(Love of Country) For Your Leader
Losing For Forever
Annisa after getting news from Mother Septi went straight to the hospital that was delivered by Dimas, where Mother Septi was crying when she saw Arka who was lying weakly with a breathing aid.
Annisa shed her tears, her hands reaching for Arka's hands that already looked pale.
" Bang Arka, this is Annisa Bang wake up."
Annisa stroked the face of Arka who was still faithfully closing her eyes, Dimas who was standing behind Annisa just looked silently.
Hiks. hiks...
" This brother Annisa Bang, said Mother Abang wanted to meet with Annisa, now Annisa is here, Bang Arka woke up."
Arka's hand fingers moved, and Annisa smiled and rubbed the back of Arka's hand.
" Bang."
Arka's eyes opened and looked at Annisa who was near her side, a smile on Arka's lips.
" Annes."
" Yes Bang."
Arka smiled and raised her hand to grab Annisa's pretty face.
" You've come." Arka.
Annisa cries when she sees Arka's condition is sick, immediately Arka rubbed Annisa's tears.
" Don't cry, your beauty will be gone."
Hiks.. hiks...
" Sister why never say if you are sick, why do you never complain about the situation of Abang with Annisa... "
" Sister does not want you to think Brother, pity your child. My brother will be fine, and soon the pain will go away. Before it's all over you want to see you."
Hiks.. hiks....
" Sister do not talk like that, Bang Arka will always see the face of Annisa, and Annisa will always look at Abang, hiks... and Bang Arka should know Shakira is very affectionate with Abang hiks... hiks... next month he will go to school, Bang Arka should see Shakira wearing Uniform."
Hiks.. hiks...
Dimas also saw it, and preferred to leave Annisa and Arka, although the heart was painful.
" I'm sorry for your mistake, sorry for everything."
" Sister never has faults, Brother is a good man for Annisa and Shakira."
" Sister loves you Annisa, you are your true love, thank you for being the most beautiful woman in your life."
" Anisa is also the same Bang, Annisa love the same Brother sorry Annisa if it has to end everything."
" It's all because of Brother."
" It's Yes Bang don't talk like that anymore, now you need to get well."
" Sister is bad, who only wants today to see your face, your smile, and accompany for today you accompany Brother to sleep."
Hiks. hiks...
" Anisa will accompany Brother to sleep, Annisa today will accompany Brother."
" So, you ask not to let go of this hand until you fall asleep."
" Yes Bang, Annisa will hold onto Brother's hand."
Arka smiled at Annisa, and tried to caress Annisa's face, and lastly rubbed Annisa's lips that were shaking from crying.
" Smile."
Annisa smiled, and Arka smiled looking happy face looking at the woman she loved so much.
" Sister has seen it, now Brother wants to sleep. Thank you, brother loves you, I love you." Said Arka and her eyes closed with her hand still holding Annisa's hand.
" I love you too Bang."
Hiks. hiks...
Mother Septi and Dimas saw from outside the scene they saw, septi's mother's tears broke when she saw Arka's state and remembered what the Doctor said that Arka was diagnosed with stage 4 blood cancer.
Annisa looked at Arka's slumbering face seen behind the oxygen mask that was attached to look a little smiley and the face that looked pale turned bright.
The Arka body that Annisa felt cooled down a little and the breath that looked a little sounded weaker and weaker.
Hiks.. hiks...
Annisa's left hand rubbed her forehead, and Annisa approached Arka's right ear.
" Anisa sincerely releases Abang as Abang releases Annisa, Bang's good-bye until he meets again in the life to come." Annisa's whisper in Arka's ear.
" La ilaha ilallah."
Annisa then kisses Arka's forehead and feels Arka's hand grip off.
Tiiiiitt
Hiks.. hiks...
" Sister....!!! "
Hiks.. hiks...
Mother Septi and Dimas entered the nursery upon hearing Annisa's screams. Septi's mother hugged Arka's body, knowing the ECG screen showed a straight image.
" Inalilahi wa inalilahi rojiun." Dimas.
Hiks. hiks...
" Sister...!! "
Dimas hugged Annisa's body from behind, Dimas also felt that Annisa felt the loss of Arka man who for 4 years accompanied him, replacing his position until Shakira was very fond of Arka.
Annisa fainted in Dimas' arms and immediately lay down on the long sofa.
*****
When she woke up Annisa was already in the nursery, Dimas looked panicked sitting next to Annisa.
" Bang Arka Bang ." Annisa's soft talk.
" The body of Arka sedah in the care of soon will go to the funeral home. Shakira's been told through Mother Wita, they'll meet at the funeral home." Dimas.
Annisa also woke up and helped by Dimas, now her gaze was against each other.
" Bang, Annisa just felt someone love Annisa sincerely, so it was Annisa's true love. Annisa accompanied her until the last second."
Hix... hiks...
" Anisa now feels the loss of her Bang hiks... "
Dimas hugged Annisa's body, his heart was so very sick and tried to pull over anyway it was natural to feel the loss because Arka had always been there for Annisa and Shakira.
" You can feel what you feel too."
******
Hiks.. hiks...
" Papah..!!! "
Shakira cries in Annisa's arms when she sees Arka's body wrapped in the Shroud.
" That's why Mah hiks... "
" Papah no longer feels pain dear, God is more affectionate with Papah, now Papah his place in heaven."
" What is hiks. hiks.. Shakira will meet Papah someday? "
" God willing, dear God, God willing, we will definitely meet Papah again there."
Annisa cries while hugging Shakira's body, as well as Shakira who cries to see the body of Arka who has been wrapped in the Shroud.
Dimas takes over Shakira who is hugging her mamah body, Shakira is growing weepy as she is hugged by Dimas.
" Shakira must be sincere, son, Papah Arka is happy there."
Hiks.. hiks...
" Shakira can no longer see Papah Arka pah hiks.. "
" Shakira knows, if the Arka Papah is still around us, Papah Arka is very close to Shakira."
Shakira looked at Dimas' face as if she wanted to know what his Papah said.
" Where is Pah? "
" In Shakira's heart, Papah Arka will always be in Shakira's heart."
