(Not) Forbidden Love

31. Fill Bella's Heart

"What does this mean?"

Megan was surprised after reading Bella's writing, she really did not believe it.

Brother Megan, I saw you today is completely different, not your style or look, but your gaze. I feel like the way you look at me is really different from what you were yesterday, I really see something different from that look, like there is love in your eyes. Is this just my feeling, is it because I have no lover like my friends, or is there really love in your eyes for me?

Hahaha..., maybe I'm just GR, where might Megan's brother love me, right?

That's what Megan read on that page. Megan rubbed her face roughly between annoyance and embarrassment because Bella knew her feelings.

"Is it that clear? I suck, that kind of thing I can't hide" he murmured. Then re-open the other sheet because more curious what has been written Bella.

Megan, you're getting more handsome.

Megan just nodded to read it. That's all the writing on the sheet, and then Megan opens the next page.

Brother, my friend there is a like brother, he said brother is really handsome, he told me to tell brother about his feelings. She wants to be sister's boyfriend, hehehe ma'af yes I did not say the same brother, end I do not like him, he was a mistake. What if I told you about her feelings, Megan likes her, oh no, I wouldn't have a sister-in-law like her. Hehehe ma'af ya sis.

Megan smiled and nodded her head to read it. Back to opening the next page.

I'm jealous to see women look at you, sister, they're like they've just seen a handsome guy for the first time, huh. It feels like I just want their eyes, let them realize with their disgusting look. You must know brother, who will be my sister-in-law he who is able to seize my heart, remember, seize my heart, not seize your heart, brother, because as much as you love that woman, he said, if I don't like her, then I won't let you marry her. Selfish, yes, I am selfish, it is up to me to choose what kind of sister-in-law candidate.

Megan re-created the bells with the words Bella, then opened the next sheet.

Brother, I'm getting weird, aren't I? I feel strange with myself, I am very happy if I have seen big brother, let alone the smile of that big brother, I feel lucky because I can be the one who can always see your smile.

The more the day why my heart thumped when near you, ah.., your sister is really strange huh brother? I hope you never know this.

The next sheet further made Megan curious. Open it and read it.

I began to realize, this feeling had completely changed, I used to love and admire you as my sister, but now I admire you as a man. My feelings have turned into a woman's feelings for a man.

I realized I love you. I'm sorry I can't control this feeling.

I know it's wrong, and it's wrong, but what I can do, being away from you makes me feel tormented, but close to you, my feelings go deeper.

Brother Megan, I don't expect my love story to end beautifully like it did in the movie, I just hope, please let me still love you even in silence.

I will keep it neatly in my heart, so that no one will know about this feeling.

I Love You my brother.

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"Sorry ma'am, where are the items going to be placed?" ask Jefry. Besides, he had lined up some of Bella's suitcases.

Bella and Tamara were watching.

"Taken to my room just mang," said Bella. Jefry immediately brought the suitcase to Bella's room with the help of others.

"Damor...."

"That's ma, Bella's feeling funny, a young man like her Bella called mamang." Bella laughed again followed by Tamara who also laughed.

"According to mom, what did Bella call her?" bella asked, thinking about the right and good call for her mother's bodyguard.

"Call me non, ngak papa really."

Bella is surprised to hear the voice of the person she is talking about, which turns out Jefry is already behind her.

Bella glanced at Tamara "As far as you are, my mom is not a problem" Tamara smiled.

"Yes, really," Bella agreed. "Yes, people who are young and handsome are called mamang."

Bella felt something was wrong with her speech, after realizing it, Bella was embarrassed, reflexively she closed her eyes and face with both palms. While Jefry just smiled at the behavior of his nona.

"I'll excuse you lady and Miss Bella" said Jefry smiling.

"Huh, this kid, since Bella's been here, she likes to smile, usually like someone who doesn't know how to smile," muttered Tamara looking at her bodyguard's attitude today.

"Who ma?" bella asked curiously, but also had guessed who her mother meant because there were only three people she saw always smiling at her. her mother, bi Tati and Jefry, always smiled at her, it is impossible that his mother bi Tati or herself meant, yes it must be the Jefry.

"That's it, Jefry, just smile when you're around." Tamara put on a slightly irritated face making Bella laugh again.

"That's kind of funny, like Bella's upset with Megan's sister again." Bella sesa'at was silent. He remembered his brother.

"What's Megan doing now?"

"You miss your brother?" tamara asked after looking at the child's face.

"No ma, just met, just wanted," elak Bella. Actually he already felt longing for the cold figure, but his cold attitude did not apply if he was with Bella.

"Have a rest, it's night."

"Yes ma, Bella wants to rest first, tired it feels, all day there is no rest, but Bella between the mama and the room first yes," bella then pushed her wheelchair and drove her to the room.

"What's the light to change?"

"Don't love, I'll change mama."

"Alright, Bella's in the room, ma." She then kissed her mother's cheeks and forehead after which she stepped out of Tamara's room.

"What is he now?" he murmured when he was in the room.

"Has all my stuff been brought? is nothing left behind?" he said while taking his things out of the suitcase to be moved.

Bella then put her clothes into the closet and arrange other items according to their place. Then he realized something, it seemed like something was left behind he thought.

"My diary" cried Bella.

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