instantly hearing the question just now. Nervous, not knowing what to say. Suddenly there was a sense of guilt. I have to accept ‘destiny brought us together late’.

“Maybe.., I'm nothing to you.” He was also sad. “Sorry, i_”

“Whose home?” my question shifted the subject, making him frown.

“My house.”

I cleared my throat short. “Can I stop by sometime?”

“Let's somebody get angry?” he said back offending.

“Now,” reply me firmly. I was clearly lying. Fint would be upset if I was caught cheating. “A-I go home first,” I said staggered with index finger pointing in any direction.

“Wait!”

Her hand held my wrist first.

“What?” I stared at the two eyeballs in turn.

He rolled his eyes slowly, then said, “Mm, mobile number.”

I smiled faintly at the look on her innocent bashful face. “I don't have a cell phone. Where's your phone?”

“Wait a minute.”

I replied with a small nod, just a moment after he entered the room then was already back standing before me.

“Nih!” he handed the black cell phone to me.

I swiped the hologram screen with the full moon. “Key?” my ask is to thrust it at him.

“Seya2512,” replied without hesitation mentioning her mobile password.

“Seya?” I asked her to see him not believing.

“Yes, Seya. Why?”

I shook my head, “Eng-nothing, okay?” reply bumbling.

Still stuck in my memory when our first meeting was in Santoria. He called me “Sey”. I shook my head slowly, thinking, Seya?What's the ex's name? Come on, next time I ask. I pared my intention to ask further, only having time to save my phone number to his phone. After that I hurried to go home, afraid that Fint was home.

The deg!

My heart stopped beating. Those eyes stared hard. Sure enough, when the door of the house was wide open, Fint seemed to be sitting in the guest chair, glancing cynically at me

“Honey, from where?” tanya Fint spontaneously stood up from sitting, walked upright, approached.

“Ng, send slurry to neighbor.” My lips suddenly twitched at having to lie in front of Fint.

“I thought I was home.”

“Where's the name?” I asked, deliberately diverting the conversation while pretending to look for.

“Tadi to room.”

“Ya, already. I said yes to Mama.”

Finished farewell, Fint drove me home. My eye had a glance at the man's house, when Fint's car passed in front of his house earlier. There is a feeling of pleasure, emerging slowly from the deepest recesses of the heart. A faint smile spread from my lips.

“From last smile on, anything funny?” fint asked in surprise, just after we got home and he decided to stop by.

Sontak. “Eng-nothing, is it okay? It's late, you're not home?” I said as if intentionally throwing it away.

Fint smiled wryly. “Ngusir nih, the story,” he said sounded disappointed, “Mm, can not sleep here.”

He let out a small breath—walk closer—circle both hands to my waist, “Honey.”

Suddenly I was a little clumsy in Fint's arms, not like usual. I tried to neutralize the feeling that was starting to get upset, all because of my meeting with the man.

“Mm, what?” I forced myself to put a smile in front of him.

Both of his eyes looked at me in turn. “What if we get married tomorrow?” stupid Fint proposal, landing a kiss on my right cheek.

“Fint...” I chuckled amusedly, patting her shoulders gnarled.

“Udah can't wait to be together every day.” His face turned gloomy.

“Ya, right. Stay a month.”

“What if you stay home first?” take it, then dye my hair a few times.

“You're crazy. If found out, I could have thrown a broom with your mother,” my rebuttal refused firmly, answering with a crisp joke.

Fint short snort, “I'm afraid you ran away?”

Shocked in shock after hearing her words just now. Wait up! How'd he know? Kayak shaman aja. I try to be as reasonable as possible in front of him.

“Kabur? Where are you going to run?” I smiled knotingly.

“Not knowing. Just feeling. Yesterday also had a dream, you went with another guy,” he lamented with a gloomy face.

“Oh yes,” said I smiled wryly.

This time Fint held me tighter.

“Do not go again. I am unfortunately just the same as you. Not if not you,” Fint words sound too sweet in my ears, make this chest vibrate, my love for him slowly began to appear, not until the heart hurt him.

I cupped her face with both hands, kissing her softly. Suddenly, my stomach hurt. Auchs! I tried to hold for a few seconds, even more wrapped around the pain. Though I had eaten earlier, before coming home, we stopped by to eat first. I pushed Fint's shoulder slowly, then switched to holding the stomach. Nausea spreads slowly, suddenly in action want to vomit.

“Why baby?”

“Uweek. Want to vomit,” I said rush to the bathroom. I quickly washed my face with cold water, making me feel good. Breathe in, calm down.

“You okay?” asked Fint anxiously, standing in front of the bathroom door.

I shook my head weakly, “Gak.” Walk carefully out of the bathroom.

“Need company?” ask Fint too worried.

“Ngak what. I'm going to sleep.”

Without excuse, Fint lifted up my body, carried me, led me to my room. “Fint, down. I can walk alone,” my er refused.

The cup!

Swallowed for a moment a kiss silenced my mouth briefly.

“Bawel really, anyway,” he said lay me on the mattress, kiss me on the lips once again. “Call me if there's anything.” His fingers stroked my hair softly.

“Iya, yes,” I replied then closed both eyes, pretending to sleep.

He kissed me again, as if he could not leave me alone. I opened my eyes looking at the sharp eye line that was looking at me warmly.

“You didn't come home?” I buried my head deeper into the pillow.

“I'm still kangen.”

I smiled at her, then said, “Kangennya just wrapped first. Tomorrow it opens again, let's not run out.”

“The problem, can not be wrapped. You are kegedean, until the package does not fit.”

Spontaneously my little laugh exploded, and merta patted the shoulder of his arm was anxious. Fint retorted to pinch the tip of my nose.

“How to not try, if you like gini. So pingin nempel keep.”

“Stamps times,” reply I made fun of jokes.

“Fint. I'm going to sleep, tired,” I said to end the chat.

“Oh yes. I'll get you some water first, let's not take any water later,”

Really, Fint's attention touched me. A moment later he came back with a bottle of water, put it on the nightstand near the bed.

“Your stomach is better?” Her big palm rubbed my stomach, baby.

“Udah.”

“I go home first. Sleep well yes, baby,” pampitnya go home while rubbing my hair soft.

I replied with a short nod. Staring at that lonely back disappeared behind the closed door leaf.

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