(Love of Country) For Your Leader

Only you

Dimas cradled Annisa's body, felt sobbing Annisa's cry that had subsided a little and was calm Dimas still continued to hug by wiping his back.

" You'll I'll be her one-on-one woman, sorry for your so great Love towards Me, my, make you tormented because I did not repay you but left the burden of life that you bear alone." Dimas.

" I want him not in the stomach." Annisa

" Sstt. Don't say that again." Dimas dipped the head of Annisa.

Dimas's heart was so guilty of what happened to Annisa that it made him very unwilling to have a child.

" Don't repeat those words again." Say Dimas back.

*****

Dimas laid Annisa on the bed, blank eyes and continued to fumble. Unable to see what happened to Annisa Dimas cried in front of Annisa and continued to say the word repeated.

" I'm sorry Annisa, I'm sorry that you've been like this all along. You're suffering because of me, forgive Annisa."

Hiks.. hiks...

" Brother promise, you will make up for all these mistakes, brother beg you not to be like this dear." Dimas kissed the back of Annisa's hand.

*****

" Where are you, after the new Reception. What are you hiding from me? " Tanya Siska as Dimas returns to his house.

" Siska sorry it's all my fault. But I apologize to you, if I hurt a woman's heart all this time in my life."

" You mean what yank? " Tanya Siska and Dimas took a deep breath.

" Anisa's pregnant with my son." Answer Dimas.

"What..!!! " Siskah said

" Anisa's pregnant with my child, we did it when we weren't married, and because of something we had to do that relationship."

" No way, you must be lying. Even if Annisa's pregnant, it's not your child."

" That's my son, and I'm sure because Annisa just did it to me."

" You want what responsibility to marry him, so it's a second wife, sorry I don't want to share love."

" We're divorced."

" Divorce, just for the sake of the woman who ruined your relationship willingly died me."

" She is not a relationship-destroying woman, our union because we are united. I used to hate him but now I love him."

" It's not fair Dimas, it's not fair I'm not willing." Siska said in a high tone.

" I'm sorry about me."

" I have to give you the same calculation as Annisa." Said Siska immediately leaving Dimas and Dimas immediately pulled Siska's hand to stop his steps.

" Never touch Annisa, if you touch her, it means you're dealing with me."

" Oh so now really protect that actor, it's good I'm going to spread this news that Camat Patra is an actor."

" Anisa's stressed, she needs a Psychologist. Annisa tried to remove the contents but was saved. She was like this because of me, allow me to marry her and make amends for me all along. Allow me to accompany her while pregnant until our child grows."

" Bastard bastard. " Siska said while hitting Dimas' chest.

" I'm sorry about me."

" Don't be like you Siska."

*******

" Mamah why crying continues, Shakira accompanies mamah. If Mamah is sad for the baby's sister."

Annisa looked at Shakira, her cries broke again, and then cupped both of Shakira's cheeks.

" When you grow up, look for a man who loves you don't look for a man who doesn't love you to make a life partner. Enough Mamah Saja who was injured because of Love, Mamah was wrong to fall in Love, the cry that every night you hear is all the heavy burden that you feel right. Mamah pura - pura is strong, but this heart is fragile. Don't be like Mom who just separates other people's relationships."

" Mom isn't a bad person." Shakira then hugged Annisa's body.

Dimas was leaning behind the door when what he heard, his heart was deeply regretful and filled with guilt.

*****

" Eat first yes, let the baby's future dede healthy."

Annisa shook her head, and just turned her back to Dimas.

" Eat, you must be in his stomach. Poor our son."

" Siska knows Bang? " Task Annisa.

" Already, Brother asked her permission to marry you." Answer Dimas.

" Until this child is born Only Bang, after that I will go forever, or Brother does not mind also I'm okay because I've been used to bear it myself."

" What did you say, I'll never divorce you forever."

" Pity Siska she's Bang Dimas' first love, not mine."

" You are true love, though not the first."

" If this kid didn't exist, it probably wouldn't be like this. Once third person, I'm still third person."

" Sister promises to make you smile again, I promise to make you like you used to."

" I'm tired Bang, I'm tired, it's better not to be born in the world, I don't want a second child to be born like Shakira. The taste if you remember, when pregnant with Shakira I resist the dizziness and nausea, I make it so that it can not be seen if I am pregnant. A self-mortification, but for the sake of this child still born into the world because if I was honest then I was afraid there must be rejection from Abang."

" I'm sorry, I'm sorry for all your mistakes. You want to marry your brother, we go back to what we used to be, we're the same - we raised Shakira and our second child."

Annisa turned her body and faced Dimas who was sitting on the side of the bed.

" Will Bang Dimas one day choose to live to age who will?"

" Sister wants to age with you dear, Love Brother with you and Siska is very different, whether this was the karma that once rejected your Love, now you do not want to lose you. Brother said once again we are married, even though our marriage is not as luxurious or not as beautiful as the marriage that everyone dreams of." Say Dimas by holding Annisa's hand.

" Brother promised I would be the one woman? "

" Sister promises, Brother wants you to accompany the rest of your life. So do not you ever hurt our child again, he deserves to be born into this world, who deserves the law is the man who is now in front of your eyes."

" I'm not an actor, I'm not a third person."

" Yes you're not an actor, you're not the third person so don't keep your mouth talking like that."

Annisa smiled and looked at Dimas with glassy eyes.

" So Annisa's not the third person, and Annisa's not the actor." Annisa keeps saying it back over and over again.