(Love of Country) For Your Leader

Between Feelings and Reality

" Lagian Abang asked - ask my heart problem to Bang Arka how. Now I ask you Brother, is it still dear and the same taste of Siska."

" Yes obviously the same, what do you want?"

" It's okay, I'm just asking."

" Arka corruptor, will you remain loyal to Arka? "

Annisa looked at Dimas with a sharp look, and Dimas seemed to want an honest answer from Annisa's mouth.

" Just Bang Arka loved Me, when I was fragile Bang Arka was present carrying Love, although he was corrupt but his heart was good, he was never rude attention even once. He always treated me gently."

Dimas was silent and kept staring at Annisa, he was never gentle and treated Annisa harshly.

" What are those words for Brother?"

" I will never forget that beautiful first night, I was honestly lulled despite Abang's rough play, then after satisfied Brother threw Me out. I asked Brother, now that we are divorced, Brother feels lost no, there is only regret that you often say to Annisa."

Dimas was silent as Annisa's words cornered her, and stared intently at Annisa.

" If you tell me honestly what do you want?"

" Do not want anything, but it is not discussed I already know we are the same - just as relieved, I am happy with the current partner, Brother is also the same."

*****

" Arka, did not you transfer much to the account of Mother." Say Mother Septi when you see the M - Banking notification.

" That's enough for your savings."

" More than enough."

" Well, what kind of money are you doing, you have a side? "

" Mother just enjoy it, I get money from where it doesn't matter."

" Yes I believe, the important thing is not illegal money."

" When it's in the hands of Mother, the haram becomes fragrant."

*******

" It's a Barbie doll baby." Said Arka while guiding Shakira's hand to feel the doll that Arka bought.

" It must be pretty." Shakira said as she touched the face of her Barbie doll.

" It's beautiful like Shakira."

" The hell time? "

" Dear, she's as pretty as Shakira."

Annisa looked at the two who looked familiar, Arka who loved Shakira, as well as Shakira was very fond of Arka.

" Why do you keep looking like that anyway Yank?" Ask Arka.

" It's good to see you guys familiar like that." Answer Annisa.

" Have your idiom passed, do we set the date of our marriage? "

Annisa smiled towards Arka, and clasped Arka's hand by looking fixed in the eyes of her future husband.

" I want on the wedding day Shakira can already see Bang, can be happy. We'll wait until we get an eye donor that's suitable for Shakira."

" Good darling, Brother also while looking - look, Brother will find an eye donor for Shakira, even abroad. "

" Thank you dear."

*******

Annisa was present at the meeting held by Patra Village Chief, attended also by Dimas who at that time Dimas was speaking in the middle of the meeting.

Annisa looked at Dimas who was talking, Annisa's gaze was very proud to see her ex-husband. The look in Annisa's eyes could not be separated from the look in Mr. Bowo's eyes, which stared at Dimas.

" That's just a briefing from me, thank you." Say Dimas .

Dimas walked towards Mr. Bowo, and sat beside him in a position in the middle - the middle of the border between Annisa and Mr. Bowo.

****

" Mrs Annisa can talk for a minute four-eyes?"

" What's wrong, sir, I'm sorry to talk here." Annisa

" Why do you seem to shy away from me, don't you like me?" Said Mr. Bowo.

" What a Corruptor like Young Camat is."

Annisa looked towards Mr. Bowo and then smiled sinisterly towards him.

" If Bang Arka is a corruptor, then Mr. Bowo is not a criminal who is still freely wandering but taking refuge under the armpits of the corruptor." Annisa left Mr. Bowo who clenched her hands together.

As Dimas was about to board his bike Annisa held Dimas back, and made Dimas surprised.

" I'm in the Bang, buy me some chocolate."

Dimas nodded slowly, and Annisa immediately sat on the Dimas motorbike, the incident was not separated from the sharp gaze of Mr. Bowo.

" What's your car?"

" easy."

The motor drove to a mini market, during the trip only Annisa him by folding both hands in the chest.

" How much chocolate do you want?" Ask Dimas when he arrived in front of the mini market.

" It's up to you, I'm stressed again." Answer Annisa.

After a few minutes of chocolate, Dimas handed Annisa a bag of crackles.

" Where are you going now? "

" Want to see the view from the top of the hill."

" Okay, the steep streets are holding ya." Said Dimas but ignored by Annisa.

*****

Annisa ate her chocolate until it was exhausted 4 chocolate bars, which layered cashew nuts inside her.

" Easy? " Task Dimas.

" Easy.' Answer Annisa.

" Not fat?"

" Braisely fat."

Dimas laughed when he heard Annisa's words, and looked at his ex-wife who was eating her favorite chocolate.

" Why are you? "

" It's true that Mr. Bowo, Arka was corrupt and he knew, and Arka wanted to marry me immediately, but I was afraid when she was happy she would leave me."

Hiks.. hiks...

Annisa was crying - so Dimas, who saw her, pulled her shoulder, leaning her head against Dimas' chest.

" Cry here no one, think I'm a statue."

Hiks.. hiks...

" Why should the Arch of Bang be involved hiks.. "

" Arka may be a khilaf but you once said she was very considerate and affectionate with you, do you now feel will lose her, means you really love her."

Annisa hugged Dimas' body with reflexes, her tears breaking with a dunk in Dimas' chest.

" Can't I be happy Bang, enough I'm hurt by Brother already very sick Bang, I want to always be loved, I want to be loved, in love every day is not to enjoy happy days for a matter of time."

Hiks.. hiks...

" I'm sorry, brother, if it makes you like this. Brother's sorry."

Dimas cradled the body of Annisa who was still crying, Dimas also felt so guilty about himself first to make Annisa feel afraid to love and just want to be loved for now."

****

" I wonder why Aldo and Jhoni could be lost? "

" I don't know Boss, they just disappear."

" You guys didn't investigate into the police station, maybe they got caught."

Mr. Bowo stared at Arka, and Arka smiled cynically at his men.

" Slow brain, should think to Sana." Arka.