ZIA (NOT AN ILLEGITIMATE CHILD)

part 4's

Mela what is it, why is it like this sampi asked sindi with a question mark expression looking at the state of Mela is very chaotic...

Mela curled up at the ripening of the rice fields belonging to her father sindi, her shoulders shaking up and down.

Mel... pengggil sindi shirih while smoking to align his position with Mela. "you why this is Mel, don't make me afraid Mel"

Mela raised her head staring softly at Sindi..

"sin I'm dirty sin, I'm a disgrace, I shouldn't be here. I've made the villagers here ashamed, already defiled the family name"

"The villagers say I brought an illegitimate child...

my son is not an illegitimate son, he is not wrong anything. I am the one who has sinned but why my son who bore it.

I am a useless human being, I have no right to live anymore sin. I want to m*t* only.

my life has only made the people I love suffer"

mela's shoulders shook even more this time until it roared uncontrollably.

sindi just quietly let Mela let go of all the problems that were suffocating her chest.

"crying is mel out everything here, but promise me that after this you will rise again for your family, for zia's sake"

after almost an hour of waiting, she finally calmed down.

sindi who had gone to take a drink came to give a drink to Mela. after almost an hour of crying, of course, Mela's throat will feel dry

"this Mel drink" said Mela while thrusting the water to Mela. and in Accept Mela then straightened out the white water one glass that was sindi gave.

Mela just nodded her head her gaze straight ahead staring at the expanse of rice fields that were very green soothing the eyes of every one who looked at her.

"the next time you have a problem don't tell me you want to die, horrified to know!!

there's still a zia you have to raise so don't give up"

Mela just exhaled slowly.

"what is Mel?

why are you so fucked up?

this desperate to die?"

tanya sindi streak

Mela turned her head towards Sindi then looked straight at the green rice field.

"when I bought milk for zia in the shop I met the group of bu nani and other mothers

they said that if I was dirty, I made the name of this village broken, I should have been kicked out of this village carrying zia and more painful they said zia an illegitimate child"mela said limp at the end of her sentence.

if I am the moons of the villagers here is okay sin I can accept, indeed I have made a mistake have committed a big sin. but if for zia I really can't accept it, even if the people here want to blaspheme me, he said, I will definitely be quiet and Accept but when my son who is the subject of the mockery of color here frankly to death I will not accept. I did make a mistake and I deserve to be insulted, so I'll just shut up and accept everything.

"yes Mel, you are patient first yes as long as you want to change everything will pass now is the process. you don't think about the words of the mothers but now you have to focus equally zia understand right"

"oh yes Mel was said to buy milk for zia continue as wide as her milk"?!