ZIA (NOT AN ILLEGITIMATE CHILD)

part 2 is not as beautiful as many

over time my relationship with Adit further and even too far until I forget the limit that I have to keep between a man who already has a husband with another man. and the name of the forbidden relationship even though it is hidden still smelled as loud and as smart as anything we hide it still leaves a trace. my husband's family slowly began to suspect there was something between me and Adit because of the intense sight of our togetherness, my husband who usually does not care even want to care about my business is now starting to fuss about knowing this and that's the daily activities even now my husband no longer allows Adit to help me. whereas once when I did not want to trouble Adit over all my affairs it was my husband who always advised me to accept all the help of Adit. even for shopping for stalls, my husband never hesitate to suggest that Adit take me when the time taken is very far to get to the destination where I shop will even take a long time in the market remembers a lot of what I had to buy, when my husband only played games at home but he still never wanted to exchange his pleasure by sharing his distress with me. even he himself gives me the freedom and adit go together, because according to Wanda my husband Adit is a good cousin and can be relied on at any time without thinking about how I feel. over time this became my habit and need.

after being discovered, Adit and I had to keep our distance because we both thought that this relationship in the future there will be a family relationship that we will destroy because his mother is adit and Wanda is a sibling on the other hand, Wanda and I have a child that we have to think about her future.

but all did not last long Wanda's nature never changed Wanda even more became not only play Wanda women also often hit if angry this makes me more fed up with Wanda's treatment especially when Wanda has been fired from her office, Wanda is often ignited emotions.

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Mel now I no longer care how my family thinks, I feel sorry for you Mel said adit in a boarding room. I promise I'll get you out of trouble with wanda soon I'll marry you I promise.

The words are like the wind of heaven for mela, she who has just escaped from her husband's Wanda house. The decision is unanimous will be to separate from Wanda and end this unhealthy relationship. and hope to soon tie his relationship with his beloved man adit.

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zia ku crying in the swing immediately I hold, zia I don't know what in nature since the moment of birth zia does not want to drink ASI from me. could this be a form of punishment to me mother who does not deserve to be called this mother, because when I know pregnant I always try to throw it even various ways I do in order to be free from the pregnancy, she said, all kinds of drugs and any potion I will take as long as I manage to take it out whether the demon who has possessed me if it is but Allah is All-Powerful my zia still survive despite whatever has been I do. and thank God my zia was born perfectly no less one anything. This certainly can slightly reduce my guilt that almost sacrificed zia's life for my ego alone, just a little bit, who does not want to be a mother whose child will be called to have an illegitimate child, even though my child is holy and even very holy I am the mother who committed illegal acts, adultery and unforgivable sins.

melllllll milk her zia discharged this screaming mother from the kitchen

Astarghfirullah.....

milk out ma'am...

I don't have money to buy milk...

then how ???