(Not) Forbidden Love

03.Be homesick

What's wrong with me?

Loving the ones that shouldn't

Expecting the undue

I don't want to see him for this

Because it will grow love in the heart

Now she is far away

No longer in my sight

But I miss him

Should I defy destiny

Chasing him, something uncertain

Now my heart is in dilemma

Fight, or fight.

Megan rubbed her face riled, her sister had not come home for two years, which meant that she had not seen her sister for two years.

Megan misses Bella very much, but she does not dare to meet the missed, sometimes they are still on the phone asking each other news, like brother and sister, and even Bella who contacts first.

"Sister, why did you ever tell Bella first? Slalu aja Bella who contacted first, brother ngk kangen same Bella?" Bella asked as they were chatting on the phone.

"That's really bad" Bathin Megan.

"No Bel, the time here is the same time there is different, so brother does not want to disturb you, it could be if the sister who nelvon first, you are busy studying, or maybe there is already night, it could be, afraid you're disturbing his sleep." Megan explained.

"Ellaaahh, tell me you're busy taking care of your beautiful sister's boyfriend! to the extent that big sister bucin," interrupted Bella.

"It's not bucin, it's just that my sister doesn't watch her too much, so I don't know if she's cheating," Megan felt stupid to have slipped.

"What's? an affair? geez kaaak, kasian bangat you."

"Trus, what's your relationship now? did you forgive him? as if my sister was washing with him?" ask Bella and insinuate her sister.

"we've broken up" Megan replied.

"Huh? is that right, brother? well, that's just right," Bella instigated her brother. "By the way, what's his mutusin brother?" ask Bella.

"That time....." Meganpun told me how she decided on Jessica.

flashbacks

"I'd like to meet you, at the usual place at one o'clock!" Megan sent a message to Jessica at the time, which Jessica replied yes.

She is happy because Megan invites him to meet, usually Jessicah is always asked to meet. Jessica is certainly very enthusiastic, because she can shop as much as possible.

Usually like that, if you have met Megan, Jessica's home has become more and more kinclong and certainly carrying groceries at a price that is definitely waw.

Megan waited for Jessica, and the five-minute gap came. Jessica wanted a cipika with Megan, but Megan refused and told her to sit down immediately.

After Jessica sat down, without further ado, Megan said she wanted to end their relationship, of course Jessica who heard her surprise.

"But why, baby? aren't we getting married soon? why do you want to end our relationship? do you love me again? have you found another woman out there?" jessica asked with a face made as sad as possible, but Megan did not empathize in the slightest.

"It's not me, but you, you who have loved me again, I don't know, whether all this time you really loved and loved me, or just a mere pretense," Megan sighed to stabilize her true emotions already rising given Jessica's betrayal.

"And you also have another man, why would I marry a traitor like you?" megan.

"Oh his name is Azward, a good name, hopefully his nature and behavior are also good" Megan replied. "In that case, get married quickly! instead of adding to the sin, make out no place," Megan quipped remembering their affection in public places at that time.

"Yes, we did want to get married, after his project in Medan was completed, then he would marry me, he promised to have a fancy party for our special day." proud Jessica.

"Yes, I hope you are lucky to choose him" Megan said, but in doubt of her own words, because she already knows who Azward is.

Two hours after finding out about Jessica's affair, Megan had her subordinates investigate the man she was with.

The night Megan got a report from her subordinates regarding Azward, she was the son of Sebastian, one of the rich businessmen in the city of Bandung. But Azward is a male playboy, who likes to change women and will be thrown away if he has slept, really evil and cunning.

All the women he dated, married, fancy again, after he got what he wanted, then he would dump the woman.

"Make sure I am lucky to marry her, she is rich, handsome, kind, understanding and loving, everything is on her" Jessica replied proudly.

"Not like you Megan, the face is really handsome," Jessica still admitted Megan's good looks. "But you're stiff, not like other men who can warm the atmosphere, who are at home with you if not for money," explained Jessica made Megan feel appreciated all along.

"Partially you are not very rich, unlike Azward, he is the son of a rich businessman in the city of Bandung and has his own business, ngak kayak you who are still under your father's tutelage," Jessica said, she had no idea that Megan owned three expensive restaurants that she had pioneered on her own without the help of her father.

"Yes, I say good, take care of yourself, and do not want to sleep with any man before you get married" Megan reminded.

Although he was disappointed, he still had some pity for the woman he had just decided on. He did not want Jessica in the lure and was made by irresponsible men, be it Azward or others.

Without waiting for an answer, Meganpun got up and passed from before Jessica.

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"We ended our relationship" Megan replied after explaining her encounter with Jessica.

"Trus sister isn't a donk of marriage? well pity my handsome brother, failed marriage, even though he was old," taunted Bella.

"Eh, what do you mean you're old? brother is young, twenty-nine years old, less, good to say old brother," said Megan.

"Yes yes, my younger brother, what age is his marriage? forty years old? or wait for Bella?"

"Wait you?" megan asked in surprise, but her heart dag dig dug.

"Yes, wait for Bella to get married first, then the big sister, will you?"

Meganpun gagapan reply to the words of the sister, he misinterpreted with the sentence waiting for Bella, he thought Bella would be his wife later after he finished college, it turns out Megan wrong.

"Hmm, i-yeah, uh I don't know, brother again waiting for a mate, maybe not yet born, or still leaked."

"The fool was picked up, not waited for! the brother is a boy, so having to look for him is not just waiting, how the hell," protested Bella.

"Yes, you're there take care of yourself, don't get close to men, and don't date! you will be the one who loses. Learn the right so that your value is good, and after graduation can directly lead the papa company in Bandung." Megan reminded her sister.

"Yes, sister" replied Bella

"Yes, my sister used to call, my sister will soon have a meeting" said Megan wanted to end the conversation and Bellapun agreed.

Now, in his office chair, Megan was daydreaming alone, she still felt disappointed, so as not to open her heart to other women, not to be disappointed again, he thought.

But his heart felt something strange to Bella that was not felt in other women who like to seek his attention, until the door was knocked, disperse the daydreams and thoughts of the CEO who had not been lucky in matters of feeling.

And Jefri the assistant appeared, reminding the boss because their coworkers had arrived in the lobby

"Sir, the meeting will start soon, they have been lobbied" Jefri reported, looking down.

Megan stood up from her chair and stepped out dashingly, leaving Megan who had been slightly weakened by her own feelings.

With a firm and firm step, Meganpun headed for the meeting room, which the assistant followed. The female employees were amazed to see the good looks of the boss, so they continued to look until his back disappeared behind the closed door again.

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