ZIA (NOT AN ILLEGITIMATE CHILD)

part 1

right on the fifteenth of September was born my beautiful daughter, I gave her the name Hajizi Adzliya I decided to call her zia because I really like the name. the presence of zia in my life changed my view of the world, the tiny, innocent body of pure white skin, my zia had very beautiful eyes, her wavy curly hair was exactly no different from that of zia's biological father who until recently did not want to admit the presence of zia, even leaving me in the hardest moment of my life.I thought she was the savior of my life, the man who will free me from all the strange problems I have been through all this time, I am willing to leave my biological children with my husband in my husband's family to be with him who always promises me happiness, and who always promises me happiness, that's gonna release me from the toxic shackles of my first marriage that almost drove me crazy. but he named Adit is none other than the cousin of my ex-husband who always gives time and place to listen to all the complaints of my household and comfort me to always be strong and reassure me for sure there is a way to all these problems where even my own husband never understood the suffering I was experiencing it was my own husband who became a salt sower on my wounds during his wife. let me bear and solve all the problems in this household myself, I was left to be the captain of my household while my husband was busy with his own affairs not knowing not even want to know any of my difficulties. am I silent? of course, I do not always try to reprimand my husband from a subtle to a rude way even though I have done but there has never been a change even my husband's attitude increasingly becomes even every problem in the household we my husband's family does not he rebukes my husband's attitude and habits instead they always blame me for what happened. I was considered unable to be his good wife, I could not take care of our household. though obviously my husband made a mistake but still I was blamed, obviously my husband is lazy in working when he has got a good job at a private bank but not his passion in working even my husband is lazy until finally fired by the bank because it often does not going to work, while my husband's lifestyle is very luxurious like the upper class. and on the one hand we have a son who needs a very large fee because from a small always given the luxury of my husband's family. and my husband has got into the habit of playing other women outside, my husband never admits that he has a family he always claims to still be a bachelor to the girls out there. this fed me up with our marriage, until finally Adit the cousin of my husband came as a hero in my life always giving attention that I never got from my own husband, he said, understanding all my circumstances even want to help me in solving my problems. Initially only a regular friend over time the relationship with Adit was getting closer even I began to depend on Adit, and I began to depend on Adit, just a day not meeting Adit I could feel the loss and make me careless. I thought this was a beautiful start in my life but it turned out differently this was the beginning of destruction in my life...