(Not) Forbidden Love

43. My Happy If Beside Him

"Mama didn't lie about Bella. He's getting married tomorrow."

"WHAT?"

"Astaghfirullah ... Sir why are you screaming. Does he feel sorry for me, and if I die, who will cry for me?" Barry re-sorted his chest in surprise.

"Megan! don't scream. You think Mama budeg?" snapped Lucia after moving her phone away from her ear.

"Mama .. Please speak the truth, don't joke around, not funny!" pissed Megan.

"Who is joking. I told you Mama was serious, but you didn't believe it. Dengerin Mama ya Megan, Mama repeat, Bella, your foster sister tomorrow the day after the day will get married," press Lucia.

Upon hearing the emphasis of her mother's words, Megan rushes to the ground. Megan felt like everything was in vain, it was all over.

Megan who intends to propose to Bella when she returns, instead must swallow disappointment, because her heart will soon be owned by others.

He must bury his already fertile love before it is revealed. Her tears had fallen, a sign that her heart was so disappointed and too sad.

"Why should I get married, Ma?" lirih.

"All for the sake of his parents ... " Lucia told me why Bella had to be married.

"Why didn't Mama tell me from the beginning? And why didn't Bella ever tell me anything about her?" Megan's voice was so soft because it held back the crying, but it could still be heard by Lucia.

"How to tell it to you, you just can't be contacted. Bella's been calling you a lot, but she can't call." Lucia explains that she and Bella have been in frequent contact, but remain disconnected.

"Why did Bella accept the match, Ma, did she love her future husband?"

"Mama doesn't know, Megan. But it doesn't seem like she wants the marriage, Mama doesn't think she loves her future husband" Lucia said.

"If you know that Bella doesn't love her, why would you allow that match? bella is also my mother's child. Don't you love Bella anymore?"

"Mama always loved Bella, Mama never stopped loving her. Bella will always remain Mama's child with Papa, but Mama can't do anything, Bella is the responsibility of her biological mother." Lucia was also saddened by the fate of her adopted son.

As a mother, Lucia also felt the sadness of her son. Lucia already knew about Megan's feelings for Bella, it was known when Bella was careless and comatose, Megan was crying and expressing her feelings at that time.

"Bella .. Get up, don't stay brother, you can't lose you. Bella ... with sister, you have to wake up, and you have to know, that sister loves you, loves you very much. Wake up Bella .. banguuun ...!"

Although Megan had not realized at the time that Bella was not her real sister, she somehow wanted to express all her feelings. He doesn't care if the world will oppose him, and he will oppose the world.

Remembering Megan's love for Bella who broke down in tears, Lucia's tears fell, she knew for sure how Megan felt at this time, she could feel the sadness of the child.

"Why are you sad? you should be happy your sister will have someone to look after." Lucia rubbed the wet corner of her eyes, and tried to comfort the child's heart, hoping Megan could accept with sincerity her love destiny.

"I'd be happy if I was next to her, so her protector, and so .. complement her life, happy me beside her," Megan's mind languished. He still has not accepted the reality.

"We do not know whether her husband will be able to make her happy, able to take care of her."

"Just pray for the best for your sister's wedding, may she have her happiness."

"Take care of your sister, son. Mama knows you're hurt, but maybe Bella's not your soul mate."

"Yes, Mama matiin ya."

No response from Megan.

"Assalamu'alaikum." Megan remained silent until the call was interrupted.

Megan was sitting on the ground, the water she could no longer stand. There is no shame in seeing someone else cry.

"Astaghfirullah .. must be a problem Mr. very big, so he cried like this. But I think, the biggest problem for men and to make them cry is .. feeling problem." Barry can only. Although pity to see the Master, but Barry did not dare to approach let alone ask.

"Bella ... Why did you accept it? why don't you wait for brother. Brother told you to wait for brother." Megan's inner.

I don't know who to blame at the moment. I am also angry and disappointed.

Mama Tamara is to blame, because she has betrothed Bella. Mama Lucia is to blame for letting the match.

Bella is to blame for not rejecting the match. Or he himself is to blame, because it does not move quickly, must delay saying his feelings, until finally, his feelings will never be expressed again.

"Goddessaarhhh ...."

***

Finally Megan stood on an unsteady pedestal, as if she would fall back and sit on the ground.

But with all his might, he tried to strengthen his legs to stand up, then set foot towards the motorbike he borrowed from the citizens.

Megan did not take her car to the remote island, her car was left in a hotel not far from the border, of course, with a fairly expensive cost to keep her car safe.

"We return to the Island," his orders were a little weak but remained firm.

"Good sir." Barry immediately boarded the borrowed trail bike, and soon he ignited the engine.

Megan immediately climbed on the back, while several other bodyguards were also preparing to return.

Megan pats Barry on the back. "Let's go."

Barry nodded and immediately put forward the trail motor whose voice was deafening if the gas was pulled.

But seconds later he again patted Barry's shoulder twice.

Barry's reflex stopped the bike immediately.

"Goddessa ... What's up, sir?"

"Wait a minute. It looks like my phone is ringing" Megan said as she got off the bike and immediately picked up her phone which she felt was shaking in her pants pocket.

"True ... good thing has not left this place," Megan muttered while opening her cellphone password. "Message who ya."

"Mrs ... Why did Mama send a message." He was a little surprised, because just finished the call, but now his mother even sent a message.

"Megan, hopefully you're still at the border, and can read this message soon. Mama just wanted to send you a picture of your sister's future husband, maybe you know him." That's Lucia's message. Then there was one more message, but it contained a picture.

(that's Bella's future husband, what do you think?)

"G ... Mama's been around, when she sent me pictures of people who want to take my love, Ck, did she not think about my feelings?" he muttered, but he felt no stranger to the figure in the photo.

"Goddessa ... He is ... "

*****