(Not) Forbidden Love

30. Bella Diary

"So how's son, from now on you're going to live with Mama right?"

Tamara's questions made all speechless, they were busy with their respective thoughts.

Barnest and Lucia must have felt sadness with Bella staying with Tamara as well as Megan, she also would not be willing if she had to part with Bella again.

As for Bella's dilemma, she doesn't want to part with Barnest and Lucia, but on the other hand, she also wants to feel the affection of her biological mother.

"Mama ngak maksa kog dear, if Bella still wants to stay with Mama and your adoptive Papa, mama ngak will force Bella to stay with mama, mama, but I just asked Bella to go over and over to nengokin Mama" Tamara said smilingly, hiding her sadness at Bella's facial expression, suggesting that she didn't want to leave her old home.

"Ma.., Bella wants to stay with Mama, Bella wants to feel the affection of Mama, although Bella has never lacked the affection of Papa Barnest and Mama Lucia and sister Megan."

Bella's words really make Tamara's heart feel happy.

"really son? thank you dear." Tamara hugged Bella again.

"All Bella's belongings are to be picked up by Jefry or others" Tamara said. Everyone just nodded.

"Let me pack Bella's stuff" Megan said at the end.

Today Bella will live with her mother, while Barnest and Lucia and Megan return to their homes with uncertain feelings.

That day, Bella actually spent her time with Tamara, they surrounded the house, the garden and other places in the house.

Inside Bella's house was so moved, even though it had been a dozen years, but her photos were still neatly displayed in various places on the wall of the house.

While in the garden, Bella sees so many beautiful flowers blooming, it is Tamara's favorite place when alone and misses Bella.

Bella was so enthusiastic, because actually Bella was also very fond of flowers. He came closer and inhaled almost every flower.

"When you're sad and remember you, you're definitely here, because you remember, that Bella really likes flowers, let alone these flowers," point Tamara at a flower that is very beautiful, especially in bloom.

"Maybe they know, the arrival of beautiful girls, so they bloom so as not to lose beautiful." Tamara and Bella finally laugh at Tamara's jokes.

"Mama took care of all this?"

"Yes, Mama is caring, but sometimes also helped by Aunt Tati, she is like a brother to Mama, she also likes to accompany mama if you are sad again."

"Did Bella remember Bi Tati?" Ask Tamara. Bella shook her head at the sign of not remembering.

"It used to be Bi Tati who took care of Bella if Papa and Mama were busy and could not bring Bella, but if not too busy, mama would bring Bella," Tamara explained.

Bella just smiled hearing everything Tamara said. Suddenly he remembered someone.

"Ma... Papa where's the tomb? Bella wants to go there" Bella told her mother.

"Your papa's grave is near the hospital where your mother was treated first, tomorrow we go."

"Yes ma."

"Non.., miss, thank goodness the lady is back, the mistress is so tormented by your farewells," said a man who came running a little, he who had just returned from the market, immediately looking for the whereabouts of Bella after finding out her employer's son had come home, ART earlier told her.

His eyes glazed over Bella, seeing that, Bella reflexively hugged the woman, making the woman surprised by the treatment of her employer's child, but Tamar smiled instead.

"It turns out you're very well educated, son," said Tamara.

"Yes ma." Bella took off her embrace. " Bi, thank you very much, because all this time my aunt has accompanied my mother" Bella smiled.

"Auntie is not at all burdened non, non Bella does not need to thank, because aunt is also very happy to be able to accompany Madam Tamara, she is very good person, aunt lucky to get a master like her." Bi Tati rubbed the corner of her eyes, feeling happy because what her mistress was waiting for was back.

"Non you know, Madam Bella always hopes to meet again with non, day and night in a do'a, alhamdulillaah sincerity do'a a mother granted by ALLAH," said bi Tati, said, now they were sitting in a chair in the garden, and Tamara remained in her wheelchair.

Hearing that, Tamara only smiled, while Bella again felt sad, because surely her mother suffered greatly from parting with her.

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At the Barnest residence, everything seemed to be overwhelmed with sadness, including Megan.

He who was originally so happy because of the arrival of his sister, had to bury the happiness and was forced to replace it with sadness.

"Megan, did your sister's stuff work?" ask Lucia. Because she saw Megan just pensively in the room. And Lucia's arrival revives Megan's daydreams.

"Not yet ma, I'll settle down," said Megan again staring forward after previously turning to her mother.

"Alright, maybe later in the afternoon Bella's goods will be picked up," said Lucia. After that, he came out of his son's room.

"Huh..," Megan let out a long sigh and after that got up from her seat towards Bella's room.

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In Bella's room, Megan packs all Bella's belongings, not all of them, because Lucia forbids bringing everything in so that later if Bella comes to visit, a change of clothes for Bella still exists.

He put things that would have liked Bella, Megan checked all the drawers, who knows there are Bella's valuables or favorite items stored there.

"What's this?" murmured Megan sa'at found something unique.

"Beautiful, like the man." Megan smiled to herself imagining what she said. But it is true, Bella is very beautiful with her thin lips are red, natural color without any polish.

Megan slowly opened the thing. "It turns out diary," he murmured again.

Fadfully opened it, and out of curiosity he read its contents.

"Ah, just a curhatan ABG child," said Megan sa'at she read the existing writing in the beginning and the next few sheets.

There Bella tells the frustration of the brother for making her shy, and also their PDKT event at that time became a mess.

When Bella High School had liked the man at school, the man was an idol at the school, and Bella was very happy to know if the man also liked Bella.

But unfortunately, their relationship must end before it starts because of the act and to the arrogance of the brother, the man no longer dared to approach Bella because of Megan's threat.

"For women, who are so early in the same curhatin book." Although grumbling, Megan still smiled because she imagined the act of threatening the man.

But in the middle part of the book, Megan was a little curious, because there was a picture of the heart there, she read it. And how surprised Megan was to read that.

"What does this mean?"

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