(Love of Country) For Your Leader

Shaken his Soul

" Bang our son is fine, you know Bang in my dream it's our son."

Dimas just silently looked sad, and slowly Dimas' hand stroked Annisa's cheek.

" Bang our son is still there, right? "

" Our child is gone, you miscarried because Siska bumped into you."

Annisa covered her mouth with both hands, tears came out sounding sobs that were getting louder. Dimas hugged Annisa's body.

Hiks.. hiks...

" Why Annisa didn't just die Bang joined our prospective child hiks.. "

" Don't tell me like that, Brother doesn't want to lose you, with the passing of our son Brother is also very sad."

Hiks. hiks...

" Why should our child Bang, hiks... in the dream our child cries Bang hyks... "

" Ssttt..Our child is happy in heaven, do not be sad continue you should know Shakira waiting for her mama wake up, want to see Shakira no? "

" Shakira" Annisa said.

" Yes Shakira." Answer Dimas.

Annisa was like a confused person then rubbed her stomach and smiled towards Dimas.

" Our son did not die Bang, so the one in the stomach was out. "

Dimas stared at Annisa's astonishment and smiled sadly, Dimas hugging Annisa's body.

" You're going to meet Shakira."

" Want to Bang."

******

Aaaarrrrrkkkhhh

Siska pounded an unbearable pain, squeezing her excruciatingly sick stomach.

" Doctor...please...!!! "

" Mommy has to be curettage, I miscarried." Said the Doctor who handled Siska.

" What Doc, am I miscarrying?? "

" Yes ma'am, the mother's baby can't be saved."

" No Doc, hiks... hiks.. no Doctor, my son still has a hyx.. "

Surya who received news from the Police that Siska was admitted to the hospital because of a fight directly headed to the hospital.

Siska was lying weakly with an intravenous needle stuck in her hand.

" Sury our son hiks... " Siska grabbed the hand of Surya who was standing beside her.

" Our son is no more." Surya Saying.

" He killed our son, hiks.. "

" What is this karma for you Siska now you feel how to lose a child, now you feel what happened to Annisa."

" Hiks.. hiks.. hiks.. sorry I'm hiks... hiks."

" Sorry Siska, now that I have no responsibility, our son is gone, Excuse me." Surya said, Siska died.

" Don't go Surya, I beg you only one - the one that I have. Mommy I don't want to see Me again, she's ashamed."

" I'm sorry Siska I left because we had no ties.. "

" Sury....!!! "

*****

Shakira hugging Annisa's body, Shakira is very happy to see her mamah is awake.

Annisa continues to hug Shakira's body, on the stroke of her little daughter's back, but Annisa lets go of her embrace.

" Bang our child is a boy, not a girl so our child is dead yes, hiks... in the stomach of Annisa is no longer there Bang hyks.. "

Shakira rewinds her body and hugs Dimas tightly.

" Why papah mama? "

****

The doctor examined Annisa's condition, then looked towards Dimas.

" The Father's wife has pain in her psyche because what she experienced was very heavy stress. Moreover, he got the news that shook his psyche, he would only remember on the matter of severity alone and what was the last thing he woke up and still remembered his dream, especially because a very hard impact on his head made his nerves problematic.

" So how's Doc? "

" He must be treated in a mental hospital.'

" My wife isn't crazy Doc, I'm going to take care of her myself It's wrong I started her so stressed. I beg you not to take care of him in a mental hospital."

" He will remember the child who is gone, and will cry or scream when he remembers how he lost his child"

" I'll take care of my own wife."

" All right, but under our supervision and routine checks on her condition."

******

Annisa rubbed her stomach and occasionally smiled then suddenly cried, and looked towards Dimas.

Hiks. hiks..

" Our son doesn't exist, Bang?"

Hiks. hiks...

" Don't be sad, there will be a brother with Shakira, later we make again yes for his sister's candidate shakira." Say Dimas while rubbing Annisa's hair.

" No, Annisa does not want to live Annisa never happy hiks.. Annisa's tired of the love of trials."

Dimas stroked back Annisa's hair, and wiped his wife's tears.

" I'm sorry your husband, made you like this. Brother apologized at the beginning of our problems you were alone until you became like this."

Hiks.. hiks...

" Why do you go alone stay mamah son, mamah sad mamah tired."

*****

Annisa sits leaning against the headboard, gazing at Shakira, smiling but Shakira is frightened and prefers to hide behind.

" Shakira don't be afraid, that's my dear." Dimas.

" Shakira is afraid, mamah doesn't remember Shakira just remembering the same baby bride." Shakira.

" Mamah is sick, Mamah will not harm Shakira."

" You're still my son, right? " Task Annisa.

Shakira nodded her head, and Annisa smiled and stretched out her two hands.

" My son is still there, I'm not alone." Annisa.

" This is our first child, you take care of it yourself until you grow up. Don't you remember, she's pretty like her mom, her face looks the same as her Papah."

" The child I'm hiding, the child I'm afraid of isn't recognized by the jerk who threw me away like shit."

Annisa stared intently at Dimas, and Dimas tightened his arms.

" Do you only remember things that make you sad, do you only remember about that . Are you so heavy a problem that you're like this Annisa, as if your psyche is shaken and just remember the outline of the problem that keeps you from crying."

Hiks. hiks..

" Why my life is not happy continues, hiks. hiks. has always been tormented and now my son passed away... "