(Not) Forbidden Love

32. Worriedly

Bella again checked the suitcase that was devoted to storing books, removed all the contents, in the dust of all the goods, but still she did not find what she was looking for.

"Wine." Bella was worried. "Where you are, what do not-don't miss ya, maybe brother Megan did not see it, because it's a book in the bottom drawer," his monologue to himself.

"Don't let Megan find it, let alone read the contents, want to put where my face if she finds it."

The sound of the door opening shifted Bella's focus, she saw Tamara coming.

"What's up, Son? I heard you scream, why?" ask Tamara who is moving her legs into the room. Since Bella's room is on the second floor, Tamara cannot use a wheelchair to climb the stairs, so she uses a cane to help her walk, and also beside her an assistant who always accompanies her.

"It's Ma, there's Bella's stuff left behind" said Bella who seemed a little reluctant to say it to the mother, but how else, Tamara had seen her stuff scattered on the floor, which she said, he would not have to say.

"What stuff is it? why is it so sweet?" tamara asked to see a look of anxiety on Bella's face. He sat down on the bed near Bella.

"This is Ma, Bella's favorite thing is missing."

"Yes what stuff? it's not all Bella's clothes brought here, did mama Lucia already say if some of Bella's clothes are left there, so if Bella wants to stay in the place of mama Lucia, then, Bella doesn't have to bother carrying clothes anymore" Tamara explained trying to remind her son, she thought maybe Bella forgot about it.

"If that's Bella remember it."

"Then what else?" ask Tamara curiously. It seems that the item is very important for Bella, so she looks panicked when she does not find it.

"Hmm .. That's Ma, Diary Bella," Bella replied in the end, she lowered her face as if embarrassed, even though Tamara did not know the book, let alone its contents, but Bella was still embarrassed.

"Ocityaah ... Diary, mama thinks what. Tomorrow try Bella to look there, if Megan doesn't see it, so don't laugh. Or try calling your sister, ask her if she saw her Diary or not." Tamara gave her proposal.

"Yes Ma, Bella will try tanyain," said Bella agreed to her mother's suggestion.

"No need Ma, let Bella aja who beresiin. Mama sleep, it's night."

"Yes, mommy's down, yeah, you too, don't get too late for sleep, don't stay up late." Tamara commemorates her daughter.

"Yes Maaa," said Bella spoiled, she kissed Tamara's cheek before the middle-aged woman left her room.

"Mission Non." The assistant Tamarapun permission to resign, meaning permission to leave the room.

"Yes, Mother."

After the two men came out, Bella immediately locked the door of her room.

"How is this, where the hell is it? time to miss?" his gerrick.

"Ah .. I'd better ask Megan." Bella takes her cell phone, intending to contact her sister.

"Ah ... no. .. no... What if Megan did not see it? and because I heard there was something missing, Megan looked for it. Ah no. Don't let that happen, let me look for her tomorrow, if until Megan finds her, I don't have any face to see her again." Bella talks to herself while pacing back and forth.

He was really worried that until someone found his sacred item.

Bella does not know that Megan not only has found her Diary, but has read the writing in the book. What would happen if Bella found out that Megan had read the heart she had poured out on the book?

"Ah ... silly basic, why also I have to confide in the same book, if this is the story, will I also be so calm," muttered Bella cursed her stupidity.

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