
Everything that happened and happened to his life was like a nightmare in the middle of a hole. In just an instant, Nathan has managed to disappear from his originally beautiful life.
Aster tries to get through his days by continuing to look for the whereabouts of his handsome husband, but the results are always nil. Aster still found no trace and the whereabouts of Nathan until this moment. It's been almost two months.
Because I didn't find any leads. In the end, Aster is forced to become increasingly accustomed to living without Nathan by his side, even though it is very hard to do, but Aster still tries to get through it.
"Aster, I love you."
Like a magic, the sentence seemed to be a medicine of his solitude for weeks.
Each time before going to bed, Aster would write a sentence about Nathan as an expression of his longing. Yeah, one sentence about that guy every night.
Aster had already written the 90th sentence, which meant that it had been that long for Nathan to leave him alone.90 days, or maybe more.
The originally cheerful Aster slowly turned into a quiet and cold figure, not as cheerful as it once was. Often he cried expressionlessly to the point of making everyone worry.
Aster kept it that way, he shut himself off from the outside world. Like the moon that lost its light, Aster also felt his life was increasingly meaningless. Why would he continue to live in the shadow of false hope like this?
There's no point in dismissing the fact that Nathan is no longer in the world, and Aster is beginning to realize that.
Maybe this is the reason why everyone hides the facts from him, because until now Aster will not be able to be abandoned by Nathan.
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The more days Nathan's condition has improved. Despite having experienced coma and paralysis in both legs due to the incident 3 months ago. But now he's fine.
BRAKKKIS....
"THE BOSS!!"
Almost Nathan had an impromptu heart attack because of Leon. The man opened Nathan's door impatiently and shouted loudly. Luckily, Nathan has no history of heart disease.
"Are you tired of living?" Nathan was half upset.
"Sorry, Boss. There's something important I need to tell you. And this is about miss!!"
"Aster?" Leon nodded. "What's wrong with her? She's okay, isn't she? Did something bad happen to her as long as I wasn't around?"
Leon shakes. "Not that, Boss. Miss, Miss, she's in town!!"
"Aster in this town?" Leon nodded. "You're not kidding me!!"
"I'm telling you the truth, Boss. When I tried to chase him, I lost track of him."
"Honestly, one week after the incident. I saw someone who looked like Miss coming out of a nightclub, she looked really messed up. At that time I saw him in the butt of a man whose posture resembled Cris Hyung, but I thought I just saw it wrong."
Without paying attention to Leon. Nathan just left. Not to forget he was carrying his warm black coat. The air outside is quite cold, considering that this month has entered early autumn.
"Aster, are you really in town? Wait for Uncle, honey. Uncle will definitely find you soon!!"
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"Na-Nathan?!"
Cris is about to have an impromptu heart attack when Nathan suddenly appears and stands in front of him. Between believing and not believing with the figure in front of him.
Nathan looked fine despite the scars on some parts of his body, and did not miss a black-robed object attached and closed his right eye.
"Nathan, is this really you? Ja-so you're still alive? Then if you're still alive, why don't you tell us at all?" Cris looked at Nathan with teary eyes.
"long story. And I can't tell you right now. This is not the time to be surprised. Where is Aster? You came here with him, didn't you?"
"You better sit down first. There's something you should know about Aster."
Nathan also according. He was very curious about what Cris would tell him. Is this about Aster? Is she okay? Nathan kept wondering.
"Just get to the point!!" Nathan interrupted quickly.
"Aster, she's had another miscarriage. A month ago. The content was too weak, and was replaced again with an inner pressure and the intense shock he experienced made his physical condition very weak."
"He thinks you're really gone, and that's a huge blow to Aster. He's completely ruined. Aster until unconscious for two days after knowing your luxury mansion~ in this city has been flattened into land."
Nathan's body immediately went limp after knowing this. Aster back miscarriages? My God, what more ordeal should you give us? Nathan screamed in his heart.
"Then where is he now? I want to meet him."
"He was resting in the room. Go and meet him. And one more thing, keep the miscarriage a secret from her. I don't want her to know if she's miscarried again."
"I understand."
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Cklek...
Nathan opened the white-painted door slowly. The door opened, and it was the beautiful figure lying sideways that was first caught by her left eye.
His eyelids are open. But his view is empty. Nathan didn't find a life out of that pair of eyes.
With a definite step Nathan approached Aster who still seems not aware of his arrival. Nathan knelt down beside Aster lying down. His big fingers rubbed the long strands of unraveling Aster.
"Darling, I'm back." Nathan whispered half a whisper.
Aster closed his eyes and cried."Please don't play me like this again. I know Uncle Nathan is Godless, I'm trying to toughen it up and let it go." Aster thinks Nathan in front of him is only his shadow and hallucination.
Nathan closed his left eye. Tears rolled down from his mouth. "Aster, look at Uncle carefully, this is Uncle, really Uncle."
Doubtful Aster raised his hand and aimed at Nathan's face. Touchable, Aster smothers his mouth in disbelief. The woman got up and immediately lunged at Nathan's body.
"Uncle!!"
The two of them fell on the floor because Nathan lost his balance. He had already predicted Aster's reaction, but his physique was not that strong yet. Moreover, both of his legs that had experienced semi-paralysis had just recovered.
"Hiks, I think I've lost Uncle. I thought Uncle had left me forever. Does Uncle know how tormented I was during these three months."
Nathan felt Aster's body tremble violently. His fingers gripped his clothes firmly. Nathan closed his eyes.
"I'm sorry Uncle, Aster. Uncle's really sorry." It was full of regrets.
Aster shakes. Aster looked at Nathan's face with some scars that almost disappeared with sadness. He had no idea what had happened to Nathan and how he had survived to this point.
"I don't want to talk about anything right now. Let me hold you all night. I miss you, I miss you so much!!"
"I miss you too, Uncle." Said Aster.
Nathan catches Aster's face then briefly kisses his lips. "Then let's go to bed." Aster nodded. Nathan took off his black coat and lay down next to Aster facing each other.
Nathan hides Aster's face on the chest of his field hidden behind his black shirt. Nathan's left eye slowly closed, he wouldn't have been enough if he had only once thanked God.
Nathan did not expect that he would live to this very moment, having wrestled with a death that almost took his life.
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Seriate.