(Love of Country) For Your Leader

A Feel

Aaaarrrrrggghh

Dimas screamed inside his Car by hitting the steering wheel, then rubbing his face violently.

" Why God, I'm like this."

Red eyes hold tightness in the chest makes his breath up and down uncharacteristically, with the heart still sore Dimas filed his car died parking the Religious Court.

Dreeet..

Calls from Siska Dimas ignored, since then Siska tried to contact Dimas but not also Dimas raised it.

****

" Ish. Where the hell it's never been lifted." Siska said annoyedly.

Siska then remembered with Annisa, who turned out that Dimas had been hiding the identity of his wife.

" It turns out to be close too, deserved since the beginning of the meeting seemed different it was Annisa who had been her ex-wife. I did not expect Camat the woman who had been living with full theatrics was you Annisa.

*******

Haha...

" With Bowo playing, the scene is clearly splashy it turns out their relationship is not good." Mr. Bowo laughed triumphantly.

" Happy Boss, one more step Boss can get that pretty Camat." Faiq said Mr. Bowo's men.

" I didn't expect them to be so close, but they actually had a problem. Very good acting you two.

*******

Riana's mother looked at the face of Annisa who was wiping her body, a very perfect woman in her eyes now no longer as the daughter-in-law of the Regent's family.

" Can Mommy always think of you as a child not a daughter-in-law even though there is no bond?" Said Mother Riana slowly.

" May Bund, during her Mother may consider Annisa as the child of Mother, for Annisa Mommy is like Annisa's own mother." Annisa said with a smile.

" Why can you live with this charade for 5 years, your heart is made of what honey, must be as strong as you all people do not know you are actually fragile."

" The more fragile Annisa is, the more powerful Annisa is, after which Annisa decides not to love, the better to love. Loving is so painful, indeed Annisa is not a perfect woman until whenever Annisa can never be loved."

" I'm sorry about Dimas, and I'm sorry about Mommy. If you hadn't forced you to get married, it wouldn't have been like this."

" Already Mother, do not blame yourself Mother continues, maybe it has been her way like this."

" Do you not want to refer? " Ask Riana's mother who is always hopeful.

" No Mother, Annisa's already too sick." Answer Annisa.

" I'm going to make amends I've been through all this time, somehow it can feel so very heavy." Said Dimas who was behind the bathroom door when he saw Annisa with Riana's mother.

*******

" Arka, see if the public already knows your relationship, you are even in the corner as a banker, Mother does not accept, Mother will invite Journalists also want to clarify this matter." Saying Mother Septi.

" Mommy, Dimas has clarified that I am not a player. Already Mother do not interfere, they have clarification is also enough." Arka.

" But Dimas, you know your photo has been circulating in the media, your name is ugly now."

" Already Mother, it will be dim by itself."

" What do you have after this?"

*******

" Anisa are you sure this is the end of your story with Dimas? "

" Yes Ma'am I'm sure."

" You don't want to show Shakira to Dimas, no matter what the Dimas Papah is, and it's still her responsibility."

" I was still able to finance Shakira until college later, now I just focus on her two eyes, and realize her dream of seeing the sunrise." Annisa said with a smile.

******

" Thank God, how can I help you?"

" I'm just saying hello, it turns out you're my girlfriend's ex-wife."

" Thank you for the greeting."

" I think if I were you, maybe you'd run away from the past why until now you're still with Dimas, until my relationship with him is hanging."

" Not yesterday Dimas has submitted his file to the Religious Court, so don't worry about hanging. We'll break up soon and there's no bond."

" Good then, I'll calm down for now and beyond."

" I wish you good luck until the guarantee."

" Thank you. "

*******

" Has it been handed over?"

" Already, Bang Dimas is advancing."

" I'm sorry, I'm Bang so Brother in the eyes of the public called pebinor, but it's not like that." Annisa said back.

" Don't talk about it, they don't know what the reality is." Arka.

" Are you all done getting married to your brother?"

" Want Bang, Annisa Wants to be Brother's wife."

Arka pulls Annisa in her arms, and kisses her head bud.

" A moment like this dear that you wait, hopefully smoothly until the day H."

******

" I'm still disappointed with you, I still can't figure out what you did to Annisa. It must have been that time Annisa was very injured, let alone you do it forcibly and then just throw it away." Said Mr. Ibrahim accompanied by Bagas and Dito who sat in the family room.

" Dimas will make up for all of Dimas' mistakes."

" Eh Dimas, make amends for that long ago when you regretted after knowing the facts are not his now." Said Dito who was still upset.

" I'm sorry I'm Bang, I'm a jerk who's already hurt a good woman like Annisa."

" Dimas, Annisa's been sincere in love with you, but because your nature makes you hate Annisa even until you get married and live with the charade you never feel a little like Annisa. But make no mistake about the time, if you are right to part you will have a sense of loss in your life." Say Bagas.

******

" Mommy is here again? " Tanya Shakira's.

" It's like a couple of days living here used to love you." Answer Annisa.

" Asik Mamah will be with Shakira." Shakira said happily.

" Mamah wants to spend time with you baby, only you can make mamah smile."

" Mamah knows not, Shakira wants to see Mamah smile, Shakira does not know that Mamah is crying because Shakira cannot see. Shakira knew Mamah must be sad, because Shakira had heard Mamah deliriously while crying a lot of sorry words that were always said by Mamah."

" ah.. You're fine, baby, it's just a sleeping flower." Annisa said evasively.

" No Mama, every sleep must be like that Mama."

Annisa only smiled, and not once did even Dimas ever hear her.

" Mommy may dream when you see something in Mata mamah, you will know Mamah Baper an."

" Mamah must be sad because Papah Shakira's birth never saw Shakira, only Papah Arka who always love attention."

" Why are you talking like that? "